The Hidden Crypt

freedom

2007-11-25T11:10:00.000-08:00

I just love this current feeling.Like what azfar's nick.I have been given the license to slack.hahahaha.but well.not really.dont feel so good about the time during the examinations.You know that feeling when u skip a question or two.Or just when you're feeling lost during the exams itself.Or how bout this feeling of doing all the TYS available and not having a single question coming out thats so familiar to ya.fucked up.

have been working out a bit.saw some muscles popping by for a few hours before disappearing into the sub-cutaneous fats.hahaha.but man, i lose a lot of WEIGHT ! argh ! I wanna have a bigger chest size and a tricep.to tell you the truth,heider is like the perfect mould.hahaha.confirm that bugger will be steaming if he reads this post.

army is like in 17 more days.Not much time to chill and enjoy for me.haiz.what a torture for 2 years ? anyway,i went to check out this job that farhan has today.Total crap.sales job are always the TOUGHEST available around even though its the most flexible.What if you dont sell your products? what if there isnt an interest in the products ur selling ? will you be selling it to your own family ? so many questions ran through my head. the mentor tried to influence me . fuck off dude .not convincing lar.besides,whatever i will be selling u buggers up there on the work rank will be sucking my hard earned profits.He even told me that once i joined,he would want me to do better than him.Come on,office politics exists everywhere.who he trying to kid ? a 10 year old ?

prom shopping on tuesday with heider and gang.tomorrow will be the day i just stay at home and just catch up on the news i have been missing lately.i feel so brain dead when i dont read the papers for a single day.like today.

chatted with a few people today whom i havent been chatting for a long time.one dirty chat ! i swear ! sick girl ! hahahah ! anyway, facebook's flirtable application is one wonder balls.its an eyeopener.its the key to pimping.heh.

feeling really tired.gotta sleep soon.Remember guys,PRACTICE SAFE SEX !

indecisiveness and individualistic mind

2007-10-08T11:15:00.000-07:00

yeap.thats one thing that irritates the FUCK out of me man.Indecisiveness of humans to make decisions on their own.I admit i am guilty of it sometimes but i DEFINITELY dont do it all the time.

i am getting irritated by this friend of mine who was supposed to go tuition at the same day and time with me.The problem is, he loves to skip and make it up on another day.So sometimes,i am left alone for tuition,making me walk that fucking creepy lane that connects eunos and kembangan.Those dilapidated houses, flickering lights of those old lamp posts and chilly winds that are perfect conditions for a horror movie.

this bugger has always been so indecisive.The last time i invited him for soccer with my clique,he like wanted the whole tpjc clique to be there before he even set his foot on the court.wtf.WHO THE FUCK HE THINK HE IS ? firstly,it is not possible to invite everyone that you know to the court cause eunos aint no tampines,who would fucking come all the way just to play soccer ? secondly, if you want everything to go your way,why not u do the planning and ensure that the conditions are BEST SUITED TO YOUR NEEDS ?

Now,i am starting to find your faults that those idiots have been talking about.To think i actually defended you from those insults which turned out to be true after all.Individualistic and Indecisive.Thank goodness i am quite tolerant.But i wont be entertaining you and your fucking acts.

If you dont wanna go,its fine la.I can still move on and go alone dude.why make me accomadate to your schedule if u never accomodate to others in the first place.

anyway,my buddy hisham talib was mentioned in Muttons show on 987 man.hahaha.cant believe he actually got the boot out of the school.his friend basically bastard him la.hahahah.damn.somehow,i have been listening to that segment religiously since a few weeks back.Some of the parts were lame but there were some quite funny ones.ahahahah.

ok dudes.I gotta sleep now.tc pple.

The Final Countdown

2007-10-03T06:31:00.001-07:00

Prelims are long gone.A Levels are up next in just 26 more days!

Damn,time is really short nowadays.It just keep moving faster leaving people like me behind to the pits of failure.I have been distracted over the past few days.Thinking about my future.Where would i actually end up with my horrendous results.Negative Attitude surrounds me all the time.haiz.

anyway,whats with guys having pms ? post masturbational syndrome is it ?

one of my friends got angry with me over a Formula List.Now,how outrageous is that.I admitted that it was a mistake on my side for not returning the formula list to him but getting angry over a piece of paper? is JUST GAY ! hahahah !

gtg now.tc.

Its Over

2007-06-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

Hell yea.The examinations are over.Fuh.Sweat my ass off during the last week of holiday which i am sure didnt really do much effect to the grades.I knew that last minute stuff wont even get me to the brink of passing.Its just a wishful thinking of mine i guess.

Sorry for not blogging that much during the holidays.It doesnt even qualify as a holiday.The first week dedicated to CCAs while the second dedicated to classes to finish up the syllabus.It wasnt that productive considering the classes they held were mostly revision and it would only be to your advantage if you had done yours.

Alright about studies.Holidays were spent on soccer,movies,outings and last but not least stayovers at friends house.Now thats something.The last week of holidays were spent at the airport trying to study.yep.TRYING.With all those babes walking around,those tourists,air stewardesses and last but not least junior college girls with their FBTs.hahahah.damn.its hard not to stare.

Anyways,I am catching this korean movie called 200 pounds of beauty.Awesome stuff.About how a fat lady singer actually became a hot babe after a plastic surgery.heh.Full of humour and love.Just perfect for me.4 stars out of 5 people.Catch it.Pictures of 200 Pound Beauty can be found below.

Simply Awesome. . . =)

Magic

2007-06-02T10:36:00.000-07:00

Yeap.Magic is the word man.Well,apparently thats what one dude is doing now on the programme i am watching now(The Mentalist on AXN).Using his ability to read people's mind.Damn.Have this funny feeling its fake and that the people involved had told him what they thought about and stuff.If only such abilities were real.Maybe,i would be able to work my magic with girls and doing the things which they like and deterring myself from engaging activities which they dislike.Oooolala.

What a wishful thought.

Anyway,woke up late today.Didnt do much studying or even exercise.Felt the whole day was wasted.

Hope to chill out tomorrow and just take a break from all the stress(am i even actually having one?)

Kk.Gotta sleep now.

tc

You're just Fading Away in my life.Maybe its good but i'm still missing you somehow,somewhere in my heart.

Its Over

2007-06-01T09:48:00.000-07:00

Yeap.Its Over.The end of CCAs for me man.I shall really take a step back and start channeling all my energies to what i should be doing.Lagging Behind and maybe even further during the third term.This cant go on man.Seriously.Like what my tutor said,June is the last chance for you to actually catch up before your fate is sealed.I must start right away.Maybe NOT !! HAHAHA !!

Manifestasi(TPJC Malay Musical) was awesome.Maybe i was part of the event holding an important job as the Backstage Crew member.Moving of the props and stuff like that was such a hassle and very stressful since we have a time limit of 20 seconds to comply to.Work with people whom i never thought i would ever work with.Muhammad the most lepak guy ever turned out to be very efficient dude who is very smart at handling his problems.The way he planned everything for me to do and all.His plans were perfect.The only problem was me finding the exact location to put the props.heh.Sorry mad.Fadhillah another lady who i never saw before until a few days back due to the manifestasi training turn out to be a very silent yet having that witty character.Damn.I sure am gonna miss Manifestasi.The hottest minahs ever came out live at our very own audi.Met the seniors who came back with that bald look.Today's event will really be fossilized in my mind.Just say it and i will remember every freaking stupid mistake i made and all the others too.hahah.

So to all the crew(especially the Backstage Members) its been a real pleasure to work with you guys and damn i will really miss this day.hahaha.kk lar i damn sleepy already.Photos will be uploaded real soon i guess.

Expectations sometimes disappoint you.You always dont get what you actually expect.Appreciation.The key word here.Being appreciated for what you did does give you that extra boost to go a long way.Maybe its time the wind just blow me away rather than you.

Bamm !!

2007-05-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Beatboxing is damn cool ah ! Damn, i still remember how the one guy from my school showcased his talent during recess to raise funds for the school if i am not wrong.Thinking of it,i've been trying to learn over the past few months over youtube and somehow when i sleptover at my friends house the other day and watch some beatboxing video.The flame to learn how to do it got to a whole new level.

Today's cricket match was our last(ooohhh finally !!).Of course i didnt played as i obtained my MC and also excuse from any physical activity from the ever so magnanimous polyclinics.hahaha.Damn,i swear my fever had subsided and really didnt expect to get such a lengthy break(even though 1 day aint that long).Faisal was our top batsmen today,saw how his confidence was boosted during practices in the nets.Can actually predict that he was gonna be batting better but i was suprised by how composed he was during the match.The technique he swung the bat was somewhat different than usual.Damn.He IMPROVED A LOT !

Made Friends with one njc dude who was the top indian student in S'pore for my batch with 9 A1s.Guess what,1 of the A1s included MALAY ! holy shit man ! that dude beat me hands down boy.Apparently,he is taking 3H2 and 1 H1 subjects and also 2 H3 subjects(maths and physics).THE GUY WAS CRAZY ! But he said it was normal in his school.Oh yea,he is retaking his Malay H1 again which he got a C in the 1st try.Meaning,he got to focus on a lot more subjects than i do ! And he is definitely doing WAY BETTER THAN I should.hahahah ! damn ! i envy intelligent buggers.

Match Result--> TPJC 46 runs NJC 174 runs,TPJC 10 wickets while NJC had 9 wickets.

If only the cricket team had focused more on the batting side,we might have even won some of the teams.Our fielding and bowling weren't that atrocious.All of us knew who to blame for the training focus.DEFINITELY.

So that marks the end of the A Division tournament.

Wait! Before it ended,A fight broke out between siva and some njc dude(who was taunting the whole team during the ENTIRE MATCH).Nice one man.Finally,a fight !

Tata !

I hate it when people compare you and someone else.Especially so when your parents do that to you and compares them to your siblings who are better than you in some areas.It makes me feel as if i am a robot told to emulate the more academically inclined people.If thats the case,wouldnt the world be lacking in Joy,entertainment,arts and stuff like that ? Academics is important,but it doesnt mean you cant be successful without it.So to MY bitchy sister who may be reading this,stop interuptting with my life by trying to Criticize me for what you think i should be.You aint me man.Besides,if you were that smart why arent you getting Flawless results which you seemed to be preaching about ? 2 words for ya.FUCK OFF !

2007-05-15T08:48:00.000-07:00

Check this website out man --> www.myheritage.com

That website was featured in the sunday times last week.The website has this programme which can find the similarities in physical appearence(the face) of a celebrity and you.How cool can that be ?

So i uploaded one photo of Firdaus and i.Guess What ! I looked like Lenny Kravitz while firdaus like some guy called takeshi kitano.Then,to futher check the how true it was,i posted another photo.This time around i looked like Tata Young.WTF! i look like some Thai Pornstar is it ?

Anyway,i only finished 1 chapter of my statistics today.Fuck man ! i am so pissed with myself ! the test is this thursday !!!

Feeling sleepy now.gotta go.

Oh yea, 1 shoutout going to Khyrul who never fails to read my blog(dunno whats so interesting also) and i appreciate it ! Tata !

2007-05-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

The biggest problem i have now is my terrible acne problem.Those pimple scars seems destined to remain there forever and this is horrifying.Suhaidah told me to visit a dermatologist to solve this problem.Hmmm,i have this understanding that scars will always remain forever.Oh Well,i'm not too sure about acne scars.damn,i need help!!Cheap alternatives especially.heh.

School was normal with the exception that i came to school without my hair gelled and styled.hahaha.I hate it when people stare at you when you have something new like in my case,the hairstyle.

Muhaimin and Chen Kai got gold for the NAPHA test.Congrats.I guess it will be bronze for me even though i have been putting more effort for the past month.Its just a little too late.

I cant wait for the competition to be over.Thats where i will start going home to mug mug mug.Or thats what i hope at least.heh.

I am feeling so fucking tired now after that 2 rounds around Eunos.Thats 3km i guess ?

Tata people.

Looks like someone is ahead of me in the game.He is more deserving i guess.How I wish that i could look into your eyes closely again.

Friendship[

2007-05-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i dont get why one would be willing to sacrifice his or her friendship just for love.Damn you people.Ok maybe its just that i am having this biased opinion cause i havent actually experience love.

This is a complicated story of X and Y both your average joes who were close friends.Then came along Z who was X girlfriend since secondary school and she used to be Y's first girlfriend.After some problems along the way,X broke up with Z and a few weeks later she became Y's lady.Now,their once laughter filled relationship is filled with hatred.Each time i look at these 2 friends of mine,it really makes me wonder the negative effects of love.My solution would be to quit playing this awful game of love.

I understand how firdaus feel each time he is left out by his buddies since each one of them already has the queen of their hearts.That feeling really sucks.But remember my man,dont succumb to peer pressure and try to get yourself a lady when you're not even prepared.You just gotta hold your horses man.

Lately,i have been feeling uneasy.Maybe its what they call jealousy.Ahhh ! damn it !
I dunno whether to go for it or not.Maybe its over.I sure hope that lady tell me the real deal.

ciao pple !

Dislocated Knee

2007-05-09T02:42:00.000-07:00

Damn it.It hurts each time i climb up the stairs.Hurts when i sit in the same position after some time.Its all thanks to faizal.hahaha.sorry bro to put this blame on ya,but that push was really uncalled for.But nvm,since you're my friend and all.I wont put too much blame on you.I was pushed by him when trying to prevent a collision during soccer.So to prevent a major injury,i turned while jumping.However,i landed hard on my knee cap first.ARGH !!

Now thats Faizal !

I think this time,the pain is much worse than the hit by the cricket ball.Its on the same spot(the knee cap).Definitely,i wont be playing for the remaining competition and maybe soccer.I was struggling to walk just now.hahaha.So if any of you cricketeers are reading this i hope u would understand my plight.

Yesterday,the match was the best display ever by our team.Simply loved the not so pressurised match.We got every single batsmen out throughout the 27 overs(match was suppose to last till the 35th but they were forced to retire).However,vjc's total runs were simply impossible to catch up lar.They got like 267 while we got 56 runs.Batting could have improved.Met up with Wasseem,Shafiq,Kamal,Lincoln who were also present.Wasseem still the same old comical bastard.fucking us up with his jokes.VJC's used mind games against us when we were batting(by saying the girl we fantasize and stuffs like that,even some porn website were used to taunt us).Hilarious shit.I think i lack the experience in batting but it wasnt too bad for someone who played barely a year's worth of cricket.

Today's sports day was more hip in the sense that the students were more engaging and interactive.St.Nick's cheerleaders even came down to give us a preview to their dance moves.Hot stuff.The splits, the skimpy skirts and the pretty faces were what most guys would SAY HEAVEN.hahaha ! Congratulations to 06S25 for their win of 4x100m and 12x100m events.If i am not wrong,they broke the record ? Oh yea, Congratulations to Glen Michael Roberts(fellow patrician and brother) who was the star today with medals of 100m and 200m to his name.Chen kai, muhaimin , muhammad and shang li were like fucking FAST.If you could redefine that word,it would be their names lar.They were too good to be true.

Anyway, gotta rest now man.Lalalal.Tc pple.

Out of that Exclusive List

2007-05-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

Looks like i've crashed out of that list.I think now i know what my good old bro,Hisham meant.Damn it.I seriously need some confidence booster.Haiz.Sometimes i find you looking really awesome,but at times i think twice about my preference and start regretting my choice.It really felt like a big opportunity cost.Playing around with me aint such a good idea.Need to shut you outta my mind real quick.

Those hi's and goodbyes would soon go away trust me.Slowly but surely.

You were my song
That i Sang Along
Cos you were my EVERYTHING

thats from the video of the previous posts.Check that Michael Buble song out guy.Reflects my life in this term so far.

Hmmm,khyrul asked me if my hair meant everything to me.Truth is my friend,it does lar,but not totally maybe around 30%.The other 70% goes out to my friends out there who never fails to make me laugh and just have a good time.Friends do make your day sometimes(cos on other occasions there would be the normal bastarding session of one another).I guess that the real answer.

I need a haircut man.Hmmm,definitely not those expensive cuts at Far East Plaza again.hhahaha.Damn you hisham,fucking the student rate was like booming prices.Nvm.At least,the style of was there.

Oh yea,I havent DONE A BRYAN JAMES YET !

. . .

2007-05-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

chanced upon this video on someones blog.Really got addicted to it.UNTIL NOW ! hahahah ! great stuff ! serious !

Current Emotion Now : Confused

There has been a girl that i find out who could make or break me.Damn you bitch! hahah ! I need to get you off my brain and stop being such a distraction.I dont even know whether its attraction or just plain simple friendship.I seriously dont know.Hope my fellow bro,hisham is reading this ! i need HELP ! especially on getting girls out of my mind for a moment at least.Sometimes,i find you really awesome as a person and in the looks department but sometimes i feel i can never be up there with you.I just feel so useless with if i am with you.haiz.HELP !!

Now if you realised that i used the word, ' HELP ' a few times.Goes to show how desperate i am !!

gtg sleep now ! tata !

Where is the Sunshine when i need it the Most ?

2007-05-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

These few weeks have been really such a bad roller coaster ride experience for me man.For example,yesterday's biology spa on skill A was so god damn fucked up.With the extended time given,i was still unable to write quickly and thus i wasnt able to do the sections on Reliability and Procedure which WAS THE MOST SALIENT part of the whole damn skill.After that,the horrendous econs result didnt exactly gave the boost that i want.Seems like the proportion of the marks i got and the amount of time i put in for econs doesnt seem to tally.Maybe its just the CASE STUDY ! I am still so fucking hopeless at it.The GP test after that was just as bad,if not worse.I didnt feel like concentrating.So i just left a lot of the questions blank.Even the AQ !

The cricket match against RJC was nothing much of a trouble since we already thought of losing badly to them before the tournament actually began.They are one of the top contenders for the title man.One of the bowlers was quite friendly at least.He actually told me what to do when his teammate bowls the ball to me.He even told me to calm down and stuff.Not the type of response you would expect from an opponent right ? hahahah ! Anyway, that bugger went on to claim 5 wickets(meaning 5 of the batsmen got out because of this FUCKER!).Their batting was superb in the second half of their batting time.I seriously thought that our fielding wasnt too bad during the first half but concentration level just WENT DOWN THERE after the 10th over.Fuck lar ! tiring game what ! Their batsmen hit six and four runs(those balls that crossed the boundary) with such ease and style.JEALOUS sey!!

To some dog in charge of my CCA, i dont know where the hell are your brains lar ! Putting extra training sessions immediately after the match wouldnt actually result in the team winning the other JCs ! Just like how last minute study wont help you in the Exams ! SAME CONCEPT !And training ONLY THOSE who are better than average at batting and bowling wont help the rest of the team.I personally feel that you should train the rest in batting too since everyone will be batting in a match ! This bugger's problem is that he only polishes those that are already shiny.While those rusty ones are just left for them to do what he feels they should be doing and usually doing something that is definitely not maximising their FULLEST POTENTIAL.Fucking stop blaming the team everytime as you yourself has flaws in teaching the students cricket.

Its Raining for Me

2007-04-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

Ooo baby its raining . . .

damn.you people out there should start listen to Umbrella by Rihanna feat Jay-Z.Very addictive.Somehow,the lyrics above seems to reflect my current state.

You guys out there surely have experienced parents arguing rite ? Sometimes i just dont understand my parent.Often,i get dragged into their chemical equation.For example,my mom werent too happy with me following my dad to my cousin's wedding.Apparently i was forced to go lar,so if i dont go,i will get screwed by my dad and if i go i will get the nagging of my mum.Its a die die kinda situation.Somehing which i hate very much.

I vow that i will never get my children involved in the argument with my wife in the future.After such experiences,i would be able understand my children's feelings.hahaha.damn,why am i looking so far ahead man ? when i havent even get my 1st lady.

Friday i felt damn fucked up.Clocking a disastrous timing for shuttle run aint what i expected.I am so gonna go gym tomorrow and work out.Cricket for now shall take a step back for a while.Maybe, i shall skip tomorrow's training.

Oh yea,there will be class BBQ tomorrow.YAY! finally ! I shall post the photoes of the bbq once i received them from firdaus.Thats if he will bring his camera for bbq lar.

Gtg now. See ya !

D-is-trac-tion

2007-04-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

Damn it ! Currently,i am SO confused in life.It suddenly feels as if i am heading no where.

PEOPLE ! yea thats the word that keeps distracting me! the idea of meeting new people,thinking of what to say to them EVERYDAY is all too much of a hassle for me.I am having a fatigue i guess.Haiz.

Today's cricket match against ACS(i) was postponed ! hahaha ! Initially, the rain did not stop the match from its first over.Looks like our cricket team just suck ! hahaha ! 4 runs and 2 wickets in 1 over !!

PS:To all you goondoos out there,the aim of cricket is to make runs after you have hit the ball and the runs should be completed before the ball makes its way to the stumps.In 1 over,there are 6 balls bowled to the batsmen.So i guess thats all the basics of cricket.

Hmmm,found the video on the FHM BRA Competition which involved some radio station in Singapore.The deejays were really horny or sick in the head man.Cannot believe they actually ask the contestants to take off their bras in the shortest amount of time.hahahah ! But hey,the girls were above average looking plus some of them did have the goods.

To you horny buggers out there,here's the video.hahahah.Arios.

Disequilibrium

2007-04-21T23:40:00.000-07:00

Man United Drew with Middlesbrough ! Now that really got me pissed.Especially,when i stayed up late just to support my club.The Brother was of course noisy but that kept me entertained for a while.Heh.

Today's newspaper report on the Thai tennis ace getting hooked with the Ms Universe 2005 really suprised me for a moment.Damn it ! What is happening ? Its like firdaus and Pamela Anderson getting some sparks flying.hahaha.sorry bro.I really needed to exaggerate the intensity of the issue.

Havent been doing quality mugging yet.I guess it will come soon after A Division Cricket.Mandhip is out with a swollen ankle and thats bad news for the whole team.Considering we are the whooping boys of the tournament,not having one of your top players aint gonna make the situations better.

Even though other sports in the school are losing to the other jcs.At least they lose by a single margin but for us it will be a 3 digit margin !

Went out for pool session with my mates.I gotta agree that i suck in it.hehe.Most of my mates already registered for NS while i am still hesitating.dunno lar.The prospects of me being in the army aint great.hahaha.Plus,i heard about the weird medical check up which will be done.argh !!

Maybe by december, my hair will be gone and i will be a recruit.Wonder how i will look like ?

Gotta go now.See ya !

RollerCoaster Ride

2007-04-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

**!~dinie~!** says:
usually i act cool semua think i act
**!~dinie~!** says:
hahaah
**!~dinie~!** says:
maybe they just know i usually CMI
, your ignorant self. your disappearing acts. says:
yalah
, your ignorant self. your disappearing acts. says:
you sometimes cool what
, your ignorant self. your disappearing acts. says:
there are two dinies right.
**!~dinie~!** says:
yea
, your ignorant self. your disappearing acts. says:
then some dont know whose who. then i say dinie stevens yg tinggi, quite hot tu.
, your ignorant self. your disappearing acts. says:
yg lagi satu dinie is the cute shorter one

damn it ! hahaah ! i was so damn happy over this conversation.It really made my day. I would like to thank my mentor and buddy, Hisham Talib for his guidance on how to act cool and sometimes cannot make it.Looks like his methods are working for me now ! whahah !

my dream !

Congratulation to Siva for making the effort to go for the Malay Drama Auditions ! woot ! Eh , i hope that bugger gets in lar . Summore,he was so on cloud nine after he saw one of the judges smiled at him. Horny idiot !

Hmmm,the whole day went pass like a quick traffic for me.My mind got saturated at 2.30pm plus during PE i went breatheless after just running 2 rounds.Haiz.the phlegm must have blocked my nasal cavity.

Tomorrow's Chemical Equilibria Test and Saturday's Maths Test on Statistics.Every week seems like a test for me man.In fact,daily school work is so stressful for me already.

I need to excel man ! fuck you muggers out there cause i am so gonna join your race for success .

The Gold With Honours

2007-04-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

The results of the SYF Central Judging for Concert Bands for the secondary schools category were really bad this time around.With the amount of golds being slashed to a small amount.Even Temasek and Victoria band got silver.Well,there might be a possibility that they didnt prepare or even do as well as the previous batch.Anyway,CONGRATULATIONS TO THE ST.PATRICK'S SCHOOL MILITARY BAND ON SUSTAINING THE GOLD WITH HONOURS ! I'm so proud of the current members of the band.The piece they played are on a higher level of difficulty than the previous SYF batches.Slightly tougher i guess.hehe.

Still remember the times where the whole band used to go full steam with SYF.The way Mr Glosz shouts at us,the way the leaders screwed us badly just to make us realise where we were standing and to make us understand the importance of being at the top.A cut above the rest.That phrase etched into my mind for quite some time until now.hahahha.Golden Jubilee Band to me was the best band that i've ever played for,the tone was rich and just superb.The bonding between the seniors and juniors was just irreplaceable.Damn it.Why must all of it go away ?

The Golden Jubilee Band(SYF 2003)

Oh yea,Happy Birthday to Ivan Lee,my classmate who never fails to cheer me up with his lameness and also listening to my jokes.I swear the classroom would be really dead without you and firdaus man.The times where you guys get screwed by the teachers is the best part of the whole STORY.hahahah !

Now Thats IVAN And Firdaus

Damn,I am disappointed with my PW results man.I just hate the way the market system works.Its like totally school based assesment kinda results.Other junior colleges are like getting 55% A grades for PW or even 90% distinction grades.Now GOD DAMN IT !I still dont understand why my school is refusing to help us students by being more lenient when other jcs can do it.haiz.Now my results are like gonna be bad.Those lazy buggers who hardly go for PW lessons or even contribute to the group work are getting the same result or even better than me,now that just add fuel to the fire.Argh ! Nvm, since 90% of the school population got a C grade,i should be contented.

Gotta Go Now ! Anyway, sorry to all juniors of SPSMB for not being able to come and help out during your preparations for SYF.

2007-04-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

**!~dinie~!** says:
i wanna go home and sleep
[c=41]FREDDY *M n m* ronyok seribu, my dear.[/c] says:
hahahahahahaha
[c=41]FREDDY *M n m* ronyok seribu, my dear.[/c] says:
u can sleep in my room... I will entertain you there ...
[c=41]FREDDY *M n m* ronyok seribu, my dear.[/c] says:
rest well my dear...

Fucking GAY SHIT ! haahhah ! I was actually telling this bugger about the long break before my next lesson which is at 4.30pm.He actually said that.HAHAHAHA!

Anyway,i'm still deciding on whether to go for economics class tomorrow.Its Not Part of the schedule but just make-up lesson.Here's a sneak peek to my dilemma.School finishes at 12.30pm tomorrow.But econs start at 4.30pm.So wtf am i suppose to do during those 4 hours.If i go home,i could at least do something much more meaningful.

Since my teacher is such a nice lady,i will go.GP remedial.I dont even know whether i am in or not ? But Fuck it ! hahaha ! I will show the attitude.

Chilled at McCafe Parkway just now with Hisham and Ashiq.Got home after that and then did some intense jogging.Played soccer with the Eunos Mats.The whole bunch of them was like darn big.As in with beer belly and all.But got 2 who like can play well.Glad that i worked out a lot.

gtg now.Tc People !

April Is Here !

2007-04-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

To Siva, Muhaimin and Hilmi ! Happy 18th Birthday ! Damn it ! It will be a long long WAYY for me to reach that number 18.

Anyways,Songfest on Thursday Night turn out average.As usual,the technical problems kinda screwed every contestant up.The Dikir Barat performance was really mediocre.The start wasnt that great with some of us not able to hear the lyrics of sexyback.In the end,all the choreography turn out uncoordinated.heheh.But somehow,we managed to pick ourselves up in the middle.Hmmm,somehow deep within,I felt that the audience in general,were not able to understand a single word of what we said.

Congratulations to the Winners and also not forgetting the Contestants of Songfest ! You guys were awesome lar. Audience was great and somehow the ladies turn out much hotter than expected. I guess the school uniform lar makes us students look so different.darn !heheh/

Yesterday, i managed to catch the movie, Mr.Bean .The start was quite boring with the same old jokes being repeated from previous Mr.Bean shows.Hmmm,the movie started to pick up its pace from the middle section onwards.Hmmm,the actress in the Show is damn hot LAR !Emma de Caunes if i'm not wrong.So to all you stalkers out there.Go google her and just admire the beauty.HAhahaha ! Eh,somehow the movie did show a lot of French culture but too bad, i found the babes much more interesting ! heheh !

Overall Rating=> 4/5 ( Must Watch ! Especially with your Loved Ones )

Got to go now dudes.Going out ! lalala !

Deep within me,I start to feel something for you.However,i am currently in a state of dilemma.My heart is divided and i do not know who will fill that empty slot.

The Changes

2007-03-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

Woohoo ! Guess what, i performed on wednesday for dikir barat.Great stuff or should i say awesome ! Maybe i am just biased,but who cares. Even though i forget part of the words, i got all the movements right and perfectly timed which rarely occurs.You can actually do a Poisson Distribution on it.

Time time time.Thats the word of the year man.Time management is so so darn essential at this level.Apparently,i suck at it.Damn.Failed my maths test,chemistry,economics test.Yet Again.But hey, i got subpass for chemistry which i think is unfair considering that i concentrated more on maths for 2 days compared to the 1 hour kinda thing.But chemistry test was like quite tough and i depended on my memory to get the answer,but too bad my memory failed me.hahaha.

Hmmm,today had the dikir barat performance for the JCs.This time,the influx of babes were just overwhelming.hahaha.Got attracted to one of the TJC students.Actually,2 of them.Saw Qashrul's sister and stuff.Mr Football a.k.a Mahdi came back,saw him shaking hands with Brother Nords.

The crowd today aint that responsive and also the way its organise makes the whole event a real bore.If only there were like much more frequent interactions from the crowd then it would be great.My fellow brother,hisham came back ! hahaha ! cool shits.

Hang-ed out at Afghanistan,the eating place before proceeding to McCafe at Parkway for slacking session.Now,that place is like so sleazy.I just hate it.hahaha.With all the daytime maids-cum-nighttime prostitutes.hehe.

Today was the day i stared right through your eyes and saw the inner beauty in you.Even though,i maybe ugly,I just hope that my love for you would one day be noticed.Till then my lady,I just hide the feelings from you.

Anecdotes of Life

2007-03-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
eh
-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
wanna make a bet?
-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
we bet on maths results
-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
for prelims
-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
if u get better i belanja u for a whole week
**!~dinie~!** says:
fuck ?!!?!/
**!~dinie~!** says:
maths
-=Din™=- :::CTT crew::: Joey Lamsat says:
but if i get better u have to give me a blowjob

Now thats the conversation i had with Dinie(the other one of course!).Fuck.Even he is turning gay.hahah.

Anyway,I got a B and distiction for Oral in malay for the A levels.Quite happy with that.

Oh yea,i would like to thank firdaus for highlighting to me about that thing we saw during GP.hahahah ! Damn IT !

Dikir Practices has been quite intensive already.Damn! i hardly touched my books when i got home today.

I hate being a passive smoker in the clique i am in.It sucks considering i am not the smoking but still getting the effect of cigarette.In fact,the effect is worse for me.

Gotta start my workout soon BADLY !! Argh !! see ya pple

Suddenly,i felt like i had lost the steam already from the excitement of the arrival of the A levels.

What an End to the 1st Term

2007-03-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

So far the 1st quarter of the year has been full of highs and lows.Well, in my opinion,the highs has got to be the fact that i am beginning to understand maths and chemistry so much more with the tuition going on,the JC1 babes(ooolala),dikir barat,new clique.

Now for the Lows: Failing to do Tutorials, what more Assignments ! Spending too much time LEPAK-ing with the mat clique that i found myself attached to ! Not finding myself a LADY ! Pimple Outbreaks(any solutions?)

Haiz,its still the 1st quarter,i shall work harder then !

Dikir Barat went fine just now.Other than the movements and techniques plus a bit of pitching problems,the male group are coping well.Hmmm,darn,i havent learn some of the songs yet.

Holidays are finally here(cause i had math test today, so last weekend wasnt counted!).

Gym,Study,Soccer,Lepak

that 4 words shall be the words of the week for me.hehehe.

To heider,if you're reading this,I think you're like the Mr Hot Bod in Tpjc man.Maybe,you should be the pin up boy for the posters in our school gym.

Nights !

You Never Lose by Loving,You Lose by Holding Back

So How Deep is Your Love, How Deep Is Your Love ?

2007-02-18T08:19:00.000-08:00

Well, Valentine's Day came and go.Had a great time slacking at McCafe at Parkway ! Cool Chilly Breeze(both sea and land breeze since we slack for quite some time).The view,the ladies that came and go was truly and eye-washing experience.The company which includes Nazri,Dinie and Nawawi was good plus the most gay-est songs played by McCafe werent that bad.Valentine's Day there with such soothing love songs by old school boybands just settled me in.hehe.Made me much calmer at least.I shant elaborate on that night lar.Dont want you guys to ask me too much.

Had cricket a few hours before the magic happened.Well, TPJC played badly against RJC1, apparently i bowled the ball the best against them.There was this dude,who bowled me,mandhip and 2 other jc1s in a few minutes.He was the best i've seen.I swear.RJC2 werent so bad and we began to pick up from then on.Could have won them and NJC too.Haiz,but too bad,i made few errors which could have added some runs to the opponents.

In the morning,came to school and gave some chocolates to some of my friends.Was actually lacking in some chocolates but managed to give some to 06s06 pple.So many chocolates and candies were given out on that day.In Japan,its like a culture but i certainly didnt expect TPJC to have similar one too.hehe.

Love Love Love
You Never fail to make me smile
Just like the rainbow in the clear blue sky
Your touch just cools me down
Your words just spurs me on to love you even more
But how deep is your love?
You just make me wonder if i really mean anything to you

Anyway,Happy Chinese New Year to 75% of the population yea? to my friends out there, make sure u guys collect ur money and treat me for a ginseng or some shit.

To my all my friends out there, if you happen to read this or something, I really am sorry for any of my wrong doings if i happen to do that is.

Misunderstandings often occur between people.Often,its due to parties not having a full understanding of the situation or because of one who takes a very one sided view which leads to further breakdowns.Wars are the best examples of such consequences.

stressed . . .

2007-02-06T07:24:00.000-08:00

Haiz.There is like so many HWs to do nowadays.It just keeps piling UP.If you missed a lesson nowadays,it will take u only a 5 days later to catch up what you have lost due to hectic schedule.Sleep is often sacrificed to just do HWs in my case.THATS NOT EVEN MUGGIN.

Sorry for not updating after quite a while.Currently, my class gen pop(general population) has now gone down to 12 people.Its just sad to see your friends being left behind while you move on in life.To the 2 ladies,namely Jehanne and Wen Xin, that were left behind, I honor the friendship that was developed over the past year.The class will never be the same without you buggers.Even though it might get a little less boring and having fewer people as companies whenever there is a detention for not doing hw,I hope i will be able to cope better.

Had GP today and man, i always get picked.Since there are fewer people,of course the probabilit of getting called up is much higher.The problem of some classmates not attending lessons will further aggravate such problems.hahahaha.

So,Fred and i were like concentrating for GP(since When siah?),when out of the blue,2 mjc crashers walked past our class and our heads just followed their movements.oolala.Man,were they like gift from GOD or what ? After GP, we went to the Canteen just to check them out and when we came back for Econs,everyone was looking at us as if we were perverts(ok,maybe i just felt a little guilty).

Tuesdays are not the best of the days of the week for me usually due to the long hours in school. Maybe i might not be going for cricket tomorrow since my knee has started to give me problems already.

Another issue is the pull ups !

Pull Ups are like as bad as HWs but maybe slightly better.Heh.

Ok lah.Need to Study a Little More just to make sure the Concepts are right.Take care my diary.

ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ. . .

Gonna Miss You . . .

2007-01-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

I'm really gonna miss you. It took me so long and it took just a few minutes for you to be gone.My love.Damn !
Ok do not misunderstand me but i am actually refering to my hair la.Goondus.seriously, since promos and all i have been keeping it and those curls at the back was like damn cool ah(to me at least).Even the mat barber said nice hair(since it was in an emo style when i got there).Hmmm, maybe after A's i shall try to keep it upto shoulder length and try to maintain those dudes from Indonesian bands.

Reading logs done for now is 8.

aiyah just fuck it man.

Tomorrow,Econs and Biology Test.My final solution for both, JUST FUCK IT.

Tried to actually read 1 page of Econs but man, i couldnt understand nuts.It would actually take me another 1 month to fully understand the previous concepts.

Hady Mirza and VJ Fazura(the VJ in Mtv Jus or even Pop Inc.) are together ? Please dont be. hahaha. She is a real sweety pie lar.Pretty and slightly hot.She just makes me go wild !! No wonder she was giggling like mad when she mentioned hady's name when she was intro-ing his new album.damn.

Went jogging in the late afternoon and i must say, my knee hurts a lot.Since i didnt take a bigger stride,those small strides.So more pressure on the knees and stuff.Hurts a lot.Completed 2 rounds of Eunos(considering 1 round around Eunos is approximately2 km).By the second round i was dying, thank goodness i stop near the bench where i just collapse and slept like nobody's business.

Gotta sleep now.Cant be late for school tomorrow.Nights Everyone!

2007-01-06T09:56:00.000-08:00

Currently,at half time,Arsenal 2 Liverpool 0 . Love both of rosicky's goal.Magnificient technique and finishing.Looks like all the punters got it wrong again.Chelsea whooped the minnows Macessfield 6-1 with Lampard scoring a hat-trick.

Woke up darn late since i have been sleeping real late into the wee hours of the morning doing some gay thing called reading logs.Yeap.Thats the only shit thats preventing me from studying for the topical tests.Darn, bio and chem wont be that easy.

So i went to hougang today for my tuition with a new tutor.Met Esmah first to return his hw and fuck,taking a train from eunos to hougang is like damn stupid.I only realised it halfway during the journey.Cos,from Eunos to Hougang u can actually take a bus straight up and it will take around 20minutes.But Noooooo,Dinie had to take the train.So i ended up taking 45 minutes.Its like going malaysia,but i'm like swimming to Pulau Tekong first and then swim to the Causeway to get to malaysia.

Tuition was great lah,the tutor might have that indian accent but he really made lotsa effort to make sure that something went into my brains.He kept asking, " any problem boys ? " and he also made us recap some of the stuff he taught.Pace was slow and just perfect for me.A former VJC dude , and has been tutoring for quite sometime.I have this feeling that he used to be darn nerdy and all but he tries to be cool now.

Got lost on the way home.Eh who can blame me siah,i dont stay AT HOUGANG.I alighted at some field that was freaking spooky and all.Even the bus-stop had this old lady that was murmuring in some hokkien while holding some photo.Obviously, i had to pretend as if i didnt see her and just quickly walked away.hahaha.

Got home around 9.30 and damn, still got 14 more reading logs to go.Lazy to do one today la.

goodnight

Strange But Funny

2007-01-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

Finally, ended the first week of school. The flow wasnt going too fast or too slow.Just nice.I kinda missed my ex-classmates.Its really weird without them in the class.Like the Cheena Group speaking Chinese,Pak Sleeping as if he was watching porn the whole night,Hem and her classy wannabe model act and Elvis being the usual loud girl.Damn.These people really made life in 06S08 happening.I have this feeling that Ivan would go to.Eh , go study la DOG !

Today, came to school late.Tried to bullshit the CT by giving the excuse that i went to the GP Lecture.Obviously, it didnt work well.Played soccer after assembly even though there was a math test at 10.30am.

Went library to do some unproductive study and so we talk and talk and talk.Disturb praveen and stuff.Oh yea, Casper has this biscuits that has Japanese Porn as its wrapper.How cool can it get ? Surely u wouldnt wanna tear it to eat the biscuits.

Maths test was the Bomb.A killer one.For me at least since i didnt really study.Everyone in the audi was like smiling as if the paper was easy and stuff.I gotta admit that the paper didnt really stun me that much but its just that i never study.Siva and me were the ultimate cheaters.Wahahaha ! 1 teacher noticed us looking at each others papers and she just smiled and just walked away after that.Probably she knew we copied WRONGLY ! hahaha ! joke la !

Played soccer again after that.My team consisted of the dream team basically,Faiz,Shakir,Siva,Mandhip and Chen Kai(a.k.a cheeky).So naturally i had to be the the guard.Godlike siah they all !!

Prayed and went TM to follow Heider buy his Oakley glasses.I swear the glasses were like those sporty kind and really cost a bomb.That dude was saving up his money to buy the Sony Ericsonn phone but his current specs broke somehow.And it was beyond repair i think.Fuck. I want that Oakley glasses too.hahahah.

Came back to school and had cricket meeting for our posters to be distributed and also for our current notice board.Wasnt that great la the meeting.The usual buggers didnt really contribute to the ideas with our Vice-Captain Mandhip even giving lame ideas that werent gonna attract the crowd if they saw it.

Stayed for the O night for a while and then went home.

Fucking mosquitos and cockroaches.THEY ARE EVERYWHERE ! their main purpose in this world : To irritate the FUCK OUT OF US HUMANS. Found 1 cockroach in my fridge, i wonder how it actually got in and survived the cold temperatures.

Oh yea,not forgetting shakir and i met some Ah bengs claims that they just got out of jail and stuff. They approach me and said,"eh,can help or Not ?" (with a fucking ah beng voice).So i was fucking stun and all cos i just got tapped the same way a few minutes back when i met damian.Plus this fucker was like giving me the look as if he would whack both of us anytime anyday.Then he and his frens told us about some tickets they were selling and it was to help convicts like him.Didnt really look convincing plus it wasnt like those from Yellow Ribbon Project that we know of.It was evena real one i think.And to convince us even further,he even showed us his exit pass from the prison(is that what u call it?) and this sorta chain like shit around his ankle(like those prisoners in Prison Break except this is your typical Heartland Ah beng who thinks he is the next Jay Chou) which shakir told me that it meant that those buggers were on probation or some shit.Shakir got scared and gave the 2 bucks while i gave the usual stupid excuse.The fuckers werent too happy with the contribution and plus he didnt give us the item he was suppose to. THIS IS A FUCKING DONATION , ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS ! i can donate to who, what and how much i want u dogs.

Gotta sleep Now . Bye .

Expecting the Unexpected

2007-01-04T08:29:00.000-08:00

Ola.Happy New Year and to my brother in hell,Hisham Talib, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

School started as usual.The year 1 this time around were pretty impressive. That batch in my school has an actress (the less popular one of course), an ang moh dude that is likely to become the hunk of the year, minahs that really bring the word hot to a totally new level and lastly students from the ever-popular all whity school that are known for their arrogance and their sheer egos.

Seen quite a number of babes in the year 1. They were mostly from the smarter schools of course(duhz).Definitely not your average neighbourhood types.

On to the teachers that i will be getting.Looks like i will be missing my former civics and bio tutor.However, i got a new CT who was formerly my malay teacher during the 1st 3 months. GEREK !! She's the type who is very lenient.whahahaha !! But seriously, i definitely wont take advantage of the situation ( yea rite -> thats probably what you GUNDUs out there would think)

My math and bio teachers will be the stricter and serious ones.Damn.Just my luck.But they are great though.

Assignments : Currently only 7 reading logs are done out of the 24 . Comprehension and Essay are still missing , Math Holiday Assignments are partially done since i copied someones,Econs maybe the project exist?

Topical Tests : I wont be planning to pass any of the test.Tomorrow's math and i am still doing HW.hahahah.

Lecture Notes: Damn i need to get a PRINTER BADLY.

Hair : Promised my CT to cut by monday but definitely not tomorrow !! still wanna keep ma hair dudes. Oh yea, the makcik at the Lemak Corner made fun of my hair, damn , even those makciks can make fun what more those small kids from the neighbouring primary school. Well she said in a damn sarcastic manner," Nice hair Punk! "

Oh yea, not forgetting i have been coming early to school. A big achievement by my standards and i shall use that as a stepping stone for more success.

Today's GP lecturer was THE BOMB. She actually managed to keep me awake (you're lucky i didnt sleep) during the lecture on the most BORING TOPIC ON EARTH, the Arts and Culture.She was kinda telling everyone in the audi about the paintings and its values. It somehow made me interested lah.HAHAHAH. then when JN started to asked me whether i like the lecturer or not, i had to obviously say no, and tell her that i am GAY !! hahahah !! the guy beside me was actually believed it and started to look away. WTF ! But seriously speaking, every FUCKING GUY WAS LOOKING AT HER, plus her command of english is superb.

On to some fuckers/bitches i've met today. Hmmm, only 1. Well, this IT is irritating. Calling others ugly dont really make you look good lah. Plus, this IT was so perasaan about ITSELF and think that he/she was so god-darn popular. Well, this IT tries very hard to fit in but somehow managed to find his/her way through. Please, you aint funny and you're THE worst if not the lamest creation ever in the history of Mankind.Plastic smiles and fake personality.

anyway, i gtg and sleep now. Need to attend GP LECTURE AT 7.10 am at the Auditorium. Oolala . How nice .

Limitations Can sometimes Drive You Nuts !

2006-12-24T09:20:00.000-08:00

Yea ! That is SO TRUE !

Anyway, i know this will sound damn gay and all but i actually Have Been Making Pizza !! hahahah !! ok la around 4 slices only, and fuck you guys out there cos the best chefs in the world are GUYS !

I have been watching Japanese drama serials too. And Yes , Its Damn Gay ! hehe ! (sorry but i think Ashiq has been making me think that EVERY FUCKING thing i do is damn gay )

Oh yea, the title is 1 Litre of Tears . You people out there should watch it . seriously . I get damn emo with this kind of dramas.

The story is about this damn chiou 15 year old Jap Girl finding out that she has Spinocerebellar Atrophy , which kinda affects her movements , talking , eating and stuff liddat. The obstacles she go through is really touching like how her boyfriend left her after she found out she has that disease, her good friends who never fails to help her carry her to class , who actually behind her back , talks bad about her and weren't really sincere about helping.

Sometimes i wonder if really friends are like that . I dunno about mine fully . But that drama really made me reflect upon my life such as simple things which i take for granted. My family and stuff .

I treat my family like a some thrash . I am not really close to my sis or bro and sometimes deep inside my heart, i really want to get close to them and stuff. But well , thats the life i lead.

Hardly see my dad. maybe in 1 day, only 5minutes of chat and thats all.

Anyway ! Must watch that drama la !

I began to be interested in band music nowadays. There's something in it . The emotional part each time when u play can sometimes gets u so EXCITED.

Symphonic Overture by Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra is my fav.

The brass sections are really amazing. Horns, Trumpets and Trombones bringin some life to the whole music.

Maybe one day, i shall continue to learn and play the trombone.

SNYO here i come ! hopefully !

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! and in 11 hours i am suppose to meet Ashiq at Eunos Mrt to go Ivan's house in Harbour Front . Damn . Thats like where Hisham stays . Fucking Faaarrr !!

I am goonna sleep now. Tata !

P. S : Sorry for the Vulgarities . Those Under 13 not allowed here . So SHOOOOOooo u morons !!

St.Patrick's School Military Band Dinner

2006-12-23T08:36:00.000-08:00

Had the band dinner today.Damn , i was late by 20 minutes . Met at Newton Mrt and my whole batch was there except for Brandon and Johnathan Eu . Met a couple of people who i havent seen for Months !! Nicholas Soh, Nicholas Tan , Ivan Ng , Alphonsus , Shaun Huang , Jeremy Wong Heng Meng and Jeremy Wong Kum Fai !!

Man, i really miss my batch members. Those 4 years of band life really thought us about brotherhood and passion for music. We will always be a cut above the rest. A Gold with Honours Award was what we clinched together and ultimately we brought up SPSMB 's name ! Victoria , TKGS , or even other secondary school bands, we always knew we can whoop their ass anytime.

Dinner started around 7.30pm and i was in the same table with the Punk Wannabes. Louis , Forrester were at least there with me . Shaun B,Johnathan ,Benjamin,Pang, Ivan and Nadhir were those punks. hehehe . Well, they were pretty lame at first but of course i had to be lame also to fit in.

Ate rich with lotsa chicken,salmon.Ivan took 2 plates full of meat ! like wtf ! Relax ah ! louis as usual ate a lot and they began to bastard him cause he had diabetes.hahahah ! Eh louis dont take sweets la , dont drink coke la . Fuck . poor thing siah !

For desserts, i had the chocolate cake which i believe was the best one i have ever tasted in my life.The cream was like oooolala . hahaaha . After that, i took some time to catch up with some of my batch members and stuff. Apparently, Heng Meng is already in his 1st year in University in Australia.Taking Electrical Engineering.Like wtf ah , i still in jc . Jeremy was lame and i dunno why but he was the funnyman there ! hahahah ! cjc humour level quite low . Got some Christmas Presents from my batch, and of course i received a small replica of the Gold With Honours Award.

Oh yea,halfway during the lucky draw ceremony i went to the Gents since my balls were pretty itchy and i need to pee badly. And when i got back to the ball room, suprisingly,my name was called out and i was on my way to my seat. So i was freaking stun . hahahah . But Lucky me, So i won a Haagen Daz voucher worth 20 bucks.Pretty cool la.

Played Saturday Night Fever and was really out of tune there since i havent played for quite a while. My whole batch dont even sound as good as the main band . hahahah !

Wore the santa claus hat. Mats with Christmas Hats.WTF ! i know !

Had some Carrolling(is that how you spell it?) after that and obviously i wasnt familiar with most of the songs.

Finally played the school rally and then took photos with lotsa people. My trombone section,my batch, my fave junior all !!

wonderful la !

Oh yea this is a shout out to ALL YOU SPSMB MEMBERS out there. Good luck for your SYF next year, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I will obviously be there whenever you guys need any help. Just give me or any of my batch members a call and we will be there !

Gotta go Rest Now. I will upload the photos later !

Ignorance, an Attitude Not to be Picked Up

2006-12-18T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmm, i hate it whenever you see someone you knew and these people just simply ignore you without even saying hi.Well, i gotta admit that no matter how much i hate this people , i too began do it all the time recently. Fuck what is happening to me.

Man,I am damn disappointed with myself.

Anyway, the gang went to watch Eragon on Saturday at Bugis.Everyone was of course late AS USUAL ! This is becoming such a norm nowadays . We always miss the first 5 minutes of a movie which is most of the time the part which we all needed to understand before we CAN REALLY have a full knowledge of the movie. Maybe i am exaggerating. hehe . Anyway, Eragon wasnt that bad.The dragons plus the storylines were great but maybe the director didnt really focus much on the battle or should i say the Quality of the Battle.Come to think of it,even the fights in St.Pats were far better !!

After that had LAN, played battlefield 2 and Dota. Sheesh . What Life am I living now ? So darn lame please. Lan Lan Lan !! wtf .

Had soccer today and everyone was late. The plan was actually to start at 9am. But fuck, I woke up at 9.30am ! hahahahha ! So i bathe real quickly and rushed down to the soccer court.Somehow,i was the first one there and siva came later about 2 mins after i arrived.That dude was bloody pissed cos he took a cab just to be early(but FUCK YOURE still late !) and it turns out that not everyone was there.

Hisham never came as usual.He tried to cook up some lame excuses which is obviously comparable to Firdaus(some mat from St.Pats who nvr fails to make pple laugh with the excuses he gave whenever he nvr do a homework).If your handphone is off,obviously,you are asleep WHAT !

Play Lan Again after that

Lepak at Burger King at Parkway Parade for 3 hours,catching up on the good old St.Pat's days.

Went home and here i am,Sleepy and still typing out this post.

There's cricket tomorrow and i cant wait to check out the appeal student's cricket skills.1 is from Victoria and the other Ping Yi.Finally!! TPJC has HOPE OF ACTUALLY WINNING a Medal.Yea,i said hope.Previously,there wasnt even 1. I am not use to losing actually after being in the band for 4 years winning lots of medals and praises.Now , the CCA i am in, its like Rock Bottom. Just Downnn There .

Anyway,Nights!

Happy Birthday To Me !!

2006-12-09T15:52:00.000-08:00

Need I Say More ?

Fencing Sword and a Lightsaber

Me with the LightSaber(brandon's one la) !!

Yesterday was my birthday!!Woot!!.9th december 2006.Well,all the birthday wishes came on 12 midnight exactly.And i would like to say thank you to all of you that wished me.hehe.

My Mum's one would be on the 11th and Taufik Batisah's on the 10th.Happy birthday to them too. Hmmm,some celebrities share the same birthday with me like Donny Osmound and Felicity Huffman.Oh yea,Kurt Angle too.That small penis Wrestler.

Well,you can check out which Celebrities share your birthdays here http://www.famousbirthdays.com/

Special Thanks goes out to: Suhaidah,Hisham,Ashiq,Sean Spryut,Glen, Adham,Shane,Shaun Huang,Twins(Joshua and Josiah),Sujinder,Roshan,Javid,Nadieah,Damian Seet,Justin Thong!!

So i woke up quite late as usual around 2.20pm.Switch the tv on to catch MTV. Damn ! MTV was finally showing some movie,All You've Got.Well it rarely happens in that channel.Caught some glimpse of the babes playing their volleyball game in that movie.hehe.Hmmm,they WERE HOT WHAT !! Little did i realise that Ashiq was constantly calling my phone but i was at a state where my mind was not really in my body. So i had that groggy voice entertaining him.

Bathed and then i got down to meet him under my block. During my way there i realise that there was a fresh coat of cement on the staircase and i really needed to go down badly.But WTF! If i go down or even up to the common corridor, my shoes would have cement on them. On the other hand , if i waited for it to dry up,it would TAKE UP BLODDY 1 whole day.So my i went with the first option.Look like an idiot with cement on his shoes.

Made our way to Bugis,Shaw Towers to catch the movie Deja Vu.Javid and Adham was there as well.Its been quite a while since i last saw those 2 idiots.hehe.While we were queuing up there was this couple(an old AngMoh and a Minah !! yes a minah !! i know its hard to believe !) behind us.They seem quite irritated with our group taking them long buying the tickets.Apparently, the minah was wearing clothes that were so seductive.But seriously,with the amount of make-up she has,you can seriously tell that she wont look great without them.Adham also said that too.hahaha.Sujinder and Roshan came shortly after.The minah was still shaking her butt to the delight of her partner and it somehow caught Sujinder's attention.

Sujinder: Eh,how come i like nvr see her just now ? Nvm la,she look like those you can find from Orchard Towers !!

HAhahahah!! Spoken like a true experienced dude.

Damian came late and as usual Our Gang Always Miss the 1st 10 minutes of the movie and it seems to affect our understanding at least. So Suj and Sean were beside me and damn, Suj stinks !! hahahah !! throughout the movie,roshan was complaining and stuff , in the end that guy had to moved away after he couldnt take it anymore !! HAHAAHAHAH !!

Apparently,Sujinder has been trying out some coconut oil mixture which was supposedly make his hair grow faster.And he applied it on his arms !! Fuck !! I swear coconut oil when it reaches your nose,you wont be able to take it.But thank goodness i was able to sat through 127 minutes of it !! Sujinder's constant phone ringing really irritated the hell out of the couple that were queing behind us just now.

Hisham called Javid from Indonesia,Batam(OCIP) and wished me also la. Thanks Again !

Deja Vu was an average movie. 5.5 out of 10 maybe ? Its complicated story and with sujinder by my side,questions will always flow.hehe.So its hard to focus as pple around him always have to do the explanation.hehe.

At the end of the movie, the couple was still smooching and we made our way out !!

Played pool with Ashiq , Damian and our man Glen.Damian left at 7.30pm for church while we continued.

Had some birthday luck or something.The final game i pocketed the most balls.Like Wtf.Its with Glen the Pool Maestro !!

Had dinner and lepak(slack) with Ashiq and glen at Banquet and then at McCafe Parkway.Man,that McCafe rawks ! Especially at night where there would be some land breeze occuring since its near the sea.

Went home around 11pm and yea got wishes from my family.

Yawns.Damn tired.Got 4 hours of sleep yesterday.need to sleep again !

See ya. . .

Reminiscing the Past

2006-12-08T06:10:00.001-08:00

Well,memories flooded back when i visited St.Pat's Band during their camp at St.Andrew;s Village.Came late though and didnt hear much from them.From what i heard,the standard is now down.Its quite disappointing as an alumni.After all those hard work that the alumnis had done in the previous years to keep the standards high,the standard had to fall now.But i am sure that the members will find some way to get themselves back up.

Only a few of my batch members were there.Twins,Thong,Kenneth,Yeap,Kum Fai and Jing Kai.What happen to the rest ? i wonder. Yeap was as usual being the irritating small , fat ass boy that makes jokes but JUST CANNOT MAKE IT ! Not even an A for his efforts. I swear, i just dont get it how the cjc pple find him funny.His lameness like a new high standard.Plus,he tried to do his rugby moves on others.Guess i know why la,he must have been the noob in the cjc rugby team or something and then tries on his other friends just to impress.Attention seeking i must say.But tolerating him is tough.Wonder how does hisham copes with so many CJC pple like he and his lame jokes.

St.Andrew's Village(SAV) was as usual a stunner.hahaha.Still love that place even though the last time i was there was in march.2nd intake period.Hmmm,there is something about the buildings that really makes me wanna be there.Their bandroom was as usual top class.hahaha.oh yea,saw rudi there too.ALONE.AS USUAL.Wonder where his batch members.

Had supper with my batch mates and yunus.Talk to nicholas and stuff.He told me about colin having very nice,rich trombone sound which i already noticed since sec 2 during the combined band camp. He must have improved over the years.I really like his technique somehow.Heard him playing near the hall.I must say HE IS BEYOND GOD-Like.Beginning to miss the band world somehow.

On to today.Didnt do much ler.Other than following my mum to paya lebar to do her stuff.Got some deodarant for myself and the whole day was all about sleeping.Considering i only had 4 hours of sleep.

Tomorrow,my birthday !!

Hmmm,Shall be going out for movies and maybe just Spend the WHOLE DAY OUT and Lepak !!

Deja Vu Seems gREAT !

Btw, i read someone's blog recently on his september post.Hmmm,that guy seems to threaten me cos of some stupid shit i did.But i guess i shall leave the past behind and just let it fade away !

Man-Whore

2006-12-06T03:39:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha!! Man,Deuce Bigalow is funny shits.Especially the dvd.Sometimes i really thought about what it takes to be a gigolo.Well,apparently in that movie,being a man whore is like such a big thing.There is even a union and all those shits.Fucking funny.Maybe man whoring(a.k.a he-bitching) shall be one of those future career options i would keep open in mind.hehe.oh yea,btw,Hanna Verboom is pretty hot.And to blog-hoppers like hisham talib, i can lend u the dvd since it has one scene where it showed the auditions to be the female babes.Naked and steamy scenes for you there H.T !! Anyway, learnt some new terms whenever couples are having sex,the can do the Irish Facial,Turkey Snow Cone,Filthy Lopez.hahaha.Well its a real cool term for all the sex positions.hehe.

These few days staying cooped up at home sucks.Its as if you are a freaking sex slave with the cell wall surrounding you.Now that WTF.But at least i was able to watch some pretty cool movies.

Oh yea,the gang went to brandon's house again.Well, we played monopoly(i noe it sounds DAMN GAY) with of course brandon being the first one to nearly getting Eliminated.Winning Eleven 10 was in the itinerary and we played some Konami Cup with Ashiq as usual whooping our asses to be the champion.Runners-up is Yours Truly.Brandon was at least the whooping boy for the day.hehe.Had dinner there.Great hospitality.

Took some photos of us playing with Bryan's(brandon's bro) lightsaber.Apparently, it cost him a hundred pound for it.Well,it was nice posing with it.Hope Ashiq will send the photos soon.whahaha.

And to Brandon,Have Fun in London.

Need to get some sleep now since there is cricket tomorrow.Cheerios.

A Long Way To Go

2006-12-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

Yea Man.Finally went to upgrade my blogger to a new one.If i am not wrong, i would be able to write my own private entries without the world knowing.Well,stalkers are everywhere reading and watching your every move.Its a dangerous world in the Net.Well a lot of things has been happening to me nowadays.My whole house like changed a lot.The computer,the swinging door to the kitchen.Oh yea,got myself a new mp3 Creatvive Zen V on 25 Nov 06.2GB for only 169 bucks.Now that was a great deal.

Initially had trouble starting with the installing and even switching the player one.The technical support crew for Creative wasnt really that great.Didnt help me much at all.Thank goodness i had great friends to sort my players problems.Kinda hard to navigate with the 'joystick' of the player but other than that,everything else is perfect.The colour,groove,statement is all there.Hmm,the only trouble is,i have a real big problem filling it up with songs.hehehe.Added like all the photos that i have and it all summed up to about 1MB only.Now WTF !??!?!

Have been hanging out a lot with my amigos namely hisham, ashiq and maybe sean lately.Suprisingly,brandon is now tryin to be in our clique.hehe.Well,we used to think that it was outrageous for him to try and selit.But he somehow did? Maybe thats one success for him.

TPJC Prom Nite came out in the news.hahahah.Woot.Apparently,1 lady(shall not be named) spent quite a high sum of money on her dress and everything else but she just spent 8 bucks on her shoes.HAHAHAH.Wtf.The Student Council did a great job by hiring an ex-patrician Rod Monteiro.Now he will kick up some style.

Ohh yea.The other topic in the news lately.Teachers and Students.You get what i mean dont ya.The molest cases and all.Man,what is happenin?Shldnt the teachers concentrate on what they shld be doing(to teach,DUH!) rather than touching some small penis or whatever that is available to them.hahahah.But well,the world is everchanging.Hmmm,maybe MOE shld have stricter rules on such cases to eliminate these problems.

Went for tuition just now.Didnt learn much as usual.Just do the usual nods and try to understand attitude.Took 966 home and damn! the bus was so freaking dusty and dirrrtty.Apparently,someone did complain to the straits times a few weeks back.But nothing seems to have improved.The cockroaches were huge as if they were from Yemen and this lesbian couple in front of me got really scared.I was like wtf.Shldnt the more manly one be brave.hahahah.In the end,they sat in front.

To sujinderpal singh.If you're readin this,i really hope you can change the date of your party.hahahah.Man,it clashes with the band dinner.I really wanna go ler.Grrr.Nvm,there will always be a next time i hope.

anyway,Dinie here Signing Off

Why I wonder . . . ?

2006-11-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm.The whole lot of them seems to be clustered in that group.If only i can get into that group and maybe all the babes will be flowin in.Hell yea.I will be Ridin Dirty !! Just like what hisham said about the hottest girls being in that group.hahahah.Sheesh.People like me and him can only stare from far and just enjoy the good view of them.Aint that fun.Haiz.

Cricket training is TOMORROW !! woot !! What took them so long ? I swear there is something wrong with the cricket committee.No one in there seems to be organising practices where they should.Tournament STARTS NEXT MONTH and most of the guys cant even bowl what more bat.HAHAHAHA.It seems that we will be underdogs again.

Quite tired after jogging today.Hmmm,Need to work out more.I can see those muscles developing.But too slow.Wondering if anyone out there got good excercise tips for the abs? Nvm.Guess i shall concentrate on strength workout first.

Tata !!

Its So Good. . .

2006-11-19T02:50:00.000-08:00

Yea.It feels so Good To have the computer working again.Hmmm,I have been missing quite a lot in the Net lately.Well, Hari Raya came and go as usual and i kinda start missing it already.The awesome meals with the lontong and rendang being my favourites.The malay movies which i seldom see,the cousins whom i hardly interact.Well,that was the chance to interact with them and its now over.Haiz.Nvm,the one will come soon.

The Project Work's Oral Presentation went fine with me.Some screw ups here and there but lets just hope i get a good grade.I wasnt able to do my Insights and Reflections well since the absence of a computer was kind of a hindrance.Only did 1 draft and another final copy and my teacher has been naggin at me online to get me handing it in.Well,i dont blame her,she was just doing her job.

But who cares its all over.Malay A Levels didnt go too well with me.The Procedure Cloze was SO FUCKING TOUGH.The composition was what i think is gonna pull me down the longkang(the drain).

The holidays has been pretty smooth and i usually find myself stoning.Hmmm, i usually have to think of what to do next to fill my day.Wtf rite.Hours of LAN Gaming have drained my money.I swear i am beginning to hate LAN.The 36 bucks i got from working all ended up in those gaming shops.wtf.

Oh yea i started working at a hotel.Doing banquet stuff.36 bucks per wedding.I swear the job is very pressurising.The pressure to make sure that your service is good will always be there.Basically, i suck at serving drinks.I will usually serve 1 at a time which is of course slower.But its better to be safe than sorry right ? The art of balancing these wine glasses seems to be too tough for me.Plus those slippery kitchen floors really made my journey back to the dining hall even worse.I keep slipping whenever i needed to get the bowls or spoons.Maybe the management should find another place to store these cutleries.

Yesterday's wedding was better than average.The people in the table i was assigned to was more polite and helpful in a way.For every drink i serve them i got thanked which seriously did encourage me to serve them better.I got a good comment based on the commentary card given to my table.However, i did major screw up and thank goodness i didnt get my pay dock off.I hate my partner for the day.He was a Chinese National who couldnt utter a single word of english other than the basics of course.Even with that,i couldnt understand him.My work place has lotsa chinese and indian nationals.Haiz.Sometimes its so hard to work in an environment where you cannot understand anyone.Hmmm,but i kinda like the way they work.Very hardworking and particular.So maybe the next time i become an employer i might wanna employ these dudes.hahaha.

I am so tired now.Gotta go.

The Great Depression. . .

2006-10-12T19:39:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not updating for a couple of days.I was kinda down recently due to my horrendous results.I shall start on last Sunday's incident.

Being the good boy(as i always have been),went for math tuition.Didnt understand a thing during the session.It felt like my teacher was speaking to me in some kinda foreign language.He basically gave me papers to do.He asked me how did i fare for the exams and the difficulty(the normal stuff).I responded by telling him that i might pass maths for the first time.Dang.Complacency was surrounding my whole head(maybe it was due to the maths paper being easier than i thought).This is how the tuition works all the time,my tutor just dump me the question papers and i will have to do it.He will then walk around and just chat with his students and stuff, entertaining them and stuff.Fuck.But i really felt neglected.Each time i asked him questions he will just kinda tell me how to do the real basic which of course i understood.But well,overall i couldnt really grasped the knowledge that he was handing down.Maybe i am just so use to the SPOONFEEDING Method.I am so gonna change tuition soon.

Next,went to the LAN Shop and played some games with some dudes.Apparently,during the game,there was this old chinese man who came in to sell his goods.And he tapped my shoulders and said "Ah boy ah,want some curry puff? Just buy some LOR,You hungry rite?".I really got irritated with him.Whats up with that question?I told him countless of times that i wasnt interested but he still persisted.Its like RAMADHAN! Shouldnt you at least have the FUCKING Brains that i am fasting?

After 1 hour of gaming,i went to Tampines for the SSO's Concert at the open field next to Tampines Mall.The whole performance was really awesome and fabulous.The trombones were like mighty while the horns had that really nice classical tone which every musician should adore.They are the best orchestra available in singapore right?They played some songs by Beatles and the late P.Ramlee(Getaran Jiwa and Bunyi Guitar).That performance really made me wonder whether i should pursue a music career at that point of time.Broke fast at Macdonalds and got home before 8.

Nothing much happen the next few days other than the results the students received.Well,the irony was that the Subjects which i SERIOUSLY THOUGHT WAS SIMPLE,I did badly while the ones that i thought was tough turned out the better ones among my other subjects.Hated that.

I hope i get promoted NORMALLY.I really do.I am so sick and tired of blogging lately.It simply gave so many people troubles(including me of course!).Fuck this blog.Blogging simply causes trouble and for those who wanna know why just ask me personally and maybe i will share you my fucking ROLLER COASTER EXPERIENCE.

To the people i have done wrong or even irritated, I sincerely apologised and hope that you people will accept my apology.

Yikes.I'm late for chemistry lecture.See ya.My computer kinda not functioning well so i will be using the school computers.TATA !!

The Great Depression. . .

2006-10-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

Freedom !!

2006-10-06T08:04:00.000-07:00

Yea man.Thats the Word of the Day.I've been yearning for this feeling all the while.Well woke up darn late today,around noon and then i started reading some newspapers.Proceeded to the Mosque with Ashiq since i havent catch up with him for a while now.hahahha.Well,apparently he has been complaining(but since when he hasnt?) about the Promotional Exams in his school.He claims that Hafiz purposely skipped school on monday where there was biology paper 1 and 2.The weird thing is,he will be able to take the SAME paper next week on monday.So the advantage is there set out for him,he also got a bit of help from his big mouth friends who told him the essay questions.Dang.Unfair.

There was even 1 JC in Singapore where the students had to retake their economics exam due to the teacher losing the students script.Now What The Fuck happen man.hahaha.He/She should be sacked.But hey,the good point for US students,especially the weaker ones,we CAN MAKE AMENDS if we kinda screw up the paper.hahaaha.

After Prayers,went to Ashiq's crib and hang out and played Winning Eleven 10 with him.He was just god-like in it.However,it seems that the controllers were just darn dusty.Guess he didnt touch the Playstation for quite sometime.Lost 2 matches and won only 1.Took Barcelona,Man Utd and Ajax.Ajax just suck big time in the game.Theo Walcott's searing pace was just too tough to catch up and Rosicky's superb shots were kinda hard to stop.

We then made our way to Katong to have our Dota session with Sean Spryut and Shane.Shane obviously improved tremendously and Sean was as usual Owning us.Man I just hate to lose(isnt this the typical Singaporean Mentality?Well,We Singaporeans obviously want to do the best that we can!!).Hahaha.Played for 3hrs and CS was great.Then,the whole gang proceeded to the end where Shane wanted to have his dinner.Ashiq and me got a drink to break fast later.Apparently,on our way there,Ashiq accidentally drank without even realising and shane was like,"Eh,why you Drinking?"Ashiq's face kinda turned red and we started to bastard him the whole time.Simply hilarious.Sometimes,us homosapiens kinda get off tangent from reality.Ohh yea,not forgetting that the quote of the day is from Shane,"Eh you dont want me to shove some food up your mouth do you?" to our dearest Ashiq.hahahah.

Made my way home with Shane and Ashiq on da bus.Not bad for shane.He got this hot Minah sitting beside him.Ooolalala.Ash and me were staring at her all the time.Man,This is the Ramadhan.hahah.We should stop this Sinful Habits.Read some blogs and man some were pretty interesting.

Hmmmm,the haze condition has been deteriorating so much that even i cant see the National Stadium from my flat.Which simply means ITS DARN BAD ! You even get this kinda choky smell where you would usually get from Failed Chem Lab Experiments(sounds like mine,yikes!).I cant get fresh air out from my window nowadays.Its just simply smoke and dust.

Yawns.Gotta get my sleep now.Tata people.

Splash(Sounds of Relief at the Toilet)...

2006-10-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

The girl on the left is my Girl !

Well,usually after all those business in the toilet,there would be this sense of relief in you that is so out of this world.hahahaah.Ok,i know this sounds so gross.Thats exactly the feeling i have right now cos my PROMOTIONAL EXAMS ARE OVER! whahahah ! What took you so long man? Those long hours sitting in front of the wall in my room has seriously taken a HUGE TOLL on me.I was so exhausted until i had trouble waking up early in the morning.So waking up early in the morning,around 5am for my breakfast to last me the whole day since i am fasting and then continue working like a true bulldog.

Chemistry,Maths,Econs,Malay,Biology and General Paper can all fuck off from my mind now !! Shooo !! Slept late last night around 2 am trying to cramp in all the biology information.Apparently,none went in.HAHAHA.Wtf.Yea thats what i was thinking when i flip open my biology paper.Thats because i still have information overload from chemistry 2 days back.haiz.Anyway,todays paper was so tough.Doubts of passing begain to arise.Well,to get a pass in JC now is 45% which means that i need 54 out 120 for the biology paper.Lets just pray and hope that i attain that at least.I need to H2 level passes.Concentrated on Chemistry and Biology on the week before.But apparently,no matter how hard u try for biology.Nothing comes in.I wonder how these bio teachers use to study this subject.hahahah.I bet they did fail some major test in their JC life(duh,thats part and parcel of life).To become a Biology teacher must have been every students NIGHTMARE.hahaaha.Good luck to all those pursuing teaching biology as a career then.

So after biology,i rushed back home cos i knew that i would be having a fun time the whole day.hahaha.Reached home around 12pm and proceeded out of the house around 1pm.Played Lan with the TPJC Mats a.k.a Chap Tng Tng Gang.Not bad.They were all superb in the game.Gotta take my hats off them sometimes.The hero niax got me killed a record 13 times !! Now , i am sounding like Brandon Wong.hahahah.Played Pool after that.Even those who didnt know how to play joined in.I played tyco stuffs la.Maybe sometimes i was able to hit it correctly.The pool table at the shop sucks big time.Maybe the one at parkway centre is the best i've been in my life.

Ohh yea.Not forgetting the incident where the auntie at the shop taught me and dinie have same FATHER since we both have same names.YOUR FATHER LA !! hahahah !! Anyway,i am becoming close to these people man.Nice to hang out with them.

Hmmmm,I'm quite suprise to hear some people who skip lessons JUST to Study and yet say the Exams were tough.I mean.Whats the point of skipping lessons then ? Lessons are important man.Gosh,Shouldnt have skipped all those lessons in my 1st year.Regrets.Like what Yongster(a math teacher in my sec. sch) used to say in his class, With Every Action That You Take,There Will Always be Consequences.Its Just Whether You Are Prepared To Face It!!

To all those people OUT THERE who still have not finished their Promos,Good Luck to you all k ! Continue mugging ! If we cant even handle this, what more the bigger challenge,THE A's !!

Gotta sleep now ! Tata !

What Happens When Dinie Meets Dinie ?

2006-09-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

Fuh.It seems that my GP grades has been going downhill all of a sudden.Why!Hmmm,I swear it really sucks to fail man.Hmmm,I never pass GP before.Well,I am quite happy with my PW group at least.We are having more meetings than Usual which is quite good.We are progressing now.Pheeww.

Anyway,I have been hooked onto Dota lately.Fuck.I hate it badly.Hmmm,I wanna change for the better at least.Today shall be the very last time i touch Dota for the Year until after the Promotional Exams.I have been quite close to Nawawi and Dinie(the other Dinie) since i met them.hahahah.It seems that both of us kinda have that very laid back attitude towards life(same name summore,what else can u expect).Whenever i see people mugging,I feel damn guilty.Haiz.Anyway,Niax Was a God-like Hero man.I practically owned everyone else during late game.

Made a new friend today.The weird thing was that the friendship was made in the MRT train.hahahah.Well,I was staring hard at this RGS girl(quite cute and pretty).So being the typical me,i kept staring for a while then pretending to turn away whenever she was gonna look at me.hahaha.Suddenly,she got out of her seat and sat next to me and began to ask me about JC life.Initially,i was kinda shock by her action cos i tot she was gonna slap me or what.hahahah.She turned out to be a real sweetie pie and she got the brains too.Woooh.She is in the IP Programme and apparently she had the stress level in it.So i was telling her that JC is the same but then i was trying to be modest by saying that neighbourhood JC's like the one i'm in might not pose a challenge to students of her calibre.Well,she kinda disagreed saying that the people in these neighbourhood JC's have better attitudes than the others.From then onwards,i was thinking maybe i do stand a chance if i try asking her number(but thats absurd) since she was the kind that was in more for the attitude.Fortunately,both of us got down at Eunos.However,she went to the Eunosville side.Sobs.hahahah.Hope to take the same train with her again.These are some of the weird but friendly people you would encounter randomly in life.

Guess i shall go and read some newspaper before dozing off.I didnt have the chance to touch my books at all today.Grrr.Hate that feeling.

See ya people!

So Unproductive

2006-09-15T05:03:00.000-07:00

I guess i was really not focused today.I'm not sure why.Didnt really did any studying.Fuck.Now i feel damn fucked up.Had a game of dota after school with nawawi,dinie(my other half) and fadzil.I was able to kill nawawi 4 times using syllabear but then Dinie keep backstabbing.Grrr.hahahah.

Hmmmm,well,found out that TK students smoke too.Disappointed in them.Thought they were really well-behaved kids.hahahha.Hmmm,well these new people that i am mixing with were not bad.They can click with me with all their jokes.Seriously.I am loving this SCHOOL EVEN MORE.hahaha.I wanna get promoted with them and have more fun.

Dang.Where is Amantha and Mustika.They told me they would be online for discussion.Seems like i am the only soul around here.Hmmm.I gotta start cracking.Ohh yea.Watched room raiders just now and gosh,one girl had A DILDO!! hahaha ! WTH ! and the dude was impressed and said,"at least you dont sleep around with others and i like that ! ".

Gotta go now.TATA!

Oh Happy Day

2006-09-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

What a day for me today.It was kinda long tiring day since today was the day with the longest lectures.ooolala.Maths as usual was a question mark for me all the time.And during malay,Cikgu was like whats with the paul twohill hairstyle(well its not even that long.Its just that i didnt comb my hair !!)I couldnt say much but that managed to get back at her with that thick mat-minah spectacles which didnt really click well with her age(duh,SO OLD!)

Yikes.Malay is like next week.WTF.I havent read any malay newspaper yet or even memorise my peribahasa.Dang.How am i gonna get at least a B ? The chemistry lecturer today was funny and damn superb.His teaching style makes me understand better.I like it.hahahah.But too bad,i didnt really grasp much of the concepts thought since nowadays its like A MUST TO REVISE BACK THE PREVIOUS TOPICS ALL THE TIME.If not you will just BE LOST !! How i wish i have photographic memory.

Anyway,i have been listening to Jay Chou(i noe this doesnt suit my face).There was this song Qian Li Zhi Fai that really caught my ears.I was kinda glued to it.hhahaha.Now i know whats the big hoo haa over this guy.

Gotta go sleep now.TATA.Didnt have enought sleep for the past few days.

Living My Life as An Old School Guy

2006-09-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

Mug Mug Mug

Thats the word of the month.Apparently,more and more people are just mugging their ass of and telling people not to study.Silent Muggers.Hypocrites.Met quite a few of them in the library.Hate their guts.But well I just continue with my work.Apparently,i did some quality Chemistry studying.Hmmm,quite happy about that but can still do more.

Hmmm,I miss my instrument a lot man.I gonna practice it until i become damn good.Trust me.But i must at least do my best for this promotional exams.I have given up on Maths.Its Just Doing the Impossible.But at least i am proud of the achievements i have made so far.But i know that more can be done.Hmmm.I shall concentrate on Chemistry and Biology for now.Gonna Bang Bang Bang them down.Just Gotta Pump It baby.woot.

Well,people are weird.I met people who don't have computers,internet,MSN,TV(now thats the bomb).Hmmm,I just wonder how the survive without these essential tools for information access.Dang.Get a life people.

Met Shane at the bus-stop just now.Apparently,he had been standing for at least 7hours or so.Well,he is the bell-boy at Fullerton.Hmmm,Cash seems to be flowing in with the tips.Just work hard my friend.hahahaha.

IMF meeting coming up.Tourism for singapore.Money Money Money... Will start to flow?How i wish i can tap into this fortune? hahahha wishful thinking.

STUDY STUDY STUDY

Byebye

Hmmmm,each time i see those without PW or Mother Tongue,I just look at them with envy.They must have so much time that they can study more to make up.Well,David,I LOVE YOUR KINDA LIFE.Hmmm,hope to get promoted man.Wish Me luck PEOPLE !!Oh yea,I love my HECK CARE hairstyle somehow.Looks kinda retro.Gonna keep it longer !!

Fever-Dots-

2006-09-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

I think its the withdrawal symptoms.Smoking ler.So to all the smokers out there,I would certainly encourage you to stop smoking(including me of course) even though the withdrawal symptoms would be really hard to bear with.Fuck.I hate the headache and the chills i am getting.Not used to it.

Anyway,during Teacher's Day celebrations,I skipped school.Well according to Pak,each class only had 3-8people attending school.Now this is happening stuff.hahahah.I got out of my house around 12pm with my school uniform(just to make sure my mum thinks i am going school,sorry MUM) and waited for Ashiq at the Eunos bus stop.Woah,everything wasnt going well cause the Base of the Plan of the Day wasnt even there.So we reached St.Pats around 2pm and the party was all over.Only Ms Siva(my favourite bio teacher) was there.What a pity.At least all the other Patricians were there.Met with Inderpal finally.Not Sure where he is currently.But he is doing law management in some poly.Played pool at Parkway and suprisingly met a lot of TPJC people in that area.hahahah.Fadzil,Shangli,Some 1st 3 months guy who is in TJC now and many more.Hmmm,apparently,there wasnt anymore pool table so ended up playing snooker with hisham,ashiq,javid and sean.Gosh,i really suck at snooker.hahahaha.

After that,we had lunch at McCafe and then we were off for Dota.Met Sadiq(the mats of all mats) who was playing lan with his fellow mats.I hate his Act Fierce Not Fierce attitude.Fuck off man.Talk to me when you can do pull-ups man.hahahah.Hmmm,hisham and ashiq were darn good somehow and practising seems to have improved their ability.hahahah.Ashiq told me something which really made me reflect upon myself."Stop Being a Coward Running Away From Reality Like How You Always Do In Dota".Well,it seems that i always run away from reality.I need to gather all the courage and just face my problems like a real man.Plus,he asked earnestly whether i had a gf.And i just replied,"no time.."So he told me to try asking the average ones and get some Love.I was like WTF.Firstly,this is ashiq your talking about who is encouraging me to get hook when he himself havent caught a girl.Secondly,Average Aint My TASTE.hahahah.

I havent been touching my books since thursday.This fever is killing me.I need help.Someone HEAL ME !!

Anyway,I remembered what Ikmal told me the other day."Dinie,the first alphabet of the name of the girls i find hot starts with A,N,A,L".Wtf.hahaha.Well mine would be E,A,L,A.Hmmm,there could be more.Nvm.This shall be the first few target list of the year.hahahah.

Gotta rest now.Tata.

The Yearbook Craze !

2006-08-30T07:25:00.000-07:00

Ok.This is a big THANK YOU TO DISHA who made my day.hahahaha.I dunno why but i became so PERASAAN.Apparently,Disha got hold of the Patrician Yearbook 2003 which was when i was in secondary 2.

Ok this is what she said,

DISHA thinks U is cute .blast from the past...and then u rmbr how easy things once were says:
u look really playboy

DISHA thinks U is cute .blast from the past...and then u rmbr how easy things once were says:
very cheeky

DISHA thinks U is cute .blast from the past...and then u rmbr how easy things once were says:
the kind ah u can tell wen they grow older will be very charming

**!~Mat Pimp~!** says:
Your bro commented anything on me ?

DISHA thinks U is cute .blast from the past...and then u rmbr how easy things once were says:
he said u looked the coolest

Woah.Thanks to her bro too.hahahah.Secondary 2 and 3 were the years where i took the best photos for the yearbook.Other than that,I look like a sleepy airhead or just a nerd for Secondary 1 and 4.hahahah.Anyway,her brother said that Hisham looked so happy and Shakir look so innocent.

Anyway,on to todays hot topic.Ikmal is the New President of MCS.Now that is the Sultan of the Malay Community in TPJC.Daulat Tuan'ku.Congratulations Bro !School was as usual boring.I didnt manage to grasp much on the lecture today.After school,i went to the library to study but was not able to since i was just too tired.Then i saw Seng Kiang.This guy really impressed me.He works hard and is so Motivated but whatever shit he does.For example,whenever he is doing his maths,he concentrates really hard on it.Man.How i wish i have that ability.He taught me chemistry too.Apparently he is better than my teacher.I swear!!Humble guy too.

The teacher's day rehearsal was kinda ok.Not bad.Performance were good except for a few screw ups here and there.Ikmal can REALLY SING MAN !! You just blew me away with his rendition of Hero.His band were quite good too which consisted of Farhan,Azfar,Hakim and Ahmad.I think Ahmad shouldnt rush onto his bass drum beat on the drum set.Other than that,It was Perfecto.

Looking forward to tomorrow man !! Woot !!

Now I realise that the biggest liars are the ones you never expect them to be.Acting stupid in class but still getting the grades.Now i am really Impressed.Maybe i should start mugging and Just DO better Than MYSELF PREVIOUSLY by a MILE !!

Chemistry

2006-08-25T00:59:00.000-07:00

I finally saw the X-factor in someone.Finally.hahahah.She had that electric field generating all around her.Somehow i got attracted.hehehe.Found her friendster at last.But she is just too ****.

Anyway,Nothing Much Today.Just that i am gonna so gonna practice my soccer skills later.hahaha.

Hmmm,i know many people wouldnt believe me if i told them that i am one of those classical music enthusiast.This video here is one of the best brass quintets i have ever seen.Check out the french horn guy at 4 mins 3s and the start.Simply fabulous.He had marvelous control on his tone.

Ms Swan is just lame man.Hmmm,I had one terrible dream just now as i was sleeping during the break.That Ms Swan was sitting behind me during the test.As i had just watch Ms Swan with pk and fred before dozing off,maybe it did trigger my brain to dream about this shit.Apparently she kept kicking my chair(like the one where Ms Swan was in the aeroplane) trying to ask me for answer.So i kept telling her to shut up.And she just mumbled EXACTLY LIKE IN THE VIDEO.wtf.In the end,my script got confiscated by some old lady.The lesson learnt today is not to sleep after watching a damn stupid video.You will just dream about it.

Thats all.Gotta sleep now.Tata.

Busy

2006-08-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm so busy nowadays.Each time i come back home,i have to do a bit of reading up,practice maths and even read the newspapers.Back in the old times,life in St.Pats was like go home,slack slack slack.If u do a bit of reading up,u will be considered a nerd.Get below 20points(let say 18points),people will idolize u there.As the saying goes,The Grass is Always Greener the Other Side.Maybe TPJC has made me a better person in a way.hehe.

Anyway,i was pretty impressed by Siva's new tattoo.Some Tiger shape tattoo.So i was telling him about when the tigers become extinct at least he has something to show to his grandkids.But by then,his skin would be a bit wrinkled.hahahah.Hmmm,i can tell a lot of people have started their mugging already.Firdaus if you're reading this then too bad.hahahah.Ok ok.Back to my story.This Firdaus guy is like my close buddy in class.He can understand the jokes that i tell him.Very smart in maths too.The only thing about him is that he is a silent mugger.Comes to class just out to make noise and distract others.hahaha.He was doing his math just now.Pretty impressed actually.Each time i have problems,I will just go straight to this guy rather than Mr Hidayat(Future maths professor?).I dunno why but i just find he has this in-born talent in math.He explains well too.

Chemistry Mass Remedial Aint much help for me.Was talking most of the time.But i did most of the questions before hand.Need to see that Idu Jion for help in chemistry.

Anyway,lets talk about politics.No no,not that politics.But CLASS POLITICS.It happens all the time,everywhere and anywhere.Well,i have been noticing this problem in my class lately.It just seems that there are so many groups divided.The guys in my class are great people.Seriously speaking.We dont really argue at all.We adapt to each other more,understanding one's weaknesses and strengths.The sole problem of the class i think is The Ladies.Think about it.Girls,CatFight(MEOW!!) and Bitchiness.They all JUST CLICK!!hahahah!!Since most of the girls in my class are from an all-girls school so i kinda expect this kinda bitchy attitude to follow the suit.Thank goodness i was from St.Pats where there was slight percentage of bitches.hahahah.Girl X just bitch about another girl Y.Girl Y then confronts Girl X and thus results in a catfight.hahahah.I just hope these girls just find a way to adapt to each other.I mean i can understand that being a bitch maybe in the blood but still,u girls are classmates !! woot !! whats with all this politics ?

P.S:However,I would still love to see a catfight someday among the girls.hahaha.It will be my first ever.Now how cool can that be ?

Thats all for today i guess.

I remembered what praveen told me the other time,"Dinie,if you think about it,who usually makes u smile whenever you're down?Who makes you laugh so much in school?"Well i realise that he was indeed that very person.Hmmm,Well the lesson learnt today is,Just Remember the Person that put that extra smile during those boring LESSONS.I know its hard to say it.hahahaha.Even i admit that sometimes.Well,to all my close buds out there.I Do miss all of you man.Deep in my heart,you guys have always been there for me !!

Promotional Exams Blues

2006-08-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

Well,the promotional exams are round the corner and guess what? My revision is like only 10% done ? The 10% is not even a solid 10%.Tsk Tsk.Anyways, didnt know that i have some of my classmates reading my blog religiously.Chey.Blog Stalkers.New age stalkers.hahahaha.

I was kinda pissed with some of my group members in PW.One of them is always absent from school and when i approached her and asked her whether she has done the survey, she just said,"oh i haven't".Then when i asked her why have you been absent for PW lessons,she said she didnt like the teacher and thats why she didnt wanna come for her lesson.And i replied,"Because of you not liking the teacher,you dont wanna come to school.And because of that you're pulling my grades down".All she was able to say was,"sorry".ok.FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND !! YOU FUCKING BETTER START DOING YOUR WORK !!

Woot!!Hady Mirza's singing was too Good.Even Ken Lim said,"Best Performance so far in Idol!!".His rendition in malay was kinda emotional it even touched his mum's feelings that it made her cry.

Maths remedial wasn't that productive for me man.Hmmm,I was literally copying from Firdaus.Fuck and i hate that.I swear i do.Maths and me just dont click well.Actually,deep in my heart,i have this love for maths but my inability to do sums just kill off this love.SO WHERE IS THE LOVE ...

Perasaan...

2006-08-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

hahahha.Yea.Thats the topic for today.Perasaan.Which means being a narcissistic.Well,i chanced upon a nickname by someone in my messenger contact list.It goes something like this,"sexyback:my body's like woah".hehe.

Anyway,the economics exams just now was terrible for me.Came a little late.However was on time to start.The others were given time to read and planned before they were able to start writing.Hmmm,i didnt study much.Have to admit that.Studied more on the concepts of Social Efficiency.So i guess my results should be utterly disappointing.Beinsights was just not long enough for me.Made a mistake by spending too long on reading up.The auditorium was freezing all of us up man.There was once where i couldnt write at all because my fingers were somehow making no movements.Worrying i thought.So i tried to massage it abit and man i realised my fingers were pale in colour.After a few minutes,i was able to continue.Had some time management problem with the essay.I wrote part A of the questions as if it was a 25 marks question.So i just continued even though i made the mistake halfway as if i were to cancel everything.Time would past by quickly.This exam constitute 20% of the overall grade.Argh!!Nvm there is still the promos to work for.

Played soccer after that with Siva,Mandhip,Farhan,Pk,Ganesh and Mr Kong(a.k.a Hyder).My finishing is improving.Quite happy with that.Scored 4 goals.Simple touches.But the last one was a chip.Tried my luck actually and fooohh,it went it.Thank goodness.

On friday played soccer too.Skipped chemistry lecture.Gawd.That will never happen again.This time,i was a bit sucky.But the last minute goal was superb.I controlled the ball and then tricked the defender and just whacked the boal to the table.The table fell after that.Wooooh.hahahha.Siva said it was tyco but hey i was aiming man.I gotta and practice later.Especially my passing.

Ohh yea,not forgeting a disgusting experience just now.I was on my way home on the train when some young Japanese lady boarded the train at Tanah Merah with her luggage.Then,suddenly the train started moving and she grabbed hold of the handle.Gosh.Her underarms were FREAKING HAIRY!! And i got choked while sucking my bubble tea.Thats the most disgusting thing i have ever seen in my life.

Guess i gotta go now. TATA!

Long Exhausting Day

2006-08-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hmmm,I did plan to come late for school today but it somehow became only 10 minutes late.Darn.That means i have to sit throught 2 periods of GP with some teacher acting cute in front of me.It just disgusts me even more(no offence).As i was walking towards class,my teacher made that act cute not cute smile at me.I had to smile back somehow.Eeeewwww.hahahaha.Ok.GP wasnt that bad at all.I love the part where i get to read all the cool articles i never come across before in my Newsweek.At least this triggers me to read.hahahah.

SPE was next.It started to drizzle before it rained heavily.Our bags were left to soak up the rainwater for 15 minutes before we were allowed to leave.Thank Goodness my bag was leather.However,part of the contents were wet.Sheesh.Maths Lecture was suprisingly enjoyable.Maybe its because i manage to do some of the Integration.Hmmm,I have come a long way.I use to think that i cannot even do functions let even differentiation.Looks like i have come a long way.Well Dinie,Just Push Yourself MORE to get that Pass.It will be tough,but c'mon,all that hardship to elude another year of torture is simply irresistable.Went to change and came late for maths.PK seems to be a damn nice guy after all.We joke as we reached our classroom about our math teacher.All those impersonations are just damn funny.LoLz!

Before I went for my chemistry SPA trial,i was joking with firdaus and pk in the library.Sheesh,they can really laugh damn loud.I was telling them about the service learning thats coming up this coming friday.I was asking them what are we gonna do.Since they didnt know,I suggested that we took video of all our actions.Then i said,why not we record a video where we take a wheelchair old man who cant speak properly out of his room to a locker room.Thats where we will lock him up and then record all the funny voices this old man will make while trying to ask us to let him out.hahahaha.It will be hilarious.After that,we will then let the old man out and then Ask Him What are The Lessons Learnt From this Learning Journey with us JC students.The Answer is simple old man.Its called PATIENCE.Hope You will have the patience to last long in that room the next time we come.Hmmm,then we should post the video at youtube.com.hahahah.

Finally saw Farhan's band performing at the school library at the school's net.Man,THEY SUCK.So Out of Tune.Plus,the drumset player were not even at the same place as the guitarist.Meaning,1 is playing at a fast tempo while the other at a slower tempo.Thus,CAUSING A BREAKDOWN IN THE MUSIC.Horrids.

Hmmm,I have been listening to the High School Musical's Breaking Free lately.I like the chords at the end,"I know the World can see us...In a way thats different from who were are..."Must Listen ok!!

The girl is PRETTY MAN!! Marry ME !!

Dota Addiction

2006-08-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

Well,i'm here to confess that i am a DOTA addict.hahahaha.Played with the MOTs(Mats of TPJC).Happening stuff.Got exactly 10 people and my oh my,the game was a blast.The MOTs consisted of Muhaimin,Faizal,Faiz,Nazri,Dinie(the other dinie of course!),me,muhammad,ikmal,siva and chen kai(even the last 2 aint malay,hahaha,).They were all considered better than what i expected them to be.Muhaimin was around my standard while Faiz and Muhammad was just too good to catch up.Choose the Lone Druid,Syllabear.I swear,i was damn impressed by this hero.It has a bear that has a health of more than 2000hp.Superb.But during the match kept losing to muhammad(he didnt give me any mercy at all!!).The second match,i used Doom Bringer and he was overall a more balanced hero.Loss during the early game but then in the late game i became a lil bit better.Hmmm,Mechmaster is such a money-sucking machine.$2.40 per hour.Maybe i should set up a Lan Gaming Shop next to it and priced it at $1.80 per hour.Using economic concepts la!! Overall,the people would benefit from the competition.

Anyway,I have been hooked onto the previous year National Day Song,Reach out For the Skies.Wooot.I love Taufik's Dress Sense in this video man.The Red Trucker Cap,White Shirt and Pants.I think it will look perfect with a Nike Airforce(red and white addition).Hmmm,anyone know where to get the shirt?

This is the video...

Anyway,i gotta bath now.Tata!!

Cursed Day

2006-08-10T02:29:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through the photoshare on my school website.Hmmm,here are some funny photos which i encountered.

Here are the indian dancers from my school.Hmmm,I just realised that,why people bother trying to look fairer when the make-up does wonders.Just ask these ladies.ahahahha.Hmmm,with the Perasaan Faces they can enter the Ms Tamil Murasu competition.hehehe.

The interhouse soccer competition.If you realise,There are 4 unidentified person in the picture(the ones circled).Try finding me.

The day started out with me going to school as usual.Then as i boarded the bus from the tampines interchange.I realise that a lot of people were staring at this student wearing an ugly uniform(well that dude was ME!).hahahah.Well,I just ignored the stares and glares and just boarded and then i reached the school bus-stop at around 9am.Hmmm,something was not rite.Dangs.Where are the students? Usually at this time,there would still be students making their lazy walk to school(even though they are extremely late!).So i quickly got up to the E block.Dangs!Not even 1 soul was in school.And then i realised that the holiday after National Day was for all students(even those who didnt take part).Now i realised whats the stares were for.Met the old indian cleaner in school.She was mumbling something and looking at my forehead.She said that i had some dark cloud over my head.Maybe she meant that there was something following me.Well,I didnt bother.So i just sarcastically look up and ask her if it was going to rain.hahahaha.My oh my.What a true blue bastard in the early morning.Walked out of school after that and went home.

Did my project work survey finally.Hmmm,I need to speed things up.And if my group members are reading this,I FUCKING HELL WANT ALL OF YOU TO START WORKING YOUR ASS OFF K!! Please dont SLACK before i start kicking your ASSES.hahahah.Sorry for the violence here.

Haiz.I miss the band.I swear.I miss looking so perfectly macho in the school blazer and the instrument.I missed the high class treatment the members usually get.I miss the respect the other school band members give us.Basically,I just Love SPSMB!

Anyway,on to the Singapore Idol Competition.Please Do Vote for Hady Mirza.Hmmm,he has the panache and singing calibre.I do like Ken Lim's frank opinion.Some of his comments such as,"you keep saying that you will try to improve,but in fact,you never did,and you never will!!".Hmmm,it was kinda true.Some of the idols keep saying that,but they never improved much.I do hope the lousier ones get out.I dont like all this hype over cute boy kinda thing.Its a singing competition.So do join if you REALLY HAVE THE TALENT !!

Gotta go now.~Tata~

Lalalala

2006-08-08T02:42:00.000-07:00

I went for the Saint's Concert on Sunday.My my,it was a really superb performance.Congratulations to the Saints.Other than a few squeaks and intonation problem,it was overall a really impressive performance.I really like the SAJC band and SA Alumni Band performance.Sounded really cool.The trombones were moving in a very coordinated manner and the tones were very rich and full.Hmmm,I now I DO MISS BAND A LOT !! hahahah !! When i heard the bass trombone blasting those outrageously sexy low notes,I was actually fantasising about playing my trombone once again.They were good.Congratulations again to the SAINTS.

The people who went for the concert dressed up in a formal manner(well,most of them).Some of the ladies are like Va Va Voom.I was particularly awed by this Eurasian looking girl who was sitting in the row in front of me.Just 2 seats to my left.Ohhh.I can feel her warmth from where i was seating.Basically,I was focusing on her most of the time during the concert.Other than the wonderful music of course.

Got home straight.Took the train with Hidayah,Farah,Russel,Johnathan,Russel,Daryl and Michelle if i'm not wrong.hahahah.Hope i wasnt that rude on that day if i didnt actually say bye to all of you guys.(actually i did say goodbye !!).

On Friday,had some Lan Gaming session with siva , harinder , elfie , dinie and faisal.hahahah. During the first half of the game,i single handedly whooped siva's ass in Dota.Won him 3 times,while he won me twice.But he basically won because i wasnt there,as i went out of the shop to fetch dinie and the rest.Ok,Dinie is the guy with the same name as me in tpjc for your info.hahahaha.Dont get confused.After dota,played CS.Suprisingly,i was among the best there too.I guess,they're just noobs.Usually,i would be dying in the first few seconds of CS.Maybe i have improved? Nah,not sure.

Starting to miss cricket.Plus,school celebration for national day just now was not bad.But i felt that it could have been much better.My school band basically suck big time.I swear.hahahah.They were playing some marching song and it sounded like a funeral song.So Out of tune,very uncoordinated.Lack the Base Sound.Maybe a few more tubas and trombones could have made the difference.Whatever.I dont give a damn about my school band since i am not even in it.hahahah.

Met the ex-Patricians just now and we visited St.Pats for a short reunion before playing soccer for 1 hour.Had a talked cock session with our S.S Teacher,Mr.RajX.After that had lunch.The rest of my buds went to play dota, while i went home and here i am, blogging.Haiz.Had a fun time playing the drum sets.Was able to play now.hahahah.Kinda happy.Thanks Johnny for teaching me.Woot !!

In no time i can be pro at the drum set.I guess i gotta keep on practising.

Gotta go now.Cioaz.

I've been Dreaming Yet Again . . .

2006-08-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

Each time i look into her eyes, I saw something which i have never ever seen in any other girl before.There was something about it.It was just unexplainable.Hmmm,I want to approach her,but something back in my mine just prevents me from doing so.

Anyway,had a GP test just now.Didnt go well.Didnt like any of the topics.Loss my writing prowess.Well GP seems to be 1 of the subjects i have yet to pass.Even the assignments.Which is a pity.I was last for GP for the combination of the works we all did.Kinda disappointed.Even the one that doesnt attend lessons got higher than me.

Didnt study yesterday.Felt fuck up.Should have read a bit more on Nervous System or at least Chemical Bonding notes.And Chemistry remedial ended up with me being the lonely bugger sitting at the top left hand corner of the Lecture Theatre.Hmmm,how man ? I just have that feeling that i will end up as the one left behind !

The softball competition just now was great.Chandran's Prata Boys team which consists of the cricket team won the game from a losing start.The other team wasnt that bad too.Kok swee was simply good.Ahmad was fast.In addition,Zachary(a.k.a Johnson) had a great catch too.Vishant !! this is a shout out to you man !! You're the LEGEND !! cricket and maybe softball too !! hahahah !!

Guess thats all for the day.Quite tired.Project Runaway !! Argh !!

Weirdos

2006-08-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

Weirdos-Thats The Topic of the day.

I still wonder why pretty ladies are usually the lesbians(ok,i know many of you might not agree with me on this,but well,there has been a rise in numbers of them.)

One of them has the hottest legs and the most innocent face i have ever seen in my life.But why did she turn out like that ? Still wondering...

Another weirdo i encountered today was one of the singapore idols.She acts cute with all that happy gobber(i think thats how you spell it) words.In other words,she was basically acting cute but doesnt have the substance to support it.She reminds me of one of my classmates.Well,this is my blog so I'm entitled to say whatever i want.She basically thinks she is the queen of the class.Well,she is just the Queen of the Bitches.Acts cute in a more awful manner than one of my teachers.Just god damn disgusting.Laughs at her own jokes and overall she is just a darn bitch.

And whenever she is in that bad mood,everyone will be like,Awwww... but deep down inside of me, i will be thinking of what award to give her for the sympathy she gained from people.Thinks she is damn smart too.Skips remedials and lessons as if she knows everything in this god damn world.Let me tell you this,I hate your guts.

Ok,i think its enough for the day.Since i dont want to make my blog a battleground.I am listening to all the classical music.Hmmm,i seem to like the energy whenever the horns blast their notes.With such a quality sound,you can literally feel your dick standing up.Thats if you have one.Horns and trumpets,always add that little exuberance in the quality of music in an orchestra.

Met shayne bosco the other day,he was with shin kwan at Eunos(suprisingly).Anyway,back to today's soccer match at TPJC.Simply superb finale.Phoenix the Top Contenders won the Inter-house Soccer.Their team was simply DA BOMB.With a midfield general in shakir,no-nonsence bulldog nawawi and the ever-so blur captain,muhaimin.Chen Kai the Chinese Ronaldinho and Muhammad the wizard of the game.Not forgeting my twin,Dinie,who was simply awesome in the goaline.
The last game had 5 goals extravaganza.2 from Nazim,the clinical finisher and 1 from Ikmal.The team is simply all rounder.They have fast and ferocious defenders,a midfield general,2 finishers of the game at TPJC.The opponents from Eagle also gave a good fight.They were the one of the best Chinese guys of the tournament.And one of the goals scored was like a frank lampard shot from outside the box.Ikmal's goal wasnt that bad too.He chested the ball then turned and dribbled for a while before giving a wonderful strike.

Had a good day overall.Singapore Idol today was better than usual.Hady Mirza was superb.Wooot !! Vote for him !! He is no.8 !!

Gotta Go Now,Jolly good day Mates

Puzzled

2006-08-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'm still wondering why SHE turned out like that.Well,SHE certainly look AMAZING in those photos and real life.But why must SHE be so different from the others?

Dinie is still in a traumatic state of shock by what he heard...

To Be Continued ...

Friday At Last !!

2006-07-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hahahahah.Ok.This is a shoutout to my brother who celebrated his 22th birthday yesterday.Happy Birthday Bro ! Well,birthdays in the family aint a big affair in my family.Everyone seems to think that its the thought that counts.Weird.hahaha.

The day started out real fine.With me being able to do my econs and understanding a bit of the math in mathematical induction.Simply superb.Skipped Malay after that since my malay partner skipped too.As a result,i wasnt able to do the malay composition.So i headed to the library and studied Thermochemistry.Not bad.Understood more as i read carefully all the notes that i had jotted down.The chemistry lecture was BAD.hahahaha.I didnt understand a single thing that the lecturer said.Firstly,i found out that organic chemistry is gonna kill me sonner or later.Secondly,I had to work extra FUCKING Hard if i want to get promoted.At the rate i am going.Promotion is far from sight.

I was able to do my chemistry tutorial after the lecture.Solid.Felt good when i knew something finally.

Next,was cricket practice.It was raining initially.After the rain had receeded we proceeded to playing cricket style soccer match(using your hands of course).My team,consisting of the Non-Stop-Tamil-Speaking people like Ela,Isma,Praveen and Siva.hahahaha.We won 5-2.Great teamwork.After that,we went to the nets.Where my bowling totally suck.Gotta say,Faisal have improved quite a bit.Batting was next.I swear i was damn happy with my batting.It improved so much that i was able to do the batting of the ball where u kneel down.Quite style.Able to whack some of those fast balls.Got 2 wickets overall,1 from a newbie,Ganesh and another from Faisal(big time NOOB in cricket).

We the proceeded to the KFC where we had a normal dosage of our lepak sessions.Then,mandhip,faisal,siva,harinder and me went to katong to play pool.I was a noob amongst them.They were better than me.Their slices was near perfect.Dota was next.Was damn fun i swear.Mandhip,Faisal and i were in the same team while mandhip and harinder was in another.Siva is damn pro.He basically have the game at home and practically practice everyday.He whooped our asses upside down.Didnt really quite understand why mandhip and faisal were following me.hahahaha.so we ended up in a cluster.hahahaha.so when siva appeared,he just killed all of us at 1 go.

Got home at 9pm and i guess,i shall have my beauty sleep now.

P.S: I need Maths Tuition badly.Maybe around 100-180 bucks a month.Preference to be in a group.Hopefully i can get all the non-amaths student to come together and get tuition.If you guys really have information.Please dont hesitate but do msg me at Mat_Metallic@hotmail.com

Soccer Competitions Full of Emotions

2006-07-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

Ahh.The inter-house soccer competition at tpjc just now was just perfect.The people,the crowd was just nice(even though it only filled 1/4 of the grandstand.

After prayers,farhan,azfar and i went to farhan's house.Played dota for only 15 minutes.Man,the whole world out there seems so DARN GOOD.I was whooped in just matter of seconds.Plus,noobs usually buy power threads first.But it seems the pros would buy other objects that would gain their strength.Played fifa 2006 after that,where i whoop azfar's ass in the x-box.hehe.

Reached school on time for the scocer competition.Farhan's match was due to start in 5 minutes.So he was kinda wearing his socks in the bus.weird dude.Heider was freaking skilled.I think he is like among the best soccer players in tpjc.tries to act humble though.haiz.Faiz,Heider,Shakir,Danial Hitesh.Foooh.This players are the best i have seen in my life.Actually the Seagulls should be among the top dogs with the Phoenix being the top.However,Phoenix had a draw.Awww.I guess its the complacency of the team la.They were like saying they were the best even before the competition started.It must have got up their head.hehehe.No offence.Made quite a few friends during the competition.

Heron,the underdog,is now the top team in the competition if i'm not wrong since they won every single match.Danial was the one man army.hehe.his long range shot was unstoppable as its like frank lampard's shot.Then came the applause.Pakkiu and Zachary(a.k.a Johnson) is like the lungs of the team.They were running up and down,non stop.Their stamina is like some turbo engine.Plus,the team showed some teamwork which the others really lacked.Even though they lack no.of matches played together,the level of understanding between the players were amazing.

Anyway,lots of people came to know about me being barred from the competition.Hmmm,it seems as if there was a newspaper circulated around the school.Then came Mr Samad who jecked me by saying that i have been skipping PE Lessons in front of siva and farhan.Dang.I was like,jecked in the face.But nvm,he is a nice dude.So i dont mind if it came from him.hahahah.Plus,there were some group of girls whom i dunno them well,maybe only by name who said hi to me.There was even one who asked me to find out who she was.She seems cute and sweet.hahahah.Plus hot also la !!.

Saw a couple of people with those pissed off faces because they lost some matches.Nazri was really fuming man.Eagles got thrashed by Seagulls,comprising of Izzat and Faiz,plus farhan and hakim.Power pack!! The god of soccer scored 2 goals while izzat contributed one.

Went bubble tea shop after that with the mat-gang.hahaha.Well,they were kinda fun.Saw some group of hot minahs.Blown away.hahahah.After that went home.Didnt know that farhan has been trying to call me.He was freaking pissed when he saw me at the bus stop with izzat.Well,i am seriously sorry to farhan.Sorry for not answering ur calls.

Gotta sleep now.Ciaoz.

I was in awe when you approach to ask me to find out more about your name.Soon I came to know that it was a really impressive name.I am still blown away by your looks.Please my dear,tell me that you will still be there waiting for me...

A level Mother Tongue Exams

2006-07-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

Wooot.The paper today was so TOUGH.No matter how many times u actually dig ur ear,this time,the questions require more thinking.The common test for malay listening comprehension was much simpler as it was actually an MLB paper(idiots guide to success in malay).hahahha.

Today,some girl,SHOE,suddenly talked to me asking if i know shane meyer.Now,that guy is like too popular already.I suddenly feel so out.hahahha.

Nothing much happen.Maths was better with the new teacher.Gonna miss him man.He teach solid stuff.Slow and steady pace.Mathematical Induction shall be my forte.I will work on my algebra !!

After lessons end,i joined the S12 malay clique.Not bad.Hardworking bunch of people.Was really impressed by Heider.He so god-damn discipline that he would sit in the same place until he finishes studying and then he would proceed to talking and playing.Now,the lastime i saw that was in Glenn.Not bad.

i guess i gotta chao now.Need to sleep.see ya my diary.

I was disappointed when i saw guys oogling at her.I felt dumb when i heard she was from a better school.I was just...Devastated deep inside my heart.How i wish,my lovely one,would come to thy lover...

Harsh Realities of Life

2006-07-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

Well,i chanced upon my primary school's blog recently.I was kinda appalled by some revelations.It seems that she had been having abortions and pre-marital sex countless of times.Being a muslim,its actually a sin to even have sex before marriage.According to a recent statistics,there has been increase in the number of underage malay muslims having sex.It is kinda embarrassing sometimes.But what can i do? This is the harsh reality of life.People dont actually obey the sacred rules anymore.Instead,lust got over them.Actually,i kinda envy these people.Because they get to experience sex before me(now i feel like a sore loser!!).It must have been an out of this world experience.

My brother,Sam,use to tell me how much he wanted to do these stuff(eg:sex,tattoo,piercings) but its just because of our religion that is preventing him from doing these actions.I gotta agree that these things do seem cool.Well,i have seen my friends going off the tangent and join these bad influences.Well,i was from a very notorious school.Cant blame myself for seeing the notorious side.

Anyway,on to some blogs which i again i chance upon.It seems that girls really have high expectations for their dream guys.Like for some classmate of mine.I was thinking,if you actually expect too much,wont it be devastating if you dont actually get Mr.Right ?

I have been reading the Harry Potter Book again.Shit.Getting hook onto it.I'm not studying.haiz.Well,yesterday went to school and then prayers.After that,kimmy,farhan and i went to farhan's house to get his guitar.Well,one of his strings wasnt there so we had to go and buy it.Was kinda suprised when i saw a FHM magazine on the table.I kept thinking to myself.What the hell is that magazine doing on the table?Its like in the open.So the first thing i said to farhan when he came down from his room is that,if it was his FHM.Well,to my suprise,initially i heard it was his DADs.hahahaha.Well,after some explainations it turns out to be his mums.Even shocking.Usually mothers would be the more conservative lot.Hakim was as usual munching away every food that he saw in farhan's refridgerator.Keep on Eating MAN !!

Didnt do much after that,other than keeping a lookout for bees.hahahah.I got this phobia of them since I hate to be stung.And i just found their hive in my sister's room.I shall destroy THEIR HOUSE !! ARGH !!.

The Bahas(Debate) on Suria just now was quite cool.There were fewer audiences this time around and they Madrasah students interviewed Cikgu Malik.Not bad.Baik Cikgu !!I found the Best Overall Speaker Pretty.aahahhaha.Nurul Hafizah Tan.I shall remember that name !! Like faizal,i suddenly found pious women an instant hit.Its damn fun to see the debators fumble.TJC won the Madrasah students.

I guess thats all for the day.Gotta catch up on Potter boy ...

Disappointment

2006-07-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life, you always encounter this feeling.It just demoralises you sometimes.Making you feel dumb,unwanted and in other words a LOSER.Well,this feeling i am talking about is DISAPPOINTMENT.

First Disappointment: My 2.4km timing

It wasnt what i wanted.I really wanted that 10 mins + range. While i was running,felt cramps in my right leg.Had to slow down but i told myself that i had to continue to achieve that aim.My heart was pumping hard to other parts of my body but it just didnt give me the strength to make me run faster.My lungs were expanding at a rapid rate that i just couldnt take it anymore.In the end i gave up and slowed down.Thus,i didnt achieve my aim.

2nd Disappointment: Common Test Results

My eyecandy did WAY better than me.haiz.She really whoop my ass in terms of results.Especially chemistry.I was checking out the individual rankings for chemistry.Turns out that i was one of the last few.My class was last in the rankings for chemistry.Really disappointing.I swear that i am so gonna do better the 2nd time.I need to !! If not, getting past that hurdle would just be impossible.

Finally when for PE after such a long time.hahahah.Hey,i was tired k !! Well, did my 4 rounds that i owed.I hate thursdays!!.Its the longest day for me and passing each period of lesson seems like a barrier for me.Haiz.

I need to buck up and start pulling my socks if i really want to do well.My msn stop working at the right time.I am really happy that i can finally start concentrating on my major subjects.Hmmm,but how am i gonna do my project without the use of MSN ? heck it

Gotta Mug Mug Mug and Defeat David in Biology and claim my THRONE back !!
David you will be on my dart board background picture of the month.hahahaha.

~~~ TATA ~~~

Brilliante

2006-07-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

Germany Won !!

Woot !!

Wonderful goals by Sweinsteiger 2 long range efforts and 1 own goal by Petit allowed the Germans to whoop Portugal's ass.Nuno Gomez headed in one last minute goal from a Figo's cross

Final Score:3-1

Stayed quite late to watch that match.Had a chat with sam on the phone about the Dota Game we had yesterday.Slept at 5am.

Anyway,today,i made my way to national library in bugis.I woke up a 1pm exactly(i always have perfect 8 hours of sleep).Then i realised that i had PW meeting at 2pm.So i quickly jumped out of my bed and just dashed to the toilet to have my bath.After bathing,ate my lunch and was ready to get out of the house when suddenly i received a msg that PW meeting was now at 3pm.Thank goodness.Maybe there might be some blessings for this.hahahha.So i managed to finish up my GP Holiday Assignment.The passage was just confusing and my english isnt as good as during the O level year.

Left house and reached National Library at 3.15pm.Went to the basement and vooaaalaa.I met my eyecandy,AC.She was va-va-voom.That gorgeous smile was still there.Said hi and just smile backed at her.She replied too with that sweet,cute,seductive and everything nice smile.

I quickly got up to the 11th floor to start our PW business.My oh my.Its the same old person who isnt there for the PW meetings.Shan't say the name but well i just dont like it when someone is so just god damn lazy.She is always M.I.A for every lesson.Skips school every tuesday if i'm not wrong.Its like a routine for her.Haiz.I guess thats the challenge about PW.Working well with others.And i seriously cant work well with her cos she is hardly there for meetings !!

Didnt do much for the meeting.Just did the allocation for EOM and bits of survey questions.Left for home after that.And again,i met AC.hahahah.Wanted to said bye but just didnt gather enough courage to said that to her.hehe.Went to the train and saw her boarding the train towards Boon Lay side.Guess she's going town.

Now i just gotta start finishing all the GP hw that i have.So much.Haiz.Thats all for today.

Lesson Learnt Today:
Each time you're in love,you keep encountering that special person anywhere and everywhere and you will just start smiling like an idiot.

Seventh Night of July

2006-07-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my Father!!.He is 54 today!! Felt bad for not getting him anything and also not spending enough time with him.Haiz.

Not forgetting, Happy Tanabata ! (read more about this romantic love story on this day).There is even a song to commemorate such a day called Seventh Night of July by Itaru Sakai.Very Soothing and melodious song.

Anyway,school just now was so god-damn boring.Came school late and proceeded for Maths Tutorial straight.Got back my maths result.Failed as expected and got the marks which i really hoped for considering i know nuts about AP,GP and Sequences and Series.hahahaha.Got a U.Needed 1 more mark to get a Sub-pass.I seriously find passing a subject now like a barrier which i need to overcome.Without Additional Maths background,i was at least able to do as well as some of the people who had them in class.I was kinda happy on that part.But the highest was only a D.As usual,it was our maths genius Hidayat who kinda disappointed everyone by not getting an A.

Malay was next and uptil now,we still havent receive our malay scripts yet.I wonder what the teachers were doing? Making Ketupat? hahahaha .So during malay,we watched some malay movie called Sepet(made in malaysia).The storyline itself was kinda interesting.Its about a chinese pirated vcd peddler falling in love with a malay girl who wanted to buy some Japanese drama vcd.Well,each time i see how hard it is to be in an interaccial relationship,i keep thinking about myself.Do i even stand a chance?She is so god-damn cute.She is just simply magnificient each time you see her.Anyway,throughout the movie,there was like a few times where vulgarities were heard(eg.chee bye,fucking,fucker).This is like a Malaysian movie and i wonder how this movie escape censorship.hahahah.

After that was break and chemistry lecture and tutorials.Nothing much happen during that period.Went for friday prayers with shakir and faizal.Faizal was freaking funny during the journey there as he was telling us about all the hot minahs that he encountred.He thinks he is popular(which i think he is cos he is like damn loud).Plus,he was like kinda sad that girls like him more as a friend rather than as that special someone.Pity that guy.He is really nice,funny chap.I'm sure he would do just fine with any girls even though he is a Milf HUNTER !!

Cricket was tiring but wasnt that bad.Ela is like a revelation to the cricket team.His bowling skills is superb.He managed to bowl me out twice if i'm not wrong.Shane was there too since there was'nt any national training.He somehow gave me fast balls which i managed to hit only during the last few rounds.My back kinda hurt.I dunno why,but the position that i was holding the bat was so painful.It still hurts now.

Mr Denis said that my bowling kinda rusty which of course i know he meant that it sucks totally.Plus,he said that my height would give me an advantage during bowling.Guess,i shall train harder on these areas.Finished training earlier than expected and the captains was Shakir,vice-captain siva and mandhip.Well,they truly deserved their positions.Dedicated bunch of people.I do see some hardworking bunch of people in the team right now.But there are some who are just those people that gives up at the slightest mistake they make.Well don't lose hope my fellow cricketeers.

Went to Katong to play pool.We didnt have the right attire to entire.So siva and me went to parkway to buy those cheapo shirts at 2 for 10 bucks so that we could enter the premises of that pool shop.When we got back,we were sweating profusely like one mad dog.And shakir finally told us that he didnt have the right shorts to enter.Shakir went home while the rest(faizal,mandip,siva and me) stay on to play.Faizal wore some kinda tight cricket pants.You can even see the shape of his small ding-dings.hahahah.

As usual,i was always the tyco one.And faizal was darn good for a beginner.Siva was the best in my opinion while mandhip being left-handed,was in a more advantageous position most of the time.Met Hisham,Ashiq and the SRJC and St.Pats people.It was like 4E1 vs the 4E2 kinda dota match.As usual,hisham being the NOOB which he doesnt wanna admit,was killed a number of times.HAHAHHAHA.Accept defeat TALIB.You aint that great when you start boasting about your noobness.hahahah.

Faizal,mandhip and siva was as usual disrupting hisham's game.We were actually kinda suprise to see them there today.Even Hafiz(my classmate,who rarely ventures out of the class)was there.Went home after that.Man,i miss smallville.Fuck.

I learnt alot when watching the malay movies today somehow.

Guess i shall end here for today...I LOVE MY DAD !!

Is love that blind? To be able to cross racial boundaries and be in the same love frequency as that special one must be really amazing.The way these movies potray such interracial relationship made it look so possible .But is it,in reality?

Horrids Boys .. Horrids..

2006-07-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

Ooolaalaalaalaa

What a wonderful day.I swear man.It never got any better.Well,today,i came to school without a freaking purpose man.hahahah.Ms Sha was absent.And as a result had so many free periods.Including the GP and PW periods which i had to leave due to orals.Well,my class had a wonderful breakfast outing at TM just now.Ate at macdonald's and had a few chit chat sessions.Even Pak Was there.Now thats a suprise!!

After that breakfast outing,the mat clique plus samantha,ivan and alvin went to tampines safra to play pool.The pool table really suck compared to the one in parkway.Plus its small.It cost around 2 bucks per game.Now what a RIP OFFPlayed 1 game with Ivan ,1 game with Alvin and 1 game with Firdaus.All of which i lost narrowly.But i played based on tyco-ness and i was kinda rushing the game without aiming properly first.

I just realised my eyesight was so bad that I couldnt even see when i was aiming to hit the ball.Came back to school for orals to get back my papers.Haiz,when i saw the results,i was like,WTF !! . hahahah .

Chemistry i got U grade .. The same goes for bio .. Then when it was time for orals, i fumble.I had a little screw up in that reading passage and the conversation part was so bad that the teacher gave me the "What the fuck you talking" look.hahahha.

Oh yea.Not forgetting that Mr Samad had reminded me to go and see Mr Y.Well i went to see him but he wasnt there.I guess its because of what i wrote lastime.Haiz.I tot he let the matter rest ? Heck ! I didnt do anything wrong. Its my blog what .

I guess thats all for today people.Anyway,somehow,firdaus is like my buddy now man.hahahah.Baik firdaus !!

See ya.

The New Me...

2006-07-03T23:17:00.000-07:00

Everyday and Everynight, To Dream of Him is my Delight ...

Some of the lyrics of this song: My Only One by an Indonesian Band,Mocca.

I wonder why am i hooked onto this song ? Each time i hear this song,I would be reminiscing about the past.Dinie.One lesson learnt is that never let go of the oppurtunity in front of you the next time you have it(maybe there wont be a next time?).Haiz.

Yesterday,had a game of soccer with the st.pats buddies.Well,the turnout was pretty bad with only ash,sam,shakir,ernest,dominic,joo,roshan and i present.First,we had a match with the VJC students.My oh my.They were the fittest thing alive.I swear their fitness levels were basically the best i've seen.Plus they were pretty organised and efficient.If i'm not wrong there is one VJC soccer player.He does have that leadership skills.We managed to win them narrowly most of the time with them scoring back 1-2 goals.

Next,was against sec 1 students.We were damn tired by then but we persevered to play just to satisfy our lust for victory.Alas,we got thrashed by these mere lil tots.Well,except for 1 bilingual mat in the team who practically can speak mandarin,malay,english.Their team were close knit and had really good understanding.Thats why they thrashed us.hahahah.

I somehow found myself playing better with longer lasting stamina.There was one goal which really made me content for that day.After a long soccer game.We all went our seperate ways with the rest of them going for pool while i went home to catch up a bit on my books.Chemistry and Biology.I shall bang on you 2 for the next 2 months.

After 1 hour,i went to release the tensions in my brain by joining my buds at katong playing a bit of lan.2 hours of DOTA.I'm improving rather fast.Well,hisham claims to whoop my ass in that game a lot of times which in the actual fact was only 3 times.Hmmm,the first game my group lost due to michael joo leading the game with high level.It really felt like hisham and ashiq were'nt even there.hahahahah.Ashiq is really getting hooked onto bone clinkz man.hahahah.

Here are my Aims for this Term:
*Come early for school
*Start doing tutorials
*Continue Jogging 4 times a week
*Do maths at least once a day
*Read 1-2 chapters of biology or chemistry once every 2 days.

This term is to make up for the bad results i gained for the last term.I swear i shall make sure i will do better for the promos.I cant retained.And i seriously will have no help available this time around.Sobs.

I guess thats all for today.Tata...

Still Burning That Flame For You...

2006-07-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

I just finished playing LAN with my bossom buddies just now at Katong.Came late actually, but managed to play 3 rounds of DOTA.I can say that my skills have improved and i kinda know what to buy now.Usually my heroes would be of agility type.Cloning heroes seems to be damn good somehow ? But i chose the Dragon Knight on the last round.He was also impressive but he attacks on a slower basis.I love his dragon !! Brandon also seem better now.Initially, he was kinda , err , not our level yet ? But its fun to play with noobs like me.You get that sense of satisfaction each time you win.

After that,we had the normal lepaking session.2 hours man just go off like that.Hmmm,maybe i should be like hidayat man.He is seriously a balanced person.He studies first and then relax which is a good technique.But i usually cant be bothered to follow such a routine.hahahah.Thus,i would play first.And after that,you know the usual stuff,you would be freaking tired to even open the first page of your god-damn book.

Farhan sent me 2 songs just now.One local band called Mocca,which sounded better than average and another song by high school musical.Hmmm,everyone seems to have seen the movie.Maybe i should start getting updated.hahahah.

Sometimes,i really dunno what is wrong with me.But i somehow still like that girl(X) after 2 years man.This is the real me.I'm always so close yet i will somehow decide to back off.Fuck.Seriously.Being a man,i should just go forward rather than keep moving backwords.I dunno,but there is something lacking in me? actually i know the factor,but its just not upto me.haiz.

She looks so beautiful from the pictures i see.Her smile is simply amazing.She makes me melt.She is like the angel from the sky.The one tat just shows light whenever there is darkness.I really find her special.haiz.

I kept a secret from my buddy once about another girl Y,where i was just few inches away from entering her heart and i back off.

Whatever it is,i will still hold the burning fire of love in my heart for you

Common Test Over But...

2006-06-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

Life is full of buts for me man.I dunno what is happening to me.Common Test may be over but i am pretty sure i didnt pass any of the subjects i took.Including malay and econs.

Chemistry was just freaking tough.I wasnt able to do all the mole and enthalpy questions(basically everything cos i blacked-out).And i swear i did study those chapters.But out of a sudden,i just totally forgot everything.How am i gonna get promoted? freak .I didnt noe it would be this tough. Tsk tsk .

Maths was already over for me even before i took the test.Physcologically i already gave up.ALl those questions like series and seqeunce and AP and GP.Biology,my so called best subject,was down the drains.I black out as usual.I think now i now why i couldnt remember all the facts.Maybe its due to me not making notes for all the chapters that was coming out.I use to make notes.But i think its just time consuming and time was a problem for me then.

Its all over.Glen got As as usual.Fuck.If he can do it,why cant i ? maybe jc is just not the right place for me.I need help.But who? Even my bio teacher will be leaving for her maternity leave soon.Haiz.I think its because of her that i was able to understand all the chapters in bio.

Fuck la,No More Hangin Out For Me With Ash and Sam.Its really affecting my life.Even though they may be my bros,but definitely they have tuition or some kinda help which i obviously dont have.They might be intellectually smarter as well.I wont be hanging out with them much at all this term.All these silent muggers.Always call you out for outing.Distractions man.

Anyway,i decided to make sure i sort everything in my life.And i have decided to start doing my tutorials and study at least 2 hrs daily to make up for all the shit i did during the holidays.

Local bands are damn good man.Electrico for example.Their song runaway really got me blown away.987 Home is just the perfect platform for local bands to showcase their reportoire.It must be really cool to play guitars and just entertain the crowd and make them go crazy with you.Hell yeah.Dazzling girls with all the skills.Foooh.

I shall learn how to play the guitar and maybe form a band ? hahahha . I'm serious . Looking at all the bands performing make me envy them sometimes.

I guess i shall end it here.Tata people.

Sometimes people just expects to much from you to perform well...And this just disappoints you further...

Girls in a More Advantages Position

2006-06-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

Now,i truly understand what it meant being a girl.hahahaha.Not that I experience your monthly PMS sessions.But well,the real advantages like whenever the world cup is round the corner and ur exams are right after your holidays.Dang.Unless of course you're like the typical girl who ain't interested in football.Look at guys like me now,i am suffering the world-cup-fever !! Cant sleep,eat and even STUDY WELL .The girls should be doing better than the guys in this common test.Statistics will show it,trust me,hahahahah.Now i suddenly like wanna do Survey on this.hehe.

Ok,i went to study just now,and my oh my,it wasnt productive as usual.I only managed to finish 1 and a half chapter.Which is quite bad.And i couldnt do maths just now.Cos we went to play LAN ! Wtf !? I swear i am addicted to it.hahahah.Played Dota against the Noobs.hahhaha.Guess what ? i won and thrashed the rest in 1 game and narrowly lost in a Handicap game.With me being alone while the other team had ashiq and hisham.chose Azwrait who can actually can clone itself and just attack the opponents.Solid hero.Guess i am gonna use him in the future.hahahaha.

Anyway,met kaiyi(chung cheng high dude)who is still in tpjc after 1st 3 months.Well,his beng-ish frens was reading this book on Islam.And man it really didnt suit his face.hahahah.He didnt really look that capable of reading such stuff.But i guess he was just trying to be funny.Well,it was funny for the wrong reasons at least.hahahah.A beng reading a book ? i gotta reflect on that soon man.hahaha.

I guess i shall do my economics project now.Fuck,i only came to know about it a few days ago.Chicken.hahahaha.Thats all for today.Tatatata.

If I Were You...

2006-06-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

Ahhh.Hoobastank just rock my world.hahhaha.they are one heck of a band man.I feel good about my stamina.I think it has improved quite a bit.Now,its 10mins 30s excluding some disturbances i encountered(meeting ashiq along the jogging route really didnt help a lot).hahhaha.

hell yea.England are through i guess.their 2-0 win over trinidad and tobago(tnt) was enough.But it took them 82 minutes to break through the opponent.Cos,it was reported that TNT were having 8 men behind the ball most of the times.hahahah.And there was 1 part of the match where steven gerrad rammed a ball into Dwight Yorke's balls.And the commentator said,oooo,it hit dwight's michael BALLackS.

Managed to squeeze in some reading time during the interval with the harry potter book(the half-blood prince).Read only 1 chapter though.Then it was the sweden and paraguay match.It was kinda boring,and i swith the TV off at 30mins.no offence.but i was dead tired.

The day before,i went to the national library to study with my "bro".I was suppose to study but somehow,we talked and talked.I must be careful not to be flippant about the common test.Then we went to use the computer where there were 2 hot minahs.hahhaha.1 of them was wearing her jeans so low that we could actually see the ass crack or whatever they called it.Of course,1 of them noticed me staring so we decided to quickly walk away.hahahha.

Next,we went to watch army daze the movie at the 11th floor.Met Jiten,who was doing pw with his group.Haiz,we didnt noe that we weren't allowed to bring papers to the Lee Kong Chian Reference Library.Hmmm,i wonder whats the library for then.seriously.The movie was very funny.I guess that must be one of those superb local movie that i've seen.hahaha.Sheikh Haikel was Phat Joe.hehe.Then,there was this character called Ah Beng.This beng guy is like communicating non-stop in chinese even in front of his other room mates who were of other races.Weirdo.one weird i learnt,Si Beh Siong Ah!!

I miss Singapore Idol and that exciting Spain vs Ukraine match.Tsk Tsk.So far,i havent touched my Chemistry and Maths yet.Fuck.How? I guess its gonna be a screw up Common Test for me.Sobs.

Wish me luck people.This is one of my Favourite Songs.See,the part at 40s and 3mins 40s.There seem to be some Quranic verses in english.

d-i-z-c-r-e-e-t

2006-06-11T04:01:00.000-07:00

Ahh.In a few weeks time it will be my common test and guess what.I only read through Biology.And its only the first few chapters.WTF.Anyway,I just dont have motivation anymore.hmmm,I use to find some students in my school whom i can look upto for burning fire of inspiration.But currently,i cant find one in tpjc.hahahah.Guess thats why its labelled as slack school.

Hmmm,well,the only other guy i can look upto is Qashrul Hidafi or Glen Michael Roberts.These dudes really hard-working.Its hard to imagine them not doing well.Cos its just impossible.

I started my reading log homework a few weeks back.And its still not done.I just cant seem to find a suitable article where i can give a good comment.Other than the one on the teacher-student affair and also the NUS Business School Advertisement.Somebody give me an ARTICLE !! argh !! hahahahah.

I havent been doing my usual daily jogs and i'm kinda disappointed with myself because of that.haiz.Sit ups and crunches shall be a routine now too.maybe around 200 daily ?

The world cup opening match between germany and costa rica was fantastic.It was a 6 goal thriller with germany winning the game 4-2 plus some long range goals by philip lahm and frings.The second match between england and paraguay was seriously boring.The first half,england were dominating the match but then,they lacked the finishing.The second half,paraguay were attacking,england was just defending.England definitely need some strikepower upfront if they seriously want to win the world cup.Germany are now on my favourite list.Beckham accurate crossing was superb.Joe cole's dribbling was mesmerising.England midfield was just Way Up There.I am a big fan of the fantastic four.

Thats all for today now...

Unusual Fact of the Day:Dinie is somehow listening to malay music nowadays(this is really weird!!)

=)

2006-06-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

A teacher doing that sick shit!! ITE Bukit Batok !! hahahaha

Well,i have been going out to study at Marine Parade Library nowadays with ashiq,javid,hisham(a.k.a Muslim Boys).At least i have been studying.But its not really productive studying.Only 1 chapter of biology.Seriously.I think most of the time its spent on talking to catch up with each other.

On Monday,played soccer with the whole st.pats gang , srjc people and 1 stranger. Hmmm,somehow,i was the earliest, next was michael joo,then it was dominic. After 20minutes the srjc people came(manpreet,billy,ashiq).So we played first while waiting for the rest to come.Then , ernest and johnathan came(suprisingly since they said they couldnt make it the day before).glen and Javid were there too. And finally, the last people were hisham and ivan reddy.hahahah.Hisham is never early for anything man.Fucker is always late saying that it is cool.WTF ah.No wonder disha always angry with him.hahahhaha.

Played some joga bonito, however , didnt score any goals . I think it was because my opponents were far better in skills and ability (except hisham).Ernest was as usual the best player with his mazy runs.He is like park ji sung man.hehe.

I guess so far,my holidays are just spent at home with me reading newspaper n chatting online.Not so productive stuff.Tsk tsk.How am i gonna score for common test man.Sheesh.

I guess thats all.And i'm still thinking of whether i should go for movie tomorrow since i am broke.Hmmm,hope my mum spare me some cash.Besides,the muslim gang gonna watch omen.Which only received 2 stars out of five.Not so impressive i guess.Ohh wells....

Misty

2006-06-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

who doesnt man!!

Ahh.Today was kinda unlucky day for me.I made my way to school early in the morning to find that i dont have any lessons.felt fucked up.So i went to marine parade library to study.I came there at 9.40am,like 20 minutes before the library actually opened.haiz,sat around the staircase and just read my today newspaper.

10am sharp,library doors were opened and around 20 people started rushing in as if there was a sale going on.The librarians greeted us as if all the visitors were some celebrities.So i just smiled at each of them and just said morning.Some of the visitors were quite rude by not even responding to the greetings.Singaporeans...

So i got to the last floor and gosh,the place was almost full,so i quickly took a table at the right end.Had a nice view.Then came in the pretty ladies.hahahha.1 CJC and VJC girl.Tanned and Hot stuff.hahhaha.Both of them looked like models but the cjc one seems familiar.She was with her group of friends.As i hold my strait times in my hand,memories of that girl just flashed across my mind.Now,i remember,she was S****,indian-chinese parentage.However, my view was block by a disgusting looking old man.How disappointing.hahahah.I actually got up from my seat and pretended to walked around to look at the cjc girl.My oh my,there she was with that nice figure.hahaha.well,i was dead tired,so after reading my the article on 1 st.pats guy stabbing another with a fork over a Katong Convent girl(duhh),i got off from my seat and walked towards the cjc girl.I made a point to stare at her once i passed her,to my horror,she stared back at me, giving me that why are u looking at me face.fuck.hahahah.So i quickly got out of the library and then went home to sleep.

After 1 hour of sleep,went for Friday prayers with my dad.Got home and rest for 2 hours before i went jogging.Felt lighter after that jog.Took a longer route today but jog at a slower pace.hmmm,i guess,i should be fine for 2.4km.

Got myself a Shoei bag the other day.Went to queensway shopping centre with hisham and ashiq(we might bump into Mr Y,since it was his favourite hang out).Now,all 3 of us have the same stuff.But we're in different school now.So who gives a fuck?The bag is those typical helmet bag with some essence of mat style.hahhaha.cool stuff.$7.90 only.After that,we went to Macs where another session of prank calling occured.hahhaha.now its all hisham's cjc fren.Went home after that.

dead tired now.so thats all for today yea.

take care everyone.

Movie Outing

2006-05-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

Thats my OG photo for first 3 months with hisham and me acting as GANGSTERS.hahaha.

Well,on saturday,the muslim gang which consisted of me,ashiq and hisham plus sean and brandon wong went out to watch x-men 3 at shaw towers,bugis. I stayed at home until 4.30pm even though i knew that hisham told me to be there at 5pm.Oh well,do i give a fuck? hahaha. sorry for being vulgar yea ?

So i made my way there after several calls by ashiq.Sorry dude.In the end i reached the theathre a few minutes late.But nvm,at least i got to watch the movie.Overall,the movie was A BLAST with all those awesome and cool graphics.I enjoyed myself at least.But i guess,hisham had a little more since he was drooling during the steamy scenes between wolverine and jean.Isnt that right hisham? hahaha.

After that, we had a game of dota at the arcade place at bugis junction.I forgot the name of that place somehow.So hisham,brandon and i were 1 team while ashiq and sean were in the other.In the end, sean and ashiq whooped our asses.hahaha.ashiq made vast improvements man.basket.

Next,was our usual lepak session at the starbucks.Where we had ice-creams while brandon had his drink(by that time,most of us were broke).hahaha.Talked abit bout the current affairs(our daily news).Next was prank calling hafiz,my ex classmate who was a dodo bird.hahaha.We let hisham do the talking since he is good at this shit.So he called the dodo and he posed as an ustaz.

Hisham told hafiz that he was selected for some kinda competition involving computer games which will be held at the siglap mosque on sunday.Hafiz,was like asking must he really go.Then,hisham just bullshit la.It actually made that idiot believe.hahaha.After that we all went our seperate ways cos it was already quite late.Came home and just doze off at the sofa till midnight.Then i proceeded to my room.Freaking tired.

Hmmm,topman like provides all those damn manly clothes man,but everything there is like FUCKING EXPENSIVE.hahaha.But i still like the designs of the shirt.i shall buy one of those soon.hahaha.

Lalalala.

Misunderstandings as Usual...

2006-05-26T23:51:00.000-07:00

Blogging is about Freedom of Speech.However,not here in singapore.I cant even write down daily events that happen in my life with peace.There will always be busybodies who will be searching about a hot topic(for example a scandal).Well,what i write was based on what happened in class,and it seems that someone posted my blog address on the school forum.Wtf.And when i changed my blog address,people say im a coward.But tell me,who would wanna let people read his blog and be the centre of attraction for the wrong reasons.

Anyway,on to the misunderstanding.I wrote that it was my teacher who told my whole class about the scandal.But the truth was,he told us to find out ourselves by asking the JC2s as he was not allowed to tell.So my classmate got out of the class and got hold of a JC2 guy who told us bout it.So thats it.And why i initially wrote that it was my teacher who told us was because i wanted to summarise the whole thing to make it shorter but i somehow made some error and it ended up with people misunderstanding it.

And on to me being the guy who was spreading the rumours.Well,it wasnt me who started it definitely,it was already a hot topic !! everyone was talking about it,be it on the bus or anywhere(even in the toilet!!).I was just writing about my life and u all had to read it and say i was the main cause of the rumours spreading ? wtf ! there are like lotsa people who wrote bout this event and blaming me isnt really fair.

Ohh yea.I wasnt the fucker who wrote about the scandal on the Channel News Asia Forum.So please get your facts rite.hahahah.

Oh yea.Whats so wrong bout me writing my daily events.I mean there are like so many people out there who are like angry with what i wrote.Its my blog ler.So My rules.And anyway,someone stole my old blog address.Summore it was quite stylo name which took me quite a while to think of.But at least he is preserving the essence of it.hahaha.

Blog is my personal thing.So if u wanna make comments,keep it to yourself.LAlalalala.And if u managed to find this blog , well , congratulations then.hahahah.You're on your way to be a stalker(cos this is the first step).

Ahhh...Sense of Relief...

2006-05-25T01:38:00.000-07:00

It just feels so good when u have finished some of your examination papers.The feeling is like when ur pissing(problems are just ejected out of the urethra).Ahhh...

Anyway,i had my H1 malay and economics test just now.Hmmm,I kinda feel insecure inside,because i think i didnt do well.Ohh wells.

H1 Malay Paper consisted of 2 parts(A and B).Part A was basically composition worth 60marks.And i choose a topic on mass media.Well,when Cikgu Maswati ask us to start the exams,i was still relaxing and all(usual stuff).20 minutes after the starting time,i was still dazing around like a true blue idiot.hahaha.As i looked around,i noticed that a lot of people were like writing their ideas on a blank piece of paper and some started upto 2 paragraph at least.However,there was 1 girl who managed to complete 1 page.Woah.Considering i didnt even have a single idea for that 1 question,this girl was really doing an amazing job.Choose mass media cos it was link to what i did for my GP essay the other time,so,all the points were still fresh in my mind.Since my malay was so bad,i took almost 30minutes to translate all the ideas in my mind.hahaha.Well,time is seriously running out.My malay was really sucky man.The indian girl beside me was really writing well with all those chim-ish words which i dont even noe the meaning.Gosh.Her name was sharon i guess(according to the dictionary).Haiz,without the malay dictionary,i was like a frail old man without a walking stick.

Part B of the malay paper wasnt so bad.At least i managed to answer all the questions and the peribahasa(idioms) and the imbuhan was some of the sections that i managed to survive.Proseduz Kloze was kinda tough and the kefahaman(comprehension) was worst.My ringkasan(summary) was outrageous i guess? cos i used those kiddy words for rephrasing(i think those words would be used by hisham talib only.hahhaha.).

Overall,i just hope to get a C for malay?hahahaha.Well it was bad.Even Qashrul(my malay buddy,who is about my standard for malay)thought the paper was tough.

H1 economics was next and it was in the Hall(yay!).It was freezing there and thank goodness i brought my DC jacket.I sat behind firdaus and my oh my.It was such a strategic spot.With all the babes surrounding me,i was just too happy.hahah.

The questions were all god damn tricky.And to say the paper was tough is weird.Its mainly because i didnt study hard enough for price ceiling and market failure.Blimey.hmmm,everyone around me was writing so much.i slept in the last 1 hour since i couldnt answer shit.hahaha.

I am just looking forward for a C for Economics.The paper was seriously wasnt so tough.U just gotta study n understand all those god damn market failure concepts and u would be ok.

Taylor Hicks Won!! freak !! what happen to katherin mcphee man(my darling!!)?
Haiz,anyway,taylor hicks isnt that marketable.Considering his looks and all.But i still like the way he make the crowd go wild.ahahha.thats the american idol style.

thats all for today i guess...

Oh yea,to nadieah,u malay freak! u were writing a malay kamus or what?!?! i swear , u nvr stopped writing while i was still dazing around.Definite A standard lah you.

Anyway to Hop?,about the rumour,half the world is talking about it lah.What u expect me to do ? this is my blog lah, give me some freedom of expression.Its not always i get it you noe.hahahah.anyway,thanks for tagging my blog.really appreciate it =)

Boring Day

2006-05-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

Ahh.What a wonderful music by the local bands.hehehe.Well,i kinda like this song man.
Anyway,didnt do much in school today,Had economics revision with ms peh which actually made me understand the market failure concepts better.She's a real good teacher dude.Next was H2 maths where mr lim bock boon went through AP and GP tutorials.Well,i could understand better now at least.After that was just break for me,since my malay teacher was absent,the whole class actually ran away.hahahha.we are bastards man.Then it was chemistry lecture,where i only understood 20% of what is thought.And chemistry tutorials was even worse.

Went for prayers and then came back home.And just slept through the whole day.I was freaking tired ler !! So i guess, i wont be studying today either.Whats wrong with me man.When i see my classmates working so hard,i just envy them.Cos my pace to study had slowed down.I dunno if i can accelerate anymore.Its just not there.My interest have just faded away.

See you my blog fans !!

Perfecto!!

2006-05-18T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well,today,i came to school on time.Had assembly where the JC2 had a presentation of their Overseas CIP to Khao Lak,Thailand.They went to a school where they interacted with the kids there and help improve the conditions of the school.Painting,gardening and teaching were some of the activities done.hahhaha.not bad.Ahmad Khan was quite funny but he has a short tongue.Pelat!!

After that had class contact time,where i obviously couldnt click well with some classmates of mine.I mean they are sometimes too sensitive and just dont get my jokes.Maybe its me? Or do i have to accustomed to their nerdy jokes?I dunnoe,whatever it is i really miss my gang.

Then after that i was free to go anywhere due to cricket tournament duties.So i just hang around the canteen and just talked cock with the gang members.Elfi told me about someone who posed as a me and made some prank acts on rina.Wtf.I had to suffer all these shit in the end.hahahah.i was framed man.So to those fuckers who were posing as me,pls do me a favour aite?You guys tarnishing my image.Siva and Mandhip were jokers man.They planned an idea to put a bloody heavy rock into Pravin Selvam's bag.hahaha.Then,when he carried his bag,he said,"Eh,why my bag bloody heavy siah?"(innocent kids tone).hahahah.i was still eating my prata then.In the end,i had too vomit out all the food because of the funny scene.It was just hilarious.

Then during the cricket match against NJC,i was selected to play.So i had to do fielding where i was supposed to catch the ball and pass the ball to the bowler or wicket keeper before the batsmen gets to his area.In the first 16 overs,i had a little screw up by missing some catches.It really made me feel pressurized and disappointed.Well,after the break i manage to make some awesome saves where i didnt allowed the other team to make runs.Then,i was substituted out.I was freaking tired by then.NJC had 192 runs in 35 overs.We had almost 70 wides.Which is quite terrible.But it was a learning experience for me n the other JC1s.Jagdeep had a time of his life as he secured his name in TPJC Cricket Record Books by getting 48 runs in a single match.Just 2 shy of a half a century.He could have made it.But the match was stopped while we were batting because our match was just too long and the soccer match next at the Indian Association had to be delayed.We were on our way to winning them but well we were stopped.We had 126 runs.Which was quite impressive for a bunch of noobs.hahahha.Hmmm,well if only each of us can get an average of 15 -20 runs ? it would be good already.

After the match,the JC1s were in charge of the kits as the JC2s had stepped down.We took 21 to Eunos where we ate at our usual hangout,Eunos Foodcourt where we ate some chicken rice.Had a chat session and after that we went home.

Cant believe that Katherin McPhee is still in the American Idol competition.Proud of you darling.

I just cant stand people who are just god damn sensitive.These people usually disturbs others but when is disturbed by someone else,they freaking complain.Well,complain if you want.Cause you just have to adapt to life man.U get the treatment that u give to others.

Changed the layout of my blog since a lot of people find it too girly and all.Well,hope u guys like it yea? See you my blog Fans.

Ahhhh...

2006-05-17T00:40:00.000-07:00

This Lady is Cuuutteee.Thankz to farhan for sending me this image.

Came to school late as usual but i didnt felt guilty somehow.hahahah.i'm a fucker rite ? Anyway,the maths lecture on mathematical induction is quite interesting.And i am somehow beginnning to find my way back to the correct path.Alhamdullilah.After that we had mother tongue where it was the usual lecturing session by the famous Cikgu Shamsiah.hahaha.1 nice lady but when she Starts,she Never Stops.heheh.

Next,was biology lecture.Hmmm,the LT1's aircon is always not working.A bit disappointing.And today our lecturer came late as she was searching for another microphone cos the current one was not functioning.Then,when she came back,she started scolding us.Like wtf.Cos we were late.Doesnt make sense does it ? And the lecture starts with all those sophisticated terms thrown at us.She went a lightning speed somehow,and by the time the lecture ended,i couldnt understand anything bout the respiration.

Biology Tutorials was better in the sense that i got to clarify my doubts and the questions from the Ten-Year-Series(TYS) were quite tough and our notes just wasnt adequate.

Break Break Break Break Break Break

Had GP after that,where my teacher printed notes for us.Well,she prints a lot for us.And i find that some of them are really irrelevent.And she is sucking our money to photocopy the notes and stuff like that.The class fund i think could be used in a better way like buying maths notes or chemistry ones.But GP,I think its a waste of money.I read my chemistry Gaseous Notes during her lesson and she doesnt seem to care at all.hahaha.wonderful.

For the Chemistry Lecture,i was able to understand what was taught and it went quite smooth.Started on ThermoChemistry today.The notes were FREAKING Thick.hahahah.Lesson ended at 1.05pm and we were all allowed to go home since it was Collage Day Rehearsal today.Not bad.But somehow i met farhan,rahman and this new guy called Mus.So we talked cock for about 1 hour or so in an empty classroom.At least i had time to catch up with them.

Well,the daily Jogging Sessions i have been doing lately has improved my stamina.I feel much more alive now.Rather than the restless feelings i usually have.Hmmm,maybe i should start going gym again.after the 1st 3 months,the motivation to go gym simply faded away.hahahah.cos my frens were like not there anymore.tsk tsk.

Holiday Lessons...Bleargh !! Lotsa them.Well i better get off the come and study my economics.The test is next thursday and i havent MADE ANY NOTES!! HOW !?!?!?

See u all my blog fans.tata!!

If u can hurl words of insult to others,u shld be able to take back insults thrown at u ...
Anyway,it was just something that i find important since i'm always disturbing others.hahahaha.

Sea Sports Carnival

2006-05-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

Well,i woke up at 6.30am today,bathe and then i rushed to school cos i really didnt want to disappoint ms sha yet again.She is like a very socialable person who is willing to help you out in times of trouble.Yet,i always come late for school.Reach school around 7.32am.Slightly late but she managed to see my face at the court yard and she then marked my attendance.I then realised that i had forgotten to bring my specs.Gosh.Today is the day of my SPA A level Chemistry H2.I walked around the school like a true blue idiot.I saw things differently without my specs.hahahha.

Anyway,had a GP presentation for the 1st 2 periods.Well,It wasnt really great for my group cos we really didnt answer the questions.And i realised that our contents were really lacking the X-factor and we were quite disorganised.hehehe.well the presentation of slides was not bad according to some of my classmates(thanks to Yours Truly).My ploy to grab attention by using some photo of a damn cute kitten actually worked.hahaha.The girls were like"aiyooh,so cute can?".hahahha.Jehanne told the rest of the group members that she had copy and pasted.No wonder it was wordy at 1 point of time and another very empty.hahhaha.

SPE was fun.Jogged at faster speed than usual with hakim.And i managed to outrun him to be the first.which was not too bad considering hakim is quite fit.Well,i just hope to get 10 minutes for 2.4km.hehehe.We played soccer and in the end my team lost.Pak Kiu scored 2 goals.Well the other team had Mr Alex Chua to play for them.So it wasnt suprising that they won.hahaha.the other team had coordination and team work.Ours was just too individual based.Hope you get the point.

Chemistry SPA didnt go well for me.Cos i kinda forgot the format for the tables so i stalled for a moment to think.In the end i started doing the experiments at a much later time compared to the rest.I made a mistake at the anomaly comment.Instead of 0.1cm cube i wrote 0.01cm cube.Which was totally wrong.Sobs.I think i would get a low level because of that.Hope the teacher is blind or something and they ignore the mistake i made.Besides for criteria A already i made some mistakes.Such as the clip for the burette was at the right place and the teacher had to tell me how to put it in a correct position.I saw the look at her faced,as she gaved me a crossed instead of a tick.Well at the end of the SPA i was feeling fucked up and i washed the used apparatus slowly.I saw my name getting 4 crosses instead of a tick.So i guess i should know the outcome.

Then, i went to eat cos the queue was long during the earlier break and i didnt had the chance to eat.Went to kallang with hidayat.And we were late.But not for the event.My stomach was real full.Plus when my class did the dragon boating thing.I was getting dizzy.the shaking of the boat really make u insecure sometimes.hahaha.In the end,our class got third in that heats.so it wasnt too bad considering that we bump into 2 boats.hahahaha.well,A,SA and E was there at the carnival.They were looking FLY man.hahaha.really.

Anyway,i guess thats all for today.And yikes!! i havent start my revisions yet.For every subject.Sobs.I shall go for my religious class now.And definitely i wouldnt be able to do the economics homeworks.

See u my blog fans...

If love was everywhere,why dont i see u here and there.

Smilez

2006-05-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

SAJC won TPJC 3-0 in a soccer match just now.It was a thrilling match i have to say.hahahha.Seriously,SAJC played Joga Bonito.And with a wonderful SAINT supporters,it was just fabulous.hahahha.I swear the saints were really enthusiastic bunch.Hmmm,how i wish our school support was far much better with everyone UNITED AS ONE!

Anyway,our school had some National Defence talk just now.It was kinda interesting with all the new weapons being showcase and how the soldiers would detect the enemy.The development of technology really help the nations army a lot!i swear.

Ohh yea,The SAJC Concert on the 5th of May,was Splendid and cool.The ticket was like an airline ticket but it had the Saints Airline Ticket.And all the programme booklets was in a paperbag with the SAJC band chop in front.simply awesome.hahaha.Plus the music they played really raised my hairs.The whole band had a rich tone and they had a few performers in front of the band like some samurai warriors and some angel-like ladies.The trombone section was the best i heard in my life so far.As in face to face kinda experience.I guess colin,julius,yimei really took the section to a higher level.SNYO trombonist !! woot !!

At the end of the concert,I gave the flowers to Ansley =) She looks really cute in that new hairstyle plus her roman outfit look quite nice on her.hehehe.SAJC really HAS THE BABES.hahhaha.Now i'm regretting why i didnt appeal to get there.tsk tsk.Cool school with awesome blues.It Will really make your day with all the school spirit.=)

Anyway,My Chemistry SPA is on Monday,and why the HECK AM I HERE ? help !! I need help in chemistry somehow.Havent been revising much.Syukur(thank goodness), i got level 8 for the SPA.Quite happy considering i put in a lot of effort staying after school for extra chem lab sessions.I guess NO PAIN, NO GAIN !!

Hmmm,to my classmates in tpjc who are reading this!! i gotta to say that I usually dont understand what is being taught by the teachers.I dont do HW at ALL !! I got highest for bio by LUCK !! so please stop bugging me k ...

I dunno why but Suhaidah has this voice as if her throat had something stuck.hahahah.whoopz.too bad.My blog,my opinion.

And to colinandkero !! congratulations man , u guys are like very open bout ur relationships.Which is pretty cool.Gays are still human after all,and i seriously think there is nothing wrong bout such relationship(not saying im GAY !!) But in the religious context,its kinda sinful for me.So better not indulge in it.

Well to nadia samdin(sardin?),I think i saw u at parkway the other day.Sorry for lying but i was just a bit sleepy.hahaha.hope u forgive me man.

Hmmm,GP ESSAY TEST JUST now was ok.I just wanna pass.I have always failed all the assignments and tests.Comprehension now is damn tough.When faced with such adversities,i dunno what to do sometimes.

I need help,I need guidance and most significantly ... I Need LOVE

(Eyecandies can be really hot sometimes BUT YOU Are Officially The BOMB !!)

2006-05-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

Gosh.TPJC cricket team lost to VJC as we made 16 or 18 runs while VJC made 145 runs.They whooped our asses upside down.Met my old friends there, Wasseem , Kamal , Shafiq.They changed a lot man.The VJC cricket team had a top student amongst them.That dude was like the biggest nerd i have seen in my whole life.During the whole match he was reading his notes and i even saw his physics and chemistry test papers.He got 98 for chemistry and 91 for physics.Woah.That guy is one real Machine.VJC people are quite friendly bunch.And i found out that 1 patrician is now ruling the Victorian world there.He is Marc Oliver Van Huizen,the President of the Student Council.How cool is that?

Against RJC today,we lost as usual(like duh? they are the champions).However,we did better than VJC.We scored 47 runs.VJC only managed 26 if i'm not wrong.Haiz,1 thing i hate about the TPJC cricket currently,is the assignment of cricket kits.Its quite unfair with some irresponsible and uncooperative members, like mandhip and harinder.Mandhip will always try to run away from his duties.He is something like Glen Roberts.Thinks only bout himself most of the times.I mean he is a funny and nice chap overall but still i hate the lazy and self-centred part of him.Harinder on the other hand is like another one of those attitude problematic kids.Can u imagine this, he can play soccer but cant carry the kits home due to some knee injury ? wtf . hahahaha .Excuses man.

But Overall,I believe that the TPJC cricket team can still excel but we just need more experience.We dont have national players like the rest.But what we have is Unity.We are the UnderDOGS !!

Anyway,Common Test is round the corner.And i havent started studying on anything.As in serious type of mugging.All the while i have only read through the notes.I swear to GOD that The NOTES that we have dont even supply enough information to do the TUTORIALS.For instance,i was reading the Enzymes notes and then when i tried to do the tutorials for it,I can even start the MCQ questions.It was that tough.But thank Goodness my Biology teacher is shakir's sister.She is seriously 1 awesome teacher man.

I need to start doing my Chemistry and Maths soon before i get lost during lectures(as usual!!).Sometimes,i feel like giving up.Those who know me well, would noe that i used to mug a lot back in Sec.3 and 4.However,It seems that no matter how much i mug,I dont seem to get the concepts and formulas into my head.My aim is to be the top student in tpjc.I swear i will make that a Dream Come True !!

Just Watch out People !! Straight As will be mine soon ...

Terrible Match

2006-04-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today has been a pretty bad day for me.Firstly, the Maths test on Graphing Techniques wasnt as smooth flowing as i thought it would be. Now, i really understood why the teacher discouraged me from taking H2 maths even though i dont have A maths Background at all.Its a Simple Answer. ITS JUST FREAKING HARD!!

Next,was the cricket match against the Kingpins,SAJC !! woot !! I have to say that they were'nt a bunch of Noobs like us who started off from scratch.They had the basic foundation and understanding of cricket.So i believe its only fair that they THRASH us.TPJC lost to SAJC with the losers having only 20 runs while the winner, SAJC,,managed 273 runs i think.It was an amazing feat with one dude getting a Century(100runs).Haiz, its like TPJC were drawn into the GROUP OF DEATH !!
However,we can still try and win NJC,VJC and TJC to get into the 3rd and 4th placing !! We shall strive hard for this !!

On to the much hype MJC vs TPJC soccer match at the TPJC Stadium.MJC students stormed into our school with a large crowd of at least 150 students.Their supporters were much louder and more enthusiastic than us.And guess what ? They Nearly MADE THE TPJC STADIUM THEIR HOME !!
The final score was 3-2 with 1 yellow card.Ahmad Khan and Khairul Amri scored for TPJC !! but it was due to the poor defending and unorganize tactics that lead to the downfall of our soccer team.They played with hunger man !!proud of those pple!!

And Lastly Thanks To Ansley for coming down for The SAJC vs TPJC soccer match even though it was postpone due to heavy thunderstorm and rain.I really felt bad cause she travelled all the way here and ended up not being able to do much.Really appreciate it gal !!

Love between us was just not meant to be...

TPJC Life

2006-03-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

Its Me !! Being Patriotic to TPJC !!

ansleee. I WANT TO BE A WEDDING PLANNER. says:
haha
ansleee. I WANT TO BE A WEDDING PLANNER. says:
you look cute in your pic
ansleee. I WANT TO BE A WEDDING PLANNER. says:
and IM NOT FLIRTING
ansleee. I WANT TO BE A WEDDING PLANNER. says:
honest opinion

Hows that?hahaha.Chankz To Ansley for her comments!! really appreciate it .She made my day today.Actually everyday.hahahah.well,school today was fun and my class 06S08 is bonding really fast! This Yi Song guy is really funny man !! cant stand him and guess what.he stays in Eunos Crescent too.My Area!! hahaha. How come i nvr see him before.Well,Dun ask me that question man, all i gotta say is that, Singapore reminds me of China,well its still huge rite?I Find Chemistry at A-level seriously different and i am lost in it!!

After that went for Friday Prayers and then Kimmy,Shakir and I were on our way to Kallang Pitch.Didnt had my lunch and we were still like half and hour late.Kimmy was seriously desperate for KC gals.Well,no hot girls walk past.So i guess it just wasnt our day !! hahahah . cheeky buggers .Cricket wasnt that fun cos harvinder was there again.But well i tried to get the whole team to be more enthusiastic.And i gotta say that most of the JC1s improved quite a bit.Well,practise my batting and bowling.Well i gotta say that i am disappointed in myself cos i am not making much improvement(as what i expect at least !! ) Trust me, Just give me more time and i might be better. Met Sujinder,my ex-classmate who is in the national team.Well, he shaved(his Hands!!) . hahahah . how gay is that man . Totally rite ? Well i use to put that nail polish ( just for fun ). Being a bit metrosexual !! hahaha .

Then, i went to st.pats bus stop,met Luqman and Andrew who were on their way to the airport to see off the SPSMB pple.Well,i had to rush just to get to the airport on time at Terminal 1 !! hahaha .I was running at the airport and i bang into this Dutch couple(the gal was hot).They were like , " relax, Dude , gotta hold ur horses " . So i went to look at my pant's zip cos i was thinking which horse he was talking about !! hahahah.then they were laughing. So i just smiled at them. hahaha .Got there on time .Met 1 tpjc gal who claims to see me before. hahah . well, her bro is my junior , Danial Hakim . How cool is that? Took photos with Nigel and Quan Li my close juniors !! hahahha . Then i went home with luqman and andrew . A few temasekians were there( hidayah , michelle and cornelius i think) .hahhaha .And now i am here !! blogging . tomorrow i will be studying as usual and then it will be pool .

Okie, i guess thats all !! hahhaha , well have fun reading.

Alumni Band Prac

2006-03-12T04:40:00.000-08:00

Well,went for religious class early in the morning around 9am and then came back home at 11.30am.Did some housework and then i was off for alumni band prac.

Today's practice was not bad cos we did new pieces such as Copacabana and Black Magic Women.Glosz decided to not play Appalachian Overture and Glenn Miller.Ended up playing pop pieces.Copacabana was really cool.The trombone solo will be played by yours truly at the Esplanade.The highest note is a TOP Bb.Gosh,i will seriously be having a big headache.The 2nd piece Black Magic Women is really tough piece for me.Full of upbeats and syncopated notes.To make matters worse,my rhythm sucks !! so when the Trombone solo(again !! argh i am gonna be notes) came,i just stunned and there was an emptiness in music during that period of time.The notes now were even higher and i guess its grade 4.5 piece.Rhythmic and pitching problems for me currently.I need to do something bout it and its only a few days more.Well the saxophone section was missing in action just now and so are Keith Koe and Sebastian Koh.Mervin came.Well,our section didnt sound as impressive as last few practices.I have this funny feeling that i will screw up the Black Magic Women Solo.I really hope Sebastian will play the solo !! GOD HELP ME !!

Went to Bedok after that and went to eat at pizza hut with my mum and now i am back here.Actually went there to look at the watches.hehehe.I plan to buy one i guess.I saw Johnathan's one which wasnt bad and it was around the same price.Guess i better save up and then i shall buy some nicer looking one.I guess i shall end here.Arios.Study Hard People.A levels are up next for me.And without A maths background,i kinda screw myself hard.take care

Missing My Buddies

2006-03-10T19:22:00.000-08:00

Life has seriously been very boring without my close buddies.Hisham and Ashiq especially.Miss those 2 buggers a lot.Yesterday i had cricket training and man it was really boring.Firstly,we had fuck up people in it,like pravin(the guy who wants to be the captain but is really lazy at doing things) and another guy called Harvinder from Mayflower(arrogant guy who is just as lazy as pravin).Well,the only JC1s at the cricket practice were Mandeep,Pravin,Harvinder,Jiten and me.We had a few batting and bowling sessions with some of the cricket seniors.The cricket seniors were really a fun lot of pple.Full of lame but still funny jokes up their sleeves.

On to the story of the lazy asses in the Cricket team.Pravin is one guy who i seriously think has a big attitude problem.He is really lazy and he live life by sucking up to the seniors and teachers so that he will become a captain.When ask to pick up the cricket ball that was just 1m away from him,he complains.Wtf.I swear this guy is pampered by his dad back in malaysia.I guess he thinks that we are his servants in his house,ordering us to take the ball instead of him doing his part of the job.I guess its just my luck to meet fuckers like him.

Now on to this guy called Harvinder from Mayflower.Well,to tell u the truth,I was the first guy that talked to him cos i was desperate for cricket members.So i approached this dude on the very first day of orientation.He was really a lonely chap at that time.No one to talk to.And now,u shld have seen the transformation in him man.He brags and talks a lot.He likes to brag bout his drinking sessions,his smoking sessions.I think he just works on gaining attention from pple around him.From what i heard from Mandeep,this guy was actually suppose to pay his share of the cab fare but however when he opened his wallet.He said ,"can u guys,pay first,i don't wanna use my $50 note cos i got drinking session later".My ohh My,firstly,we didnt even ask bout ur drinking sessions and u had to tell us.He really think he is damn cool by saying that he will be having drinking sessions with his frens.I can bet with u that this guy was a real loser back in his Mayflower days.Then,there was another instance where he ask the JC1 cricket team members on where to get a pack of cigarettes anywhere near in Kallang.From that moment onwards,i hate this guy's guts.He really thinks he is damn COOL by saying such stupid stuff.He even went on to give Vicky(my cricket senior) a pack of cigarette in front of our eyes.Was he trying to attract attention?I really dunno much bout this guy,but he left a bad 1st impression.Vicky and Jagdeep(another cricket senior) just shook their heads and just said that this guy really loves to "Wayang" which meant that he acts a lot.

In short,the cricket team wont be able to move on with 2 of these bums in our team.I swear.One is a lazy bum, the other full of arrogance.

After cricket,the whole gang went to Kallang KFC and we had our dinner there.Had a few chats and there with the seniors.And guess what,i was shock to find out that one of the JC2s in TPJC had commited suicide and his story was on the newspaper yesterday as the LOW PROFILE STUDENT.Well,I would like to give my condolences to his family.According to Varun,he was a student who doesnt seem to give a lot of trouble and his grades of A,A,E were quite impressive.

Then,I went to Parkway to play pool with hisham,glen,farhan and brandon wong.Hahahah.I seriously stink at that time and man it was really great to see hisham and brandon.Both in CJC now.Hisham really missed TPJC to the max.I guess its because he was one of the few non-chinese guys in CJC.But i am sure that he will be able to adapt to his new surroundings.According to Kumar,the gals in CJC were like damn hot but hisham said none of them were really up to his standard.And at that point of time i was thinking.This guy really have high standard in choosing gals but those he have the good looks to support it ? hahahah. Well that thought banished after a few seconds cos hisham's personality would make any girl in the world fall for him.Oh ya i kept disturbing brandon throughout the pool session by saying that he was just an appeal student.Well,it was fun.hehehe.

Hisham was really scared bout alkaff after the message i sent to alkaff.Cos he thinks that alkaff will really blackmail and ignroe him in CJC.Well, buddy if u really want a good friend,I gotta tell u that alkaff isnt fit to be one.He live a life by blackmailling and bastarding people.He cant be trusted with secrets.I swear,he thinks that his jokes and stupid pranks were funny acts.Seriously,It wasnt funny at all.I dunno if he will really get Amalina,cos i seriously find that he is not worth to be someone's friend or even worse boyfriend.Just fuck off.He started spreading rumours bout me in CJC telling 1 ex-tpjcian gal there that i use to have a crush on her.Well,that was seriously a bad mistake cos u dunno what i can do to u.Overall,I gotta say that this fucker called alkaff is not worth wasting ur energy talking to.He will just backstab back.

To end this post,I gotta admit that True Friends are really hard to find.True friends will always be there for you when u really need it and wont backstab u.Thats my definition of a true friend.And to hisham and ashiq,you guys will always be my best friends !!! I swear i miss u guys,how i wish you guys were in TPJC with me to start all that pranks and jokes together again.But i guess i am just asking too much.Well,good luck with your life ok !! take care !! =)

Posting Results

2006-03-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

Well,as usual i came late to school.hahaha.its alwasy been like that for the last week for 1st 3 months.Hahahah.Anyway,school was quite fun today.We first started with H1 maths.Did some Logarithm graph or something.And then i'm off to the Computer Lab at the J-block.The computers there suck big time,keyboard with no keys.hahaha.and sometimes,computers with no internet connection.But well,i knew i would get into TPJC,so when i saw my results,I just pretended as if i got to RJC.ahahah.I shouted out loud and jump around.Everyone really thought that i got in there.hahaha,Gullible Fools.But well, i dun really blame these people.

So the people from my class,06S09 that is going out of TPJC are,Rachel,Jin Yee,and the Bedok South gal whom i forgot the name.whoopz.ahahaha.Well, i am really bad with names.they got posted to MJC and SAJC respectively.Quite cool.But got lotsa guys staying in TPJC actually.

After that,i was with my TPJC mat-thambi gang.Quite fun lots.And the whole day was spent on taking photos n playing soccer.I love the Photo taking part.it was just whacky and hilarious.And faizal splash some water bomb at hisham's butt.hahaha.fucking funny man.Hisham's face was like so black suddenly(even though it doesnt make any difference).hahah.

Then,the muslim gang went for friday prayers and then i went home first to bathe and change.Anyway,whats with tpjc gals talking to me? i dun even noe them man.Like this girl called hamimah and some other gal from bedok view(my ex-primary school mate i think),hamimah keeps saying that she wants to tell me something.And lotsa girls like telling me i got lotsa admirers.OMG.I damn ugly pls !! Studies still first !!

Played pool around 4.30pm.Met kumar first at the macdonald's,he was kinda lost i guess.Then we talked n talked.Well this kumar guy really reminds me of roshan sabapathy,friendsly and socialable.Really gonna miss this bugger when he goes CJC.With Hisham and Alkaff.Pool was fun,with Shakir,Hisham,Glen,Kumar,Alkhaff,Jagdeep,Mandeep,Brandon Wong and Farhan. It was only 24 bucks.

After pool, we went to relax at the McCafe.really breezy place.Damn cooling.Makes a perfect place to have a date.hahahaha.Had a talking cock session and photo taking ones as well,then after that, we bid our Last Goodbyes to Each other.Really sad man.Now i shall, give some shout outs to really special pple that i have met in TPJC for 1st 3 months.

Hisham Talib-Fucking Close brother.He is like really damn nice guy who wont really stab ur back.Can be trusted with secrets.his jokes are really similar to russel peters man.hahaha.Well,i pity him sometimes cos of his looks.But well, i really hope to see him having a gf soon.Which i know he will get at CJC.Well,Brother,take care and dun forget me k like how u forget ur primary school frens.hahhaaha.was really touched when u said i was damn friendly guy.U are one buddy.I noe i wont find anyone like u.Ur just one of a kind.A great buddy who is ALWAYS willing to help !! Salute this guy one last time.

Kumaresan-Well,even though it was only 3 months,this guy is really friendly.I will be missing this guy too.I know he will make a great friend.hahaha.seriously.Well,he is fucking rich too.His father owns a Mercedes.chey,standard ah kumar.Well,i was also touched when he said he was damn glad when he met us(tpjc mat gang).Cos he said that St.Gabriels was really a boring school with no fun element.And i guess hisham is always the fun element that adds a vibrant colour to our dull lives.hahaha.As usual.well kumar,Salutes u too !! this guy can really bastard . and i noe u love Deborah and SA.

Alkaff-No matter how much u bastard me with girls.I will seriously miss u.well,i will always remember the times when u teach me A maths at the library.The patient guy who wont even scold me for being the usual stupid me.Well,a real great buddy.seriously.Missing him already.hahahaha.Well, u cant be trusted with secrets.hahaha.thats the FACT !!

whats with me man.but really damn sad to see these people go.Well,Hope u guys will have fun in CJC like in TPJC.Maybe even have more fun there with the endless clubbing sessions.And as for me, i m still stuck in TPJC with my close buddy hisham going cjc.So i guess,its time i move on to being the Real me.The Really Cool me !! i swear i am gonna get that 3 As for A level.Give me Time i will prove u buggers wrong. And hisham , watch my name in berita harian k , A level top Malay Student.I shall make sure !!

Life Just Can't Get Any Worse ...

2006-02-23T02:07:00.000-08:00

My ohh My.Looks like now i am lost for almost every freaking subject.Well i gotta admit that the jump from Combine Science to H2 Chemistry is quite big.Haiz,no matter how much i work,i dont seem to get the results.How disappointing yea? Well,i was coping well with Redox Reactions when suddenly the balancing of the redox reactions came about.Now it feels as if i am back to square one in chemistry.Well,its partly the lecturer's fault i guess.Firstly,she thinks that everyone has an IQ of 155 or Pentium 6.Thus,she teaches at lightning speed and now i am not able to catch up with her teaching.Her english is reminds me of those nonya at the market type.hahahaha.no offence yea?

For Biology,its like i cant be bothered to go for tutorials cause i think the teacher is quite boring and the class is quite dead.Seriously,some of the classes i go to is SO DEAD that its like u being in a class surrounded by 4 green looking walls.The 1st thing u would ask urself is,Am i in IMH(institute of Mental Health).hahahaha.Well,even though i have been skipping bio tutorials,i still went for the lectures.Which i feel is much more important.Well,but the thing is,this subject is so full of content that u need to memorise every single thing.Which sucks.But once u memorise it,i feel its ok.

Maths.Well i have been getting Bs for my assignments so far which isnt so bad in JC standards.But i still find myself slow compared to my H2 Maths Counterparts.How i wish i have A maths background.Now i gotta work so hard.Gosh,this sucks rite?Differentation is not bad.I think its because i have not covered much of the harder topics yet.

Yesterday, hisham,alkaff(st.gabriels boy),Mandeep(dunman singh),Farhan,Hakeem(both from Pasir Ris),Romario(Tanjong Katong Boy) and I went to MJC for a soccer friendly between them and TPJC.hahaha.Well,i gotta say that the school was big,new,modern and best of all its BLUE! my favourite colour.Well i really love the facilities there.ahahah.Really cool.The canteen is like so big and spacious.Compared to TPJC circle shaped Canteen with sucky food.hahahah.The match started of with us making so much noise.But i guess its because of the St.Pats influence.hahaha.MJC grandstands was near to MJC bandroom.Their band wasnt so bad as TPJC's ones and nost of the members have a good attitude and have solid foundation in music.So i guess,they should be doing well enough to kick SAJC band off.hahaha.The match started off with roaring cheers from us.And by Halftime,TPJC had conceded 2 goals.I swear its because of that Shorty Goalkeeper.TPJC should really find a good goalkeeper man.Or else its gonna be tough.1 guy from TPJC soccer team kinda caught my attention with his silky touches and sublime passes and skills.Anuar was his name.And man,he was damn solid.He just have that cool look around him.Which i kinda envy actually.And he was the mastermind behind that wonderful goal scored by TPJC(the only one actually.hahaha.but hey it was a dazzling one.)Final whistle.TPJC lost to MJC 1-3 and then the gang quickly ran away from the school before we get whacked up by the MJC pple.The noise we made was seriously loud.but well it was humourous.hahaha.I guess thats all for today yea?

Sorry for not updating cos i really busy man.Really sorry.

Dinie's Top Punter Prediction of the O's Result

2006-02-09T03:57:00.000-08:00

Well as u know,tomorrow is the O level results.As each second pass by,my balls just keep shrinking,and i keep reminiscing the past,the good old memories again.The friends who are gonna do damn well tomorrow?Okie as promised,i will try to name some of the Patricians whom i think will do quite well?

Hisham Talib=This guy has been a great fren and buddy since my sec 1 days,still remember how we met at the malay class.Funny chap with a Great personality.He is loyal and can be trusted with any secrets u give him.A must have for gals.Well we managed to go to the same JC for 1st 3 months.Ended up in the same malay class too.This guy is the man who is really awesome with mathematical stuff,guess its because of the Arab Genes that he has.Arabs created algebra remember?hahaha.I'm quite sure he will get A1 for E Maths,A Maths,Combine Science,Pure Biology.Maybe an A2 for English cause its really quite good too.Has quite a wide vocabulary.Hmm,he claims to have problems with humanities which we shall find out tomorrow?Nvr underestimate this bugger cause he is Da Man!!

Kenneth Cheong Jia Wei=A really disciplined guy.Classmates for 4 awesome and fantastic year.A band and batch mate.Plays the Clarinet like a pro.Now in the alumni band with me.So i kinda know him too.Hmm,introvert type of person.hahaha.but i heard he is a BIG TIME PLAYBOY now.Well,real underdog.Top the class for E Maths? Really shock the whole class during prelims with the amount of hardwork he put in.I am sure he will get A1 for Emaths as usual,and maybe combine science,and humanities and english shldnt be a problem for him.Biology might still be a distinction for him.He got A1 for Chinese prelims,maybe he did improve a lot?So i am really putting a high bet on this one.hahaha.but hey i'm not really encouraging gambling here or something?

Ivan Reddy=Hardworking Freak!!Has a stamina of a stallion.Does a lot of TYS.A teacher's pet.Another classmate for 4 freaking years.hahaha.really does a lot of self study and revision each day.Really proud of this dude.Will always remember him as the fren who always organises the parties for the class since SEC 1.Hmm,His english is quite impressive,E maths must be of no problem to him,Bio has always been his best subject but prelims i think the teacher made some error? hahaha.Combine Science,this guy is assured of A1.So his name will be among the Top 10 patricians at least?Got second in class!!

Shane Meyer=This is the son of Dennis Meyer,my cricket coach?Really funny guy,another classmate of mine for 4 years.Big time slacker but still he manage to complete the TYS unlike me that is.Quite good in emaths,physics,english,humanities.Hmm,i wouldnt be suprise to see him get 15 and below.He even said he was sure of getting below 20 straight away after the O's.hahaha.He has this personality of a real slacker but still funny guy.Hmm,my bet on this guy will be 50/1.Still can make it as an underdog.

Glenn Michael Roberts(a.k.a Pablo)=Top the class lotsa times.Self Motivated.However, a bit too self-centred.But well i dun blame him.He really boost an aura of confidence around him.Not really arrogant but really loves to belittle himself.Bootlicks a lot?Wroks really hard.Too hard sometimes.Teacher do get impress with this little dude.Well he might have done badly during PSLE by getting 195.But he is making it up for the O' levels.Really.Got 13 points for prelims.His main rival is Marc Van Huizen.Definite Top Ten Patricians.Big Bet on this Small Guy.hahhaha.

Damian Teo=He is the son of 2 teachers.Can be hardworking,classmates for only 2 years.Dun really know him well.But well he has the package.His humanities is SUPERB!! and english too. So i'm expecting a below 18 here.Maybe even below 10.Real Underdog!

Ashiq s/o Shahabudeen=Well,he is the man with the masterplan.Foreign talent from India.Good in E maths,A maths and Physics.Chemistry is like a 2nd fav for him?I really expect a lot from this guy.Maybe getting among the top 10 in 4E2.Well He really does impress me sometimes with his wide knowledge in maths.I really respect this guy.A fren and a buddy.Fellow neighbour.hahaha.well hope to see him in CJC colours soon.

Justin Theo=A prefect with real good discipline.A leader in NCC LAND i guess.He got 19 for prelims.English,Humanities,E maths,Biology and Combine Science is his game.He does a lot of work too.So i wish this guy all the best.ahahha.he is quite a good bet actually.he shld be getting below 15? well,its just a prediction.It might be wrong.

I guess thats all from my class.Well from the 4E1 class there is a lot more.Marc Van Huizen will definitely be the top Dude this year with Six Points as expected.Next would be Max Sumargo,then justin giam,Bryan Cheang,Rishik Menon,michael joo.Well cant think of anyone else right now.But well be prepared to see the Patricians taking the world by storm.As for me,i am still lost in the world of confusion.The world that really makes my head spin about.

I wish everyone the best for the O Level Result tomorrow yea?Muackz.hahaha.Well,this TPJC guy i know will definitely get below 10,his name is Qashrul Hidafi from St.Hilda's.Quite smart.And this dude,Vickneshwaran from tampines primary,whose bio is totally AWESOME!!really respect this 2 dudes.Good luck again to all of u out THERE!! sorry for not adding more pple to the list yea?Anyway,its just a prediction,it might be wrong.So i'm really sorry if my predictions were wrong k?

Smilez Everyone.Good Luck.!!!

Cricket..

2006-02-03T20:32:00.000-08:00

Whahaha.Hello there everyone.Well i just joined cricket yesterday and training was held at Kallang,the pitch next to KFC.Well,there was the Raffles Instituition(RI) cricket team playing there and there were also the TPJC team.Well,i gotta admit that,the RI team,was a real commited bunch of players.When the coach ask a few of these RI boys to run around the pitch 5 times,they then carried out their duty without a single word of complain and they actually RAN!! If u ask a typical Patrician to run that distance,he would just take his own sweet time and do his duty.But well,its RI,the elite school who just picks out a smart and talented student in any CCA.Leaving all the other schools with just the average students.

Alkaff,Hisham,Zak and I were like late by 45mins,and we still had the cheek to take our own sweet time to walk to where the coach and the JC1 were.Well,the coach(shane's dad),was exactly like him,personality wise that is.But well he had this Indian sorta accent.Maybe its due to communicating with a lot of the Indian Cricket players.hahahaha.Initially,the coach had this really frustrated look when he saw 2 Newbies(namely,hisham and i) joining cricket which meant that he had to teach the basics of cricket all over again.The technique of holding the really weird shape bat was ... kinda DIFFICULT!!.Well when we hit the oncoming ball with the bat,we must have this 9 shape on ur hand.Its Really Difficult,trust me.But after practicing on my own while the coach wasnt looking,i kinda got the hang of it.hahahha.when the coach threw the ball at me,i got to whack the BALL!! gosh i was so GOD DAMN happy!!After that,he threw the ball at me again and i was able to whack it,and its the ball went even further.Out of the 8 balls thrown at me,i hit 6 of them,4 of them went high up in the sky.hahaha.Cricket is really FUN.

Hisham was struggling with the batting but then his catching technique of the ball was Really Awesome.The coach praised him for that.After that,the JC1 gang had a game of cricket on our own while the coach left.hahaha.Hmm,it wasnt too bad,but no one knew how to bowl the ball.hahaha.so we were like hitting a ball that was usually not in our direction.

After cricket,shane joined the cricket gang as we head to the KFC.Had some fun time talking cock in the fast food restuarant.Pravin,a Malaysian TPJC student got bullied the whole session.ahaha.Even at KFC,Mandeep disturb him.Well he is Really Pampered.I gotta admit that.The Day before,he made us follow him all the way to Tampines OUB to withdraw money.And when we got there,he didnt know his password to his bank account.Really irritating.seriously.He said that he couldnt survive a day with only $100 left.WTF.with that kinda money it can last me a MONTH!Well u cant really blame him for being so pampered cos he is blessed with a really rich surgeon father.U wanna know how much pravin gets for his pocket money? Its $11000 a month,and sometimes it might be even more!! But well,disturbing him was really fun.He is our entertainer during cricket practice.And he talks alot too.He gives so called TIPS on how to play cricket when we were gonna hit the ball.WTH.Shut UP man!! And guess what,he cant even hit the ball most of the time and he gets dead tired after 200m of WALKING!!.Pampered son of a GUN!!.hahaha.In another case,pravin took a taxi from Tampines Interchange to his House.And his taxi fare was just $2.60.So the journey was so FREAKING NEAR.And we found out that he actually lives a few blocks away from Tampines Interchange.hahaha.

Then,after Akhbar left,the gang went to Katong Shopping Centre to play LAN.Well we had a game of DOTA.hahah.anyway,i am new in this game.But its really interesting.I kinda improved in DOTA.Maybe just a little.Next,we took 32 to Bedok Interchange,cos hisham and I had OG outing after that and Shane had to meet his brother to buy some Photoshop CD.Met Jing Kai and Joel Peters on my way there,JingKai change a lot man.His ear stud was really nice.hahaha.Joel Peters said that the trombone section really needs some restructuring.Well i still fell its because of the laziness.Well i will be going back to the band room later,who knows i might be able to help out.

Went to change at the Macdonald's toilet at Bedok.Then,we were on our way to Yilin's house,at Bedok Avenue 4 block 98.haha.Took 17 to reach her house.Stop at the St.Anthony's Cannosian Primary School.We got lost for a while but soon hisham and i were able to find the block.Yong Ping,Nora,Zheng Da and some other OG member of mine whom i forgot her name.hahaha.Whoopz.She was from Pasir Ris Sec.Her house was really cool,with all the bowling and taekwando medals that decorated the hall.Her mum was a SEA and Asian Games medallist i think.But well,the bowling queen genes was nvr really passed down to her.hahaha.She had already prepared a sumptuos meal,but well,hisham and i were already full.so we had to eat a little to avoid being rude.All of us were given a red packet and we went to watch The Exorcist at the living room which she claims was the scariest movie ever!! but well,it turns out to be one of the boring ones.hahaha.well it was fun scaring the OG members by throwing the pillow at them during the scary scenes.hahaha.Well,the OG outing was quite boring.Give it 4 stars out of ten.I think its because we werent really close.At least i gotta find out that Nora(my OGL) has a crush on Glen Michael Roberts.hahaha.well,bet with u that he would be blushing when he knows about this.hahaha.

I guess thats all for today.Gotta go Band room to practice and next to Roshan's Party...

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Reminiscing the Past!!

2006-01-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

Sorry dudes for not updating yea.Been really busy these days with the piling pressure from school.hahaha.Really.There is a lot to do nowadays.JC life is so much different from what i had always expected.In Jc, the teachers there just leave u ALONE to rot and die or to do ur best and succeed.But the sad thing is, i am just falling deep into the pits of failure.I just cant seem to pick myself up again like i use to.My determination is just gone.Where is the Dinie that i use to know?

Anyway,yesterday at tpjc,we had Chinese New Year celebrations.hahah.yeah,the usual thing each year in each school.Well hisham and i was planning to skip half way to go back St.Pats,the school of life.It was before malay,we were standing near the staircase looking down from the second storey talking to Alkaff(ex-st.gay student) on when to chao and planning how to.Suddenly,Mr James Ong,an Economics teacher came from behind and talked to us,"well are u guys contemplating on how to escape school?"
well hisham and i were basically lost for words.hahaha.and we just bullshit to him that we were just admiring the beautiful scenery that tpjc has to offer.Chey,suck up i guess.hahaha.then during recess,after i had my breakfast which consist of prata at the canteen,hisham,alkaff and i went down to the basket ball court where behind the bushes lie a secret passage out.Well its not exactly a secret but well u must climb over the gate and all.In the end,i dunnoe what happen,i think it was because of hisham being indecisive,we decided not to call off our plan.sobs.I was like , wth. why are we like waiting for shakir and glenn,our patrician buddies,whom i know will nvr escape school or even do the slightest bad thing.hahaha.evil me.well in the end we went to the hall and saw the performance.Well it was kinda lame to have the chinese,malay and even indian performance for chinese new year celebration.hahaha.the indian cultural society had this fashion show which is kinda cool.their clothes like so panache.chinese cultural society had this wushu thing and some dance.the wushu performance was kinda impressive with some of them doing the gong fu actions flying here and there.hahaha.malay had a dikir barat and it was suppose to be a Hari Raya Haji performance.WTH.like it was a few weeks back and they celebrate it now.Weird pple.After that,we all went to the gate,we saw the teacher stationing herself at one gate and at the other gate was the security guards.So the muslim gang decided to go to the security gate and tell the officers there that there was a special prayer for CNY celebration.hahaha.And guess what,they believed us.ahahha.Gullible pple.and off we go to our alma mater.

St.Pats like so different now.There are a few plasma tv in the canteen and even outside the office.there are now bbq pits beside the canteen.omg.Cant believe it actually change that much.Went to see Mr.Gill,hahaha,my SS teacher.And guess what,we had a talking cock session with him,he actually thought that i SMOKE!!wth.and to conclude it,alkaff who followed us,add salt to the wound.he said that he saw me smoking at tpjc toilet.omg.LoLz.Mr Gill was like saying, smoking is bad for ur health.hahaha.then we went to see B.P Wong.Hisham went to chase B.P Wong and we had a nice lil chat with him.I was kinda suprised that he talked to hisham considering that he was the worst student in terms of behaviour.hahaha.Usually,he would ignore hisham when he says hi.hisham asked mr wong,what is CBM.A term he used to call hisham.which hisham claims it was Chee Bye Mouth.ahahah.didnt know hisham was that noisy.But mr wong just tried to make sure that it wasnt what we tot it was.too bad.we knew what it meant.then we saw MsChen,my bio and band teacher in charge.she manage to suck our money for La Salle Road Run.i contributed $2 with the rest.The La Salle road run would include SJI and other la salle schools as well.not bad.hahaha.

Next,we went for our friday prayers at a nearby mosque.Wah,now that mosque is fully air conditioned and it has a Balinese style of decoration.Really impressed.Then went to met my old pal,Roshan Chopra.To think its been 3 months since i last saw that bugger.hahaha.missed him man.i MISS the WHOLE OF ST.Pats culture.It was so god damn fun.Then, we all went to Parkway to play Pool.Well,Damian,Glenn,Shane,Ashiq was there until shane had to go home to give the house keys to his bro who was stuck outside.so we played pool for 3 hours.I have to say that my skills is improving.hahaha.after pool,we had a Lepak-ing Session at the McCafe.Just sat down there and catch up on the good old days.Met a few ex-patricians there too.Darwin and Rudi was there too.hahaha.Really fun.Then We all went around Parkway window shopping.Then it was time to say goodbyes and we all went home.

If that was one thing that i really dun wanna lose,it will be my Patrician Memories.It will always be with me.The Good Old days.Where fights break out of nowhere.A place where Boys Became Men.A place of Fun and Also Life.Potest Qui Volt.I will always remember my Patrician frens...u guyz will always be in my memory...
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Orientation Day 3 at TPJC

2006-01-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

Due to me changing from OG 2 to OG 21,i didnt get my subject combination forms yesterday which as a result i had some explaination to do to the OG head.Thus,starting from today,i had to report to OG 2 for attendance and then i will be off to OG 21 for the activities.

There was a speculation that there would be some water bombing activities which would be held at the later part of the day.So the day started of with some introductory lectures about the subjects such as Physics,Biology,Economics,Malay and Chinese.

The Biology lecture was actually held on the 1 day of orientation.Sorry yea but i just included it in cos i just remembered it.So the TPJC Patrician Society came late as usual and we walk towards the centre part of the lecture theathre to get the seats available.The lecture theathre was very outdated compared to the other lecture theathres i have been to like victoria which was VERY IMPRESSIVE(looks like a cinema,i swear).So the talk went on and on.At the end of the talk, the bio teacher told the J1s that those whom didn't take bio at the O's at all as a combined science or a pure subject can still take it at the JC level but must take a qualification exam on the day itself.It was totally outragous as it was very impromptu kinda thing so i guess nobody went for it.hahhaa.

The Physics talk was not that boring however i was demoralised when Mr Tze, physics lecturer told us that combine science students would really have a hard time doing Physics at H2.Furthermore, H2 physics requires and additional maths background knowlegde as its first chapter already has an A maths stuff inside.Also a good maths background would be essential to do well.And i basically do not have all those requirements.Thus, i was left quite demoralised with it.

The Economics lecture was boring.There was this muscular male teacher and another female one there.Economics sounds so similar to Human Geography on some aspects as it deals with a bit of inferencing and commmon sense knowledge which i usually have.hahaha.i sound as if i dun have it all the time.Dongs!!.Well H2 economics would at least help me get to a business course in university with a H1 maths.But i dun actually see myself doing business or accounting kinda thing.

Next was the Malay talk.Well my malay wasnt as stunning as before or it nvr was actually.hahaha.The Female malay teacher who gave the talk initially was boring.And she kept asking the whole school to listen to her which was really OUTRAGEOUS to some as 75% of the school was made up of Chinese students remember!!Plus, she wanted to talk in malay which obiously none of these pple would understand.hahaaha.So to rebel her,they all talk when she was giving her boring speech which i found it rude.Then,she gave up and gave the microphone to the other minah teacher.This one was much more interesting as her voice doesnt blend in with the surrounding which would make it really boring.Malay Language Elective Program(MLEP) was to cater to those malay students whose malay is superb and real classy.The requirements was H2 Malay and A1 for malay at the O's.Which basically means,I dun STAND A CHANCE FOR IT and ITS ACTUALLY H3 Malay.So if u take MLEP u would be on ur way to become a MALAY TEACHER!!how fun.So those of u inspiring to be a malay teacher, this is the road to it.

After the Malay talk was the Chinese talk.So being the usual patricians, TPJC Patrician Society except Joseph and Brandon Wong chao to the canteen to have our deserving break.hahaha.in my perspective that is.I ate at the spice corner, stall 8, whose prata was simply delicious however its curry was rather bland.After that we slack at the canteen,talk cock and observe a group of TPJC seniors playing soccer.They were'nt really as impressive as the Sec 5 soccer seniors back in st.pats whose soccer team was made up of national players.

So we went to join to play soccer with some of the seniors.They were not bad ( 6 / 10) in their soccer playing skills that is.So it was TPJC Snrs and Ahamd(from Ngee Ann Sec) versus the Patrician Society.In the end, the results we out.We thrashed them 3-1 which was not bad considered we were newbies in the school.Then we went back to the school for the Future Options Talk.

The talk began with the NUS/NTU Engineering Faculty which required H2 maths and physics mainly and maybe the Chemical Engineering which require H2 maths and chemistry.When i heard bout the Engineering courses in university,i felt demoralised as usual.Due to me, being unable to take anything.Even the life sciences course and the dentistry course requires H2 maths.Basically,i cant take any course with H2 maths requirment cos i will be taking onlie H1.Sobs.I just felt like going Poly out of sudden after that talk as i felt that i can only go to the science stream in JC after which i couldnt enter any courses in any UNIVERSITY.My hopes were dashed.

My OG did a bit of cheering here and there which i didnt really familiarise myself with.whoopz.yea.Qazim and Ansley were rite,Its all about being Enthusiastic and then we will find it fun.Sobs.I really felt bad letting my group down by chaoing all those sessions together.Dun worry i will really miss u guys after this week that is.I noe the guys names from my group except for the gals(except for tracy,temasekian gal whose Qazim's classmate and yilin,elmo cheer gal,and esther,a section mate in the tpjc band)hahaha.Really sorry for not being able to even know ur names yea.Like what Esther said, i am not a super being thus i am not able to remember ur names well.But it will take time rite.

After that it was the WATER ACTIVITIES.The most exciting and fun activity throughout the whole orientation.Well we had to do those activities such as Water soccer and etc.hahaha.I will talk about it later k.The first activity was to collect water from a pail using a plastic cup with holes beneath it n to pass it to ur team mates who are arranged in a straight line in a sequence of passing it up and down to the last person who will fill up a bottle to the required length.So it was really tough to fill the bottle up as by the time the plastic cup reach the last person it will be literally empty.Thank Goodness it rained.hahaha.There were some suggestions to pee inside the bottle or to spit inside it to make sure it fills to the required length.In the end,my group lost to another one by a mere 1 cm which i believe was due to a Parallax Error.hahaha.It was still raining cats and dogs so we were still drenched.

Then it was another activity which involved the every member in a group to crawl under a rafia string like in the army at the field to the other side of the starting point.The field was muddy due to the rain so basically all the members were soaking with MUD.Ewww.hahahaha.As usual,hisham and i pretended to go to another group and then we walked across to join our group members who had completed crawling under the strings.hahaha.bastards.after that 3 members of our group had to use the mouth to take out sweets from the chair which was filled with flour.Due to the rainy condition,the flour was in a really disgusting condition for anyone to use the mouth and pick out the sweets.So hisham and i and the rest of the members of OG 21 rooted support for these 3 members.After that we had to walk back to the starting point.To our dismay, the councillers were there to watch our every move so we cant escape the dirty muds.So hisham decided to push the tables which was interconnected to the chairs and other tables by the string forming a maze like condition.As a result the tables fell and topple one another.Some of the members had the tables fell on them.hahaha.poor thing.So hisham and i crawled for a short distance only.hahahah.sorry folks.but we still got dirty k.hahaha.

Next was the water soccer.It was more like rugby actually.Just dat we have to grab the opponents water bombs after they have touch them and we have to bring them to our BASE to get our points or to bring our water bombs to their base.Our opponents had an advantage as they had this Tanjong Katong guy who is A GIANT.I swear he was much taller and bigger than the rest of us.So hisham and i and a few of the gals had to prevent him from reaching our base which seems so impossible!!In the end we had to play cheat as hisham grab hold of the waterbombs first before the opponents actually touch them which actually was a foul.After that,hisham did this magical rugby solo run which even the tall GIANT couldnt stop him.Really salute him for that.hahaha.Cheers to Hisham!!

After that it was mainly the waterbomb fight.Where i manage to throw 2 water bombs at one ex-st.pats senior who is in tpjc now and was the ABBA group Leader.Hisham managed to throw one at him.hahhaa.real fun.Everyone was practically throwing at each other.There was one incident where there were a group of boys who were filling up the plastic bags at the ground level water taps.So hisham who was at the stadium stands decided to throw at these boys who were practically unaware of our presence upstairs.hahahaha.When hisham threw at them,the bombs they were filling up burst.hahaha.

So fun and hilarious.That was basically the most fun activity i ever done in my life.Anyway,i kinda got attracted to one KC eurasian gal in BeeGees.Outstanding looks.But i'm really scared of being rejected by her.Rare instance where a eurasian gal goes out with a malay boy.Haiz.

Well next week will be lectures lectures and lectures.Even if u dun have lecture on that day,u still have to come to take attendance and can only leave after 12.50pm.Actually, u can basically escape at anytime.hahhaha.But u must be Pro in it.
tata pple.

Orientation Day 2 at TPJC

2006-01-07T03:08:00.000-08:00

Lalalala.today was the 2nd day and as usual i was late due to bus 28 taking its own sweet time going to its destination.Met the Tpjc gal again on the bus and she kept staring at me as if i was a stalker.

School started with the National Anthem which no one sang(cool huh,reminds me of st.pats).Then the principal gave a long talk about the subject combinations and the subjects at the different levels such as H1, H2 and H3 which obviously the J1s should have known by now. Then came the Q n A session where 1 Chung Cheng High boy ask her something about the new subject Knowledge and Inquiry(KI) where the students need not take General Paper(GP) and can have his KI marks divided into 2 portions for his GP marks and KI marks.And the principal replied to him that SHE DIDNT KNOW why there was a division and why the students need not take GP.really bo-chap attitude.but well she was a real polite lady.Reminds me of my old form teacher Mrs Ng May May who was really nice to her students till they took advantage of it and step over her head(excluding me cos i had always been a GOOD BOY).

Well Jiaxi, a china born Chung Cheng High student , told me that the Chung Cheng High Boy who asked the question was a head prefect. He then went on further to tell me that to be a head prefect, ur chinese must be of an average standard of around A2 or B3 and ur english must be better than average in the school.So it was an easy criteria which i believe most of them should have qualified unless of course their english is like the typical Ah pek.hahaha.This Jiaxi boy was such a slacker that during the whole orientation,he Cabut or Chao school almost every FUCKING day.So can u imagine who slack he was compared to Patricians.So we shld be proud that we r better than them in a way.hahaha.Even though he was a slacker,his grades were fucking impressive.His L1R5 maybe 19 but he got F9 for combine humanities and C6 for english.So if u do ur maths,he got A1 for the rest of his other four subjects.SMART i shld say.

Almost everyone there was a triple science student and most of them took A maths at O's unlike me.Sobs.I will be struggling hard i guess.Well i decided to take H2 Chem , Bio and Econs and H1 maths combination.Hisham is exactly the same except maths is his H2 and Econs H1.Then we had a mass dance practice.Well being the usual patricians, hisham and i decided to escape the torment.So we decided to go to the toilet and slack.Suprisingly,Jiaxi and his schoolmate buddy,Kiayi,decided to follow us as well.hahaha.we do create influence aye.so we SLACK and basically talk cock and got to know each other.They were really friendly China born pple.hahhaa.Maybe horny too.Sex-Deprived Kids.hahaha.After 15 minutes of slacking, we decided to check whether the mass dance was still on.To our horror, we were caught sneaking out and were forced to dance which we initially didnt want to.So the councillers found us partners and we got cracking on the dance moves.I gotta admit that the dance was fun but WE were just not really enthusiastic on that day.Felt guilty actually for escaping such a fun activity.Well,patricians are real notorious lots.hahaha.

One of the councillors, Shafiq , was really funny so after that mass dance session , Hisham and i decided to disturbed him.He really had this Mat-ish English if u guyz know wad i meant which was really hilarous.Summore he tried to intimidate us with punishment which would be really embarassing so we decided to back off and went off for our break. Ate at stall 10, the Lemak Corner whose food was really classic and the serving was much more than those u get back in St.Pats.

After break, we had this amazing race kinda thing where we had to go around searching for clues and hints to complete the race.Real cool.But as usual,We were'nt really enthusiastic.So went on and on collecting clues n visiting the stops.Suddenly, we met Shafiq at His STOP!!hahaha.Hilarious.He said we had to sing Elmo's song or any Pop song while doing jumping jacks.Hisham and I taught to ourselves.WTF.hahah.We were thinking of initiating a P.Ramlee song(classical malay which suited this Mat Counciller really well).In the end, we sang the Elmo Song which a gal from my group,whose name was Yilin i think, taught us the lyrics.Part lame but part fun.hahahha.From then on,we were shafiq blacklisted sheeps.

After all that activities, WE WENT HOME.Thank goodness.Ate at Macdonalds at Tanpines Mall with hisham.Home sweet HOME!!

Orientation Day 1 at TPJC

2006-01-03T03:12:00.000-08:00

Well,today was the first day of orientation.The day started off with me not being able to sleep since 11pm the day before.So i basically just closed my eyes without SLEEPING for every 2 hours until it was 5.30am.Then i got out of my bed and just nake breadfast for myself(bread with nutella) and then i was off to the toilet scrubbing myself out with soap.Then i had morning prayers then after a little checking on my image i left my house for school.6.50am reach bus stop.waited for 15 minutes for bus no. 28.

After 30minutes i reached tampines avenue 7.But the question is,where is TPJC?It was no where in sight.And i made one stupid move in the bus by not alighting at a bus stop where a TPJC gal alighted.Firstly, i thought she was meeting her fren and thus i decided not to stop there but at the next stop,Ngee Ann Secondary School.Then i found out it was 1km away from school and school was starting in 2 minutes.As a result, i had to ran from the Ngee Ann Sec Bus stop to TPJC cos hisham called to tell me that pple were already rushing in.

Reached school and met the TPJC Patrician Society(Hisham,Shakir and Sec 5 Scoutsmen whom i believe his name is joseph).Went inside the school and we saw this TPJC student with dyed hair coming to school and the Discipline Master i think just told him to run round the school track 10times.Wtf.But the surrounding in TPJC was super slack with the students there have dyed hair,guys with long hair that is similiar to shoulder haired gals.So u can tell how sucky the discipline level there.hahaha.

Well i was posted to Orientation Group(OG) 2 but i just tricked the group leaders by just saying that i was from group 21 where my good buddy hisham was.And he was tell me that if i didnt joined his group he might be lonely n will be unable to adapt to the new surrounding alone.Which is the same case as me so i just joined his group.So our group was under this larger group called the BeeGees group.Guess the school is really going Retro here.The other group names were,Abba,Rolling Stones,Eagles,The Who.Well BeeGees Clan wasnt really enthusiastic cos u noe because we were like made up of the mats n the cool wannabes.Plus the guys(including me) just thought that it was really silly to join in the orientation activities such as songs, race , shouting here n there n dancing.

There were two idiots in my group who currently hisham and i kinda dislike.This guy called Shen Wei(Ngee Ann Sec) and Derrick(Dunman Sec).We were like joking happily n it ended with them getting the names Johnson and Darren respectively.We were seriously talking cock to these two kunjees.Johnson was the guy who tries really hard to make the group laugh but really fails to do so.And to add salt to the wound, his english was REALLY BAD! Not that mine is good but its like those typical roadside Ah Pek kinda thing.Then this Darren guy was such a FUCKER i tell u.He really thinks he is the smartest in Singapore kinda thing and really love to think highly of himself.And when we said how much he got for English, he just said, "ohh,me ah,not bad one ah, A star standard lor." I swear it was exactly like dat.super irritating.how i wish i could punch his fucking face.

OG 21 did the normal Orientation activities kinda thing like amazing race shits n rock climbing.Really tiring.The canteen food wasnt bad and i will rate it 7/10.Seriously good.But the hygiene there sucks to the max.U just leave ur plates around this metal box like kinda thing.So the condition was like the plates from other stalls were just dumped into this box.So i guess it will be really tiring and irritating job for the stall holders.Pity them.

The Principal Talk was so uninspiring and she really have that Bo-chap attitude by the way she talk.She gave a speech about the school rich history and its values n bla bla bla.But guess what,when ask about the achievements and aim of the school she just said,"I'm not SURE!!".Like WTF!!.I think she said something like dat.But it was a shocking kinda speech at that moment.

Well met a couple of old primary school frens,like Nawawi from Temasek Sec and Safwan from Pasir Ris Sec.Really shock at Safwan's character and personality now.He has that aura of confidence around him now.And he looks much more intelligent with those specs.And guess what,he was reading a 500pg BOOK DURING ASSEMBLY TALK!!Now compared to me who doesnt really read book.How NERDY is that man.But i was really happy for him.Especially for a mat whom i used to think that he wont really make it to JC.But well he proved me wrong.hahaha.proud of him man.

Now after hearing some pple's discussion on those students in the science stream not being able to survive without basic foundation A maths.Well its an old topic but well it really affects me cos i dun have A maths.Now i really feel hopeless in the science stream.Really depressed now.Hope someone can tell me that some JC offers H1Maths(AO Maths) with a science stream.If not,i will be force to choose the poly route.Sobs.Really hope TPJC does offer H1 Maths with science stream.I really hope god will help me.PLS HELP!!

I guess its enough for the day cos i am really tired and sleepy after not being able to sleep and having to do all those tiring activities.And Guess wad,for tomorrow orientation,i will have to find a LADY PARTNER FOR DANCE.FUCK.I dun even noe one of the gals in my group as i mix more with the guys.So basically, I'm SCREWED!!!

SmiLeZ PeoPle =)

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

2006-01-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

4E2 intruders in the 4E3 Class Photo at Graduation Night

!!Happy New Year Everyone!! from me the man.hahaha.Well i went out yesterday to buy my bag at Bugis Street.Super cool place.But it was raining cats and dogs as usual yesterday so i guess it was a bit crowded.I took 20minutes to walk 10metres there.That was how bad the crowded situation was.Well i got the Zinc Bag i wanted.It had this dirty light green look.Super Mat-ish.hehehe.Really cool.It cost only $35, so u pple out there shld noe where to get ur bags now.Bargaining is a MUST THERE!!

4E2 had a class bbq on the 30th for hisham's birthday and also theodore's farewall party.It was kinda fun.Had those water bomb fight.It really reminds me of a primary school scene.hahaha.but it was fun.I didnt really got involve cos i didnt want my new shirt to be wet which i just bought on the day itself.Ms Siva,our ex-biology teacher came back from Australia just like Dharvin my ex-classmate.Tan Chew Seng our ex-physics teacher n Teo Bee Hoon oso came for the BBQ.The BBQ was like a joint thing with 4E1.So there was this intense rivalry which brought about the water fight.Temasek Wind Ensemble had their Passing Out Parade for the very first time which i didnt manage to go.Sorry yea guyz.But well i heard it was not bad for a first timer.

Now since its already 2006, I was wondering when will i receive my phone call about the Orientation Camp from TPJC student leaders.Hmm, guess i shall just appear at the TPJC school gate looking rather stupid looking on the first day of school instead of the cool outlook that i intend to present myself.hahaha.

Grr,i hate pimples.It has since damaged my skin.Now my face is so full of scars n pimples that are about to burst open.hmm,any recommendations on how to get a flawless skin besides the diet and exercise nonsence.hahaha.Well i have been cutting down on the amount of food i eat to 1 meal a day.I guess its really working out.Got my inspiration from SHANE,a classmate of mine for 4 years.

~*!!New Year Resolutions!!*~

*Lose Weight!!
*Get Rid of the Ugly Looking Pimple Infested Face
*Join Singapore Idol??
*Do well in the first year in TPJC or maybe Poly.
*Be a cool,funky and hip person
*Be a Better Friend

well thats all i gotta say.For today that is.Smilez Always People and thanks for reading my blog.

TPJC here i come

2005-12-27T07:46:00.000-08:00

ok well.went for sajc auditions the other day and i tot my chances of getting in there was like 75% but in the end i didnt make it.Don Degan and a few others like Seth got in.Well i did try my best so no regrets from me.Even though its my dream school,life still has to go on.I appealed for TPJC n i got in.How wonderful is tat.Ok,TPJC may not be like ur other JCs but still i have some company there to at least help me adapt with new life.TPJC looks quite ugly from a distant but well when i got inside, at least there were a few pple willing to say hellos.Hisham and me in TPJC? well its gonna be another hell for teachers i guess.hahaha.lotsa patrician going there so im quite pleased with tat

Well I am really looking forward to 2006 unlike last year i wasnt looking forward to the then 2005.Partly due to major national exams like the O's.But now i just looking to a slacking year ahead.Time is passing by really slowly.And i really feel bored sometimes just staying at home and doing nothing besides playing games and all.

I have been starting to play pool lately n i improved quite a bit learning bits here and there.hahaha.just hope by the time i play with shane and gang i will be somewhere up there.whahaha.wad a high aim i guess.

Now here are some stuff i wanna get:
* Bag
* DC Jacket
* Shirts
* Shoes

all from Peninsula.Seriously.it does have some cool stuff there after all.i think cos its been quite a while since i have been there.I really need a bag maybe those mat types by Zinc or Airwalk.so i guess i will need around $200 for everything.really gotta save up man.hahaha.

hmm,maybe next is to lose weight and tone my body up.Really need to go to the gym.hahah.i am a GYM VIRGIN!!.dun laugh.but well seriously.I want all those six packs tat i see in the men's health magazine.well gotta start working out now then.Goodnight from me.Love u all n just tag my board la.I dun care whether u some dinie imposter or shit.just tag cos i still love ya.hahaha.tag tag tag tag.

Missing In Action..

2005-12-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

Its been quite a while since i blog.Whahaha.Sorry pple.Really busy nowadays.Well i have been reading up a lot.Suprises??.Well i just got fascinated by the Harry Potter Mania.Thus,for no reason i just read Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire which was really interesting.Gosh...How i wish i was at Hogwarts or at the Hogwarts Express or even battling with Mr Voldermort.Ohh yea.I just started practising bits of A maths.Whahah.Quite fun initially but it just get tougher as u go along.Guess i really need a damn damn good SHIFU!! and the only one guy that came up in my mind imediately was Hisham,Fellow muslim boy in the class.A slacker but somehow a smart kid.Top the class for A maths.Well i wanted to ask Ashiq initially but well he was a bit on the discouraging side on me learning A maths and also he was just too sick of books...But hisham still havent tell me anything yet on whether he would be willing to teach me.Ohh yea,i started reading on some Biology notes from my sis...Wah,didnt noe tat A level bio was totally different...U got to learn more of the biotechnology stuff...DNA stuff...totally cool but well a bit too difficult for me now.Anyway,i guess i shall end it here now...Got to catch some show man...Tata pple...Have fun reading yeah.
Clay Aiken songs are not as bad as i thought ...whahah..=)